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@pennydreadfuls_
3 жыл бұрын
@@ItsHAYDN lmao would love that
@frogyduni4872
3 жыл бұрын
@@ItsHAYDN XDD
@Hajar-ft9fd
3 жыл бұрын
I think the worst part is not even knowing what your upset about anymore
@dimez3702
3 жыл бұрын
This. Just so lost
@usernotfound232
2 жыл бұрын
There is a lot and you just are numb to it all
@KeelyJalissa
2 жыл бұрын
Frrrrr😣
@sourbongjuices9632
2 жыл бұрын
I can't cry or afford my meds
@OlivierEdits
2 жыл бұрын
literally me rn
@janaahmed7140
3 жыл бұрын
I'm too young to feel like this.
@tatyanasolntseva3867
3 жыл бұрын
That’s what my parents say
@wilsond6141
3 жыл бұрын
It does still hurts, i can't help it
@hairydriveway2870
3 жыл бұрын
that’s what I feel like...
@devou1462
3 жыл бұрын
life is shit.
@nicolemdb6225
3 жыл бұрын
Me siento igual
@meadowcass4949
3 жыл бұрын
I literally haven't gotten ads for 17 songs. I think KZitem knows I'm sad.
@simpiebaka1797
3 жыл бұрын
the next thing you hear is THIS SENTENCE IS GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT BUT ITS WORDY AND HARD TO READ
@LuminousBorah
2 жыл бұрын
@@simpiebaka1797 nyeeees
@harapecoryo4034
2 жыл бұрын
@@LuminousBorah xD
@LuminousBorah
2 жыл бұрын
@@harapecoryo4034 sussy baka
@videoplayback_
2 жыл бұрын
@@simpiebaka1797 Papa Franku sad
@moon-ni2vt
3 жыл бұрын
I can feel this beat in my heart and that makes it hurt more
@user-xb1bl8sp3g
3 жыл бұрын
ugh same
@karlwati8182
Жыл бұрын
@@user-xb1bl8sp3g I’m iisdi
@hainan7818
4 жыл бұрын
the mix of everything I love
@chan99900
3 жыл бұрын
^^
@ab.h440
3 жыл бұрын
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
@kyl3r6___29
3 жыл бұрын
You love buckets that’s kinda weird
@cunabroune9383
3 жыл бұрын
@@kyl3r6___29 listen, sometimes a bucket is all a man needs to feel himself again. Especially if it’s from KFC.
@elloryrudolph3632
3 жыл бұрын
Yes, Joji, will he, rain, slowed and reverb holds all of my love
@racabon
3 жыл бұрын
Will he describes this moment in my life so well. I was with this girl for 9 months, we were so close. I have never fell for someone like i fell for her. I didn't believe in soul mates, but holy shit now I do. She moved and we both knew the distance wasn't working so we took a break. Less then a couple days later she got with the guy that lived right by me. And was making out in the movies. Suddenly the distance didn't matter and she was over there every weekend.That shit hurt so much, they dated for a few months. Then she had to go to the hospital and was in a really rough spot and he broke up with her on her way to the hospital, saying "I can't sit here and watch you hurt yourself" Less then a couple months later she committed suicide. She thought she needed him. She sent him paragraph after paragraph when she died, she thought she could not live without him. Let this be a lesson to you. There are so many other people that care about you and love you even if you think they don't or that there isn't anyone there. I love you, and so many other people, even if you don't know them. Do not waste your life on something stupid. "Pain is temporary, the decision you are about to make will hurt your family and friends forever." Never give up.
@kristina-rh5sm
3 жыл бұрын
im sorry man. i love u.
@buzz199k4
3 жыл бұрын
God damn man I'm sorry
@alexa-lq6jw
3 жыл бұрын
stay strong brother, its all a part of gods plan
@kirsss1631
3 жыл бұрын
@@alexa-lq6jw gods plan? thats a good one.
@Uuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
3 жыл бұрын
@@alexa-lq6jw some events in your life happen that will make you question the existence of a god.
@psychogaming75
3 жыл бұрын
it's been 2 years I think this video should be more popular than this it deserves more plays it hits different at night
@honeyant3119
3 жыл бұрын
yeah 5 am here lol
@wren8594
3 жыл бұрын
I have school in the morning but I’d rather stay up and listen to music
@dylan7569
3 жыл бұрын
me every day be like
@taehyungsstepstool6417
3 жыл бұрын
I do that all the time
@alejandrobenavides5987
3 жыл бұрын
me always
@eli469
2 жыл бұрын
Now this guy gets it
@vorples4886
3 жыл бұрын
My dog of 14 year passed away this weekend. he passed peacefully in his sleep. i miss you so much Max and I hope to see you in heaven when i’m up there thanks for the love guys
@alestorr6896
3 жыл бұрын
Just don’t go to heaven too soon🖤
@raemariecollins
3 жыл бұрын
jesus that made me cry, i hope your doing okay, dont go to heaven just yet tho
@emmanuelliza3385
3 жыл бұрын
Hiw you know your going to heaven??
@doga1996
3 жыл бұрын
Dude, so sorry for your loss. I feel you since i got a pet. It is like a human being but he will be good in heaven. He will rest in peace.
@rllyfast
3 жыл бұрын
oh no
@keisha1019
3 жыл бұрын
Okay so imma come back every month to see how far I've gone September: I'm feeling pretty down October:my dog had to be put down so life's pretty shitty atm November:hey sorry for not updating, its just school is stressing me out and my parents are giving me a hard time because of my grades December :Life is going surprisingly good despite covid, spending time with my family is fine i guess Goodbye
@tfuls
3 жыл бұрын
It's okay buddy we are here for you, don't feel down for too long
@bigb8428
3 жыл бұрын
We all feel down homie you’re not alone . stay strong
@alyviacruz205
3 жыл бұрын
its october luv,how are you doing?
@charlize6991
3 жыл бұрын
i hope youre feeling better🥺🥰
@mquche
3 жыл бұрын
ayo come back u need to update
@user-xb1bl8sp3g
3 жыл бұрын
Lyrics : I got knots all up in my chest (up in my chest, up in my chest) Just know, I'm trying my best (I'm trying my best) 'Cause, when you look (when you look) When you laugh (when you laugh) When you smile (when you smile) I'll bring you back (bring you back) And now I'm sad (now I'm sad) And I'm a mess (and I'm a mess) And now we high (now we high) That's, why I left (why I left) That's, why I left Will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? (my lips, my lips, my lips) Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips? (my hips, my hips, my hips) Will your lover caress you the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) Will you notice my charm, if he slips up one bit? (one bit) 'Cause I don't need to know I just wanna make sure you're okay (okay) I don't need to know I just wanna make sure you're all safe All safe, all safe Will he play you those songs, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) Will he play you so strong, just the way, that I did? (I did) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Will he treat you like shit, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) 'Cause I don't blame ya 'Cause I don't need to know I just want to make sure you're okay (okay) I don't need to know I just want to make sure you're all safe
@juliangarciacediel7597
3 жыл бұрын
Joji - Will he ( S L O W E D and reverb) but it's raining and you are crying in the middle of the street.
romanticizing death the way I used to romanticize you. I miss you.
@duckpower698
3 жыл бұрын
damn this hit hard hope ur doing alr
@heartbreakhilll2190
3 жыл бұрын
Duck power it’d be a lie of me to say i felt different. still feeling this way. appreciate you tho
@bruhmesucc
3 жыл бұрын
most underrated comment I've ever seen..hope you doing good man
@MariaSanchez-xc1uc
3 жыл бұрын
Hope ur doing better bud.
@heartbreakhilll2190
3 жыл бұрын
@@bruhmesucc i wish i could say i was. i appreciate you, hope you’re doing well yourself.
