I cant imagine a mother who would do that on her childs birthday. Im sure she was not in the right frame of mind. Now every year you have to share your bday with this tragedy. My heart goes out to you.
@PearlFirexx
Жыл бұрын
She might have thought her daughter would have been better off without her on her birthday, like that itself would be a gift. Definitely the irrational kind of thinking depressed individuals have. They aren't aware that it is the furthest thing from the truth.
@ElleLove1998
Жыл бұрын
She couldn't live another day without her baby. Her daughter internalized her own journey in her way, and mom likely couldn't handle that level of rejection. Her pics were all over her moms house. Her mom loved her. She likely had mental illness and addiction. And on her baby's birthday she prolly thought about it like eff it. She hates me. I'm gone.
@cutieOX