@jamie3849
3 жыл бұрын
I just want to feel my mothers love, I want a hug
@Sleazylusciouslucy
3 жыл бұрын
Felt
@mk_ultra6089
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@mariamona964
3 жыл бұрын
MK_ULTRA i Want to like but its on 69 likes tho..
@mk_ultra6089
3 жыл бұрын
Maria Mona you can now
@bananacupkakes9344
3 жыл бұрын
Can u fix my brain mk_ultra
@mk_ultra6089
3 жыл бұрын
BananaCupkakes just listen to the music and everything is gonna be alright for at least 4 minutes
@justuks6350
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, kinda
@kirsss1631
3 жыл бұрын
i remember being really depressed over a girl and going out for walks hoping something magical to happen, but shit got so fucked that on night on my way back to home i was listening to this song and starting to cry as the snow of december was falling and i turned the corner an literally seeing her with another dude and at this point i was baiscally limping cuz it was so hard to carry on. It was hard and it still is. I love to listen to joji for his beatiful fkn music yet i can not deny its dangerous to listen to it. life is full of pain misery if you choose it to be and people can get addicted to being sad. I am at nowhere, confused, scared, sad and i dont know what to do. i was going to write that "whom-ever is reading ur not alone" but i can not. its the truth but its that kind of truth you wont do anything with. i can ramble endlessly and get nowhere so i will finish with this. Dear Joji, your music too beautiful for this world and i does not deserve you. Note: anyone notice that while jojis music is so beautiful, yet it actually does not describe the beauty in this world or the beauty inside people but the ugly ironic truth.
@relentlesstd-cxxx9820
3 жыл бұрын
u not alone.
@rick2024
3 жыл бұрын
Dame thing happen to me but she liked annother guy but i was waiting for to like me back like a puppy waiting at the door for their owner to come back then i see her talking and laughing with my freind and they would cuddle and hug each other
@kawaiibutt1896
3 жыл бұрын
i’m so proud of how far you’ve gotten, please continue to push through this. i promise u it is not the end. it gets so much better, i guarantee that. i love u, u can do it💜💜
@rick2024
3 жыл бұрын
@@kawaiibutt1896 thankyou
@wilsond6141
3 жыл бұрын
Keep pushing mate, we all been there at some point the things will eventually get better, someone will really value and love the way you are, if they don't... Do it for yourself, i know the loneliness feeling may not be the best but sometimes is better than someone hurting you or making you feel lonely, stay strong
@cireng7210
3 жыл бұрын
joji + slowed +*RAINING* = fly in the heaven
@Kokola-qh9wp
Жыл бұрын
And to my therapist's office :(
@samanthamira31
3 жыл бұрын
i’m screaming inside my own body , screaming on the top of my lungs but no one can hear me ...
@Teresa-ir9jf
3 жыл бұрын
I can relate...
@samanthamira31
3 жыл бұрын
Cozmics bettt
@klee1619
3 жыл бұрын
i understand sweetheart...youre not alone. i can hear you. and I love you.
@hornykage306
3 жыл бұрын
screaming on you but S is silent
@hornykage306
3 жыл бұрын
Screaming but S in silent
@zoeycordova9145
4 жыл бұрын
This version hit harder than the original >~
@Lavn.drMoon
3 жыл бұрын
Have you ever felt so lonely that you felt like you were losing your mind? Because I do :(
@GOD-mu9rh
3 жыл бұрын
sometimes people feeling this way nothing wrong with you babe xoxo
@calvinloffer7698
3 жыл бұрын
There are certain songs that my mind will always associate with periods of my life, and this song is associated with when I attempted to end my life... yet it always brings me so much peace... the spin on it gives it even more power. Love what you did with this song.
@racabon
7 ай бұрын
hope your alive and strong man
@sarah-fq9yt
3 жыл бұрын
when your parents say "you're 13, what do you have to be depressed about?" legit everything but aight sis 💀
@serotonin9984
2 жыл бұрын
IKR
@zay-kb6je
2 жыл бұрын
even if shit's "hormonal" or "a phase" that doesn't mean i should be invalidaated, my pain isnt fucking fake just because im 13
@RizuCuh
2 жыл бұрын
Yall should look back at this comment after 5-6 years bruuuuh
@unkn6wn679
3 жыл бұрын
"same thing make us laugh make us cry" -big smoke
@suckiez128
3 жыл бұрын
To everyone who has attempted suicide. Trust me, it’s the only time we are glad you failed. I, the person you talked to for five minutes online, that person that always rings you up at the cash register. Anyone. Loves you.
@avii7291
3 жыл бұрын
honestly i cant even bring myself to attempt. im 11, my moms a raging drug addict that's mentally abused me throughout my whole life- i live with my grandma now, but nothings the same. nothing feels right- i cant feel anything other then regret/guilt, other then that im completely numb. ive tried self harm already to distract myself but i cant bring myself to do that either- i cant do it deep enough- they just clear up after like a week. theres been a time where one stayed for longer then a month- i was in online school and i got so frustrated with the work that i stabbed myself with my pencil and started making lines :/ i know theres people that care about me, i just cant bring myself to realize that. i shouldnt feel this way- i literally just got outve elementary school- everything is so hard to do, not schoolwork in general but doing simple things like getting outve bed to get online- or, again, just getting outve bed in general- i dont self diagnose but im pretty sure i have some form of depression. theres been a time that i asked my grandma to take me to a therapist but she stayed in the room and i felt so pressured to answer the questions wrong on purpose- she legit r e f u s e d to leave me and the therapist alone and i felt so uncomfortable- they sent me home and didnt tell me anything. i cant explain everything thats going on in 1 yt comment because i feel like im being annoying and idk why im putting this here but my disc is ᐟᐟ - korisiku ︶꒷꒦ 🐇#0950
@rxmbos2183
3 жыл бұрын
@speqw you are too young to think about suicide, and you got a whole life to live. Be strong man, things will get better.
@mmakio7796
Жыл бұрын
Im 11 and I already have a kickboxing career, just find something your good at.
@orlandoflores1926
11 ай бұрын
14 here
@someonesomewher3
4 жыл бұрын
underrated
@lostwisdom4462
3 жыл бұрын
I wish I could think of something to say. Something sympathetic, something human - Mark Renton
@amelierainwater9464
3 жыл бұрын
“some days it takes a lot of work just to be okay.”
@venus_4444
3 жыл бұрын
I love this person.. Im in love with them.. But after we broke up, they got into it with the other person while I stayed single, fell apart and just begged the universe to have that love again. The person I know that they are getting in to it with doesn’t like me at all. They tell me they aren’t seeing anyone. But, I don’t trust them, I think they just don’t want to tell me because they know Im fragile. But this thing is.. All I’m waiting for is for them to come forward and choose. I almost want to just text them and say choose them. Because if you really loved me I wouldn’t be an option.
@klee1619
3 жыл бұрын
damn. felt this. you're not alone. :)
@scrinauxlsantana6716
3 жыл бұрын
They?
@3li3lite42
Жыл бұрын
Man I thought I wouldn't get back to this point but I'm back here again. Life hits with hard times when you least expect it. Hits harder when you do expect it.
@proctorritter5176
6 ай бұрын
This song is the definition of “Sad in a way that feels good and doesn’t really hurt”
@ead7047
3 жыл бұрын
BRUH 0:09 I THOUGHT MY AC WAS BROKEN
@TheTacticalTaco
4 жыл бұрын
not a single dislike. much deserved
@pzihrd
3 жыл бұрын
not me, but now he get it
@AestheticExperience
3 жыл бұрын
69 dislikes now though ayy
@veroozki
3 жыл бұрын
I've genuinely never fell for someone the way I fell for him. He left me after 10 months because I was annoying then dated my friend he told me not to worry about 3 days later. I just miss him man I don't wanna feel like this anymore
@fernalgongomezf759
3 жыл бұрын
I remember this song a lot when I was walking alone at night seeing the engagement rings that I had bought 2 months before my 3-year-old girlfriend cheated on me and I wondered how someone you loved so much becomes your living hell. this was in January.
@theblackening9769
3 жыл бұрын
Keep your mind in hell and do not despair. This might hurt now, it may drive you paranoid or insane, but it is all temporary. Everyone come and go eventually, no one is special after some time. Death awaits us all...
@devonparish5678
3 жыл бұрын
Don’t listen to that other comment but It’s gonna be okay my guy you got this surround yourself with better people/ a group of people who don’t like being stagnant and who will push you to do better and don’t hate her for it appreciate the time you were with her everyone comes into our life rather to teach us or we(u) teach them something but now you know that she’s not the one so take some time to grow mentally and figure out what type of woman you want
@pukefuck
Жыл бұрын
shouldnt be dating a year 3 anyways, man.
@chloec5807
3 жыл бұрын
TW:coming back each month saying what is controlling me atm. oct: anxiety, jealousy, attention. nov:anxiety, depression, sh. dec:anxiety. jan: may: hello, yes its been a long time since I had recorded for each month, but just know the months I didnt record for was the worst I've ever been. I am very grateful that I am doing MUCH better. I've stopped sh, I got my grades up, and I am much happier. please, stay, if I can do it, you can do it too. it gets better i promise.
@nalaysiagalloway9345
3 жыл бұрын
AYO u coming back yet ?
@chloec5807
3 жыл бұрын
@@nalaysiagalloway9345 omg ty for reminding me
@nalaysiagalloway9345
3 жыл бұрын
@@chloec5807 np
@nalaysiagalloway9345
3 жыл бұрын
Coming back again ?
@iich.i2072
3 жыл бұрын
happy new years
@Chillerll
2 жыл бұрын
My cactus passed away this weekend. I kept over watering it. i miss you so much Max and I hope to see you in heaven when i’m up there. Let this be a lesson to you. If you love someone too much don't water it all the time or something.
@Kiran-yb3wo
2 жыл бұрын
damn bro sorry for your loss
@Cumshot-millionare
Жыл бұрын
Shit that actually made me sad ayo bro get yourself another cactus and take care of it
@seokjinsnovia7708
3 жыл бұрын
SKSKFKFN ITS 12 am and THE THUNDER GAVE ME A PANIC ATTACK 😭🤣
@user-vr1fb3kk5g
2 жыл бұрын
This is what heaven sounds like.
@James-do7fk
4 жыл бұрын
I can play dis all night
@elenamoreno7644
2 жыл бұрын
Yo did I just hear thunder behind me this is already a masterpiece
@mangolangosoda6904
3 жыл бұрын
you’re an angel for making this✨ thank you sm💜
@emmi8899
3 жыл бұрын
this is what i live for
@Ram-rm2gz
2 жыл бұрын
Guys don’t be sad over a breakup too many sensitive people man there’s plenty of fish in the sea always work on yourself take that anger/sadness out at the gym go grind for money on your purpose. Crying over a boy or girl won’t get you anywhere get over it never overthink about it because you’re only hurting yourself… Words from your big brother
@jaydensimoneau893
3 жыл бұрын
It's like "why am I crying" over stupid stuff everyday...
@loganmorgan3029
3 жыл бұрын
You good bro?
@jaydensimoneau893
3 жыл бұрын
@@loganmorgan3029 yea man I’m good it’s just “stupid stuff”
@caesarthekid
2 жыл бұрын
Joji é magnífico.
@Maliniasredmask
3 ай бұрын
this single image... i dont know how or why but it reminds me of the times i was in the philippines... the bucket, the little cement bridge, the cobblestone layed road... it gived that sense that im there-
@miamartinez1530
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I would love a loop of this.
@user-vr1fb3kk5g
2 жыл бұрын
Giving me very much nostalgia vibes. I love it.
@remingtonmartin1678
4 жыл бұрын
I need help theres a video with the same background but you're outside a party and its raining
@sight7012
4 жыл бұрын
I know what vid ur talking about did U find it
@remingtonmartin1678
4 жыл бұрын
@@sight7012 no not yet sadly
@sight7012
4 жыл бұрын
Remington Martin Bro I think I found it kzitem.info/news/bejne/yqutm6GugYuraJw
@remingtonmartin1678
4 жыл бұрын
@@sight7012 it was slow dancing in the dark
@rozzzi.h
4 жыл бұрын
The gif is from only yesterday
@iycessgold7651
2 жыл бұрын
This way is the only way I listen to this song and it just brings something out of me every time ✨
@lizkameen1270
3 жыл бұрын
I got knots all up in my chest (up in my chest, up in my chest) Just know, I'm trying my best (I'm trying my best) 'Cause, when you look (when you look) When you laugh (when you laugh) When you smile (when you smile) I'll bring you back (bring you back) And now I'm sad (now I'm sad) And I'm a mess (and I'm a mess) And now we high (now we high) That's, why I left (why I left) That's, why I left Will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? (my lips, my lips, my lips) Will your shadow remember the swing of my hips? (my hips, my hips, my hips) Will your lover caress you the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) Will you notice my charm, if he slips up one bit? (one bit) 'Cause I don't need to know I just wanna make sure you're okay (okay) I don't need to know I just wanna make sure you're all safe All safe, all safe Will he play you those songs, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) Will he play you so strong, just the way, that I did? (I did) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Will he treat you like shit, just the way, that I did? (I did, I did, I did) 'Cause I don't blame ya 'Cause I don't need to know I just want to make sure you're okay (okay) I don't need to know I just want to make sure you're all safe
@nteabioaticks__
2 жыл бұрын
This video takes me back to a day back in 2020 where I was so happy & excited because I was gonna see my crush & I was watching this specific video....now I'm just thinking about how better things were before & how badly I miss the past, her & how she used to make me feel :/
@chilldwill7179
Жыл бұрын
Always come back to this song when feeling mellow
@LPFJoe
2 жыл бұрын
I met a girl and I am happy with her, I hope not to have to come back here in a long time
@qszaa_
3 жыл бұрын
Will he love me? Will he treat me right? Will he hug me how I want to be? Will he be there for me on my bad days? Me- he will Thoughts- yeah right
@fcpecan7492
2 жыл бұрын
There are still good people out there I just know there are. There has to be. Hopefully atleast
@just_crokey_m8840
3 жыл бұрын
This would be on my last playlist of my life 🥺🔥
@divinedracula
3 жыл бұрын
To much has been going on....I’ve needed this
@leavesintherain
2 жыл бұрын
the piano at the start of the song is very comforting to me
@courtneydavies7531
3 жыл бұрын
I needed this , thankyou
@hellokittyprincess6074
3 жыл бұрын
This is literally so amazing
@sxfixxee4829
2 жыл бұрын
i love the prelude so much
@kashiraa7368
3 жыл бұрын
As soon as the song started I started getting mad goosebumps-
@manuel1745
2 жыл бұрын
Love this fr homie
@kiaramarie3327
3 жыл бұрын
this song just makes me feel some type of way.
@elouisesheri
3 жыл бұрын
this just sounds amazing with the rain
@salamaalsuwaidi743
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this
@marihamblin4671
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you very much for this
@melissa13559
3 жыл бұрын
it has been two years since i found this song and now I feel it the most
@relentlesstd-cxxx9820
3 жыл бұрын
It be the people that do you wrong need you the most..let that sink in.
@difort5506
2 жыл бұрын
I constantly come to these songs to share all my hurt and I get nothing out of it except more hurt. I've been having it rough for the past year or two and a month ago was about to be the last straw. It's getting worse and better at the same time.. I'm alive and thankful God is keeping me here. I believe in God because I want a purpose in life and with all this hurt I want to be loved by someone even if I can't see them.. just like i want her-
@isaiah6791
2 жыл бұрын
Honestly just vocalized everything I’m going through
@AHISTORIA21
6 ай бұрын
Eu tô calmo, tranquilo. Dormi bem, oito horas de sono sem pesadelos. Eu estou preparado, pronto para cumprir minhas funções da melhor forma possível. Eu estou focado apenas no essencial, alheio a todo o resto. Só vou tomar decisões pragmáticas. Não vou me permitir distrações levianas. Não vou me permitir pensar em coisas não importantes. Eu não vou depender de ninguém e nem de nada. Não vou estar sujeito a erros.
@yellowbeanz1895
3 жыл бұрын
so many thoughts and feelings, but no one to tell them to. too many feelings. but at the same time being numb hurts too much. i hate this. i hate living.
@yungdrizzle69
3 жыл бұрын
Hey, ik you dont know me but you don't have to know someone to talk to them. So I'll listen to your problems because you matter no matter what others say ur just as valuable as anyone else.
@ImReach.
3 жыл бұрын
this hits different at 2am ..
@neondrvv
4 жыл бұрын
beautiful
@_jaylifts
3 жыл бұрын
That thunder scared the shit out of me haha
@tenyshataylor5483
3 жыл бұрын
i’ve never been through a break up before or have had a partner, but i did have a couple bsf breakups. one actually happed like last week. i’ve known her for only 5 months and we got in touch bc we both ran fan accounts for the same person. we got really close in those 5 months and i me and her swore that we were gonna move in together. she said on new years that she’s never had an online bsf that had lasted this long. well that’s all out the window now because not even a week later she just left like that. i should have seen the red flags tbh. she unfriended me bc i passed her crush on snap. she did this weekly. i get it. her crush is 100% more important than me. her happiness was way more important than mine. even though we barely knew each other for a while, i miss her so fucking much. i pray every night that she comes back to me. i miss her and i wanna work things out again and i wanna reach out to her to see if we could make it happen again but i’m too scared to do so. zoey if you’re reading this, i’m sorry. and i love you.
@roshelle8616
3 жыл бұрын
It’s been 4 years but the pain still hasn’t gone away
@yungdrizzle69
3 жыл бұрын
The pain doesn't stop but you can overcome it. Just dont forget where you were to keep pushing forward. One day you'll look back and see how far you've come
@roshelle8616
3 жыл бұрын
@@yungdrizzle69 thank you I’m trying to get myself back a little more every day :)
@brandonTHEshiados
2 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely epic
@ilyvalentine2047
2 жыл бұрын
This song is my medicine I just turn it up and imagine I’m in a better place than here
@nyctophile1421
2 жыл бұрын
I honestly just need someone to be there to listen to me whole I’m breaking down. I don’t know how much I can take now.
@isaiah6791
2 жыл бұрын
Your not alone I feel the same way.
@a7kxira
3 жыл бұрын
Wish i could go outside and just sit and watch the view. But i cant. Im a girl, and bad persons are in my town, i prefer listening to this in my room, safe.
@pr6duct496
3 жыл бұрын
i’m teleporting this is so good
@williamkeefner9162
Жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this doing my homework regretting my decisions two years ago. It was my coping song. I come back two years later because I’ve been in a very serious relationship and im pretty sure it’s about to end tonight. She’s on her way right now and im kinda scared she’s gonna end it. Im gonna just say okay and accept it if it happens
@catgh0st
Жыл бұрын
how'd it go man?
@r1zzleee
Жыл бұрын
How it went?
@williamkeefner9162
Жыл бұрын
@@r1zzleee shi bro it didn’t go good. we broke up but now i’m 20x better in every aspect. just focus on yourself and find fulfillment.
@jennieaceangel
3 жыл бұрын
The thunder makes it sound SO real through a speaker 😳😳
@watermelonaddict6887
2 жыл бұрын
that thunder came at the perfect time
@chiefkeefsbigolbooty525
2 жыл бұрын
Seeing you everyday happy with him makes the part of me that still loves you happy… and the worst and best feeling ever
@keym8986
2 жыл бұрын
my stomach turns just thinking about him
@knownasgablaxy2525
8 ай бұрын
The pain just keeps piling up at this point I’m just numb and nothing matters anymore
@callumfurgrove6294
2 жыл бұрын
This pain is something I will always remember the way I feel today is the same as two years ago two different times, two different people I entrusted with my heart, but the same thing always happens leaving me to pick up the pieces of my heart one by one with only one thought in my head…. I can’t keep doing this anymore
@ZMonster333
2 жыл бұрын
The worst type of pain is loving someone who doesn't even exist, you can't confess to them, and you cant get rejected and move on, it's an endless cycle of tears.
@ifreann7964
3 жыл бұрын
Oh, I feel sad
@isaquecmaia293
2 жыл бұрын
this is f*cking perfection
@mungoslast3459
3 жыл бұрын
That thunder after he says "make sure you're all safe" hit deep
@onewmnman
3 жыл бұрын
Damn! This shiii makes you reevaluate life...💔🖤
@izanamiescobar5845
3 жыл бұрын
This is really good, i like it
@Mack-ei5qf
2 жыл бұрын
In this case I am not a male I’m a female.I had a crush on this one guy. I was the only girl he would talk to. He would tell me secrets,his life and feelings. He would always come up to me , for advice or just to talk to. He would also defend me and would always believe me bc he knew I wasn’t lying. After I told him how I felt about him. He said that he liked me back ,but nothing happened between us. We would just flirt with each other here and there. After a while I realized he seemed he never express himself the way he used too. So I kind of got over him. I was ofc best friends with him but at times things would feel awkward and I never knew why. So one day I told him that i didn’t like him anymore. Then he tells me he was just lied to me that he liked me. I was shocked and I ignored him for a couple of days. After I was calmed down I went to talk to him but he ignored me. After awhile he started to talk to me. Our friendship fell apart. Then the next school year came. And I went to go say hi to him. And he just ignored me. So I didn’t talk to him for the whole year. My Best friend (at the time) was secretly dating him. She didn’t tell me after they broke up. But, at times I would sense that he liked her. I would come sit with her and he would give her his lunch at times. And he would only pay attention to her. So after awhile whenever her would come I would leave. Then quarantine started. And me and him started talking again. We both would bring up many memories we had. Then I asked “be honest ,Did you rlly not like me when I said I did” he kind of dodged the question. But then he told me he liked me. And I was confused. So then I said “what about my bestfriend?” The he said something about them having a fall out. I didn’t like him ,but I wanted to give him the taste of his own medicine. So I lied and told him I liked him back. After awhile he got with best friend again. But he doesn’t look as happy or she doesn’t even know half of the things Ik. So if JAYDEN SCOTT GUSMAN IS READING THIS. TY FOR BREAKING MY HEART ,CAUSE NOW I AM HAPPIER THAN EVER. I DONT NEED YOU AND IDC IF YOU GET BACK WITH SHERLYN I DINT NEED YOU OR HER. GO GET MARRIED HAVE KIDS IDC CAUSE I WILL BE SO SUCCESSFUL YOU WATCH!
@meucanal9582
2 жыл бұрын
Nice, girl. Fuck them.
@Mack-ei5qf
2 жыл бұрын
@@meucanal9582 YES
@daddycj316
2 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up queen!
@twnms857
3 жыл бұрын
Love you guys never give up
@vroomer72
3 жыл бұрын
i'll be here for a few hours, don't mind me
@jordyn4388
2 жыл бұрын
i love joji i love will he i love slowed songs and i love rain…AHHHH
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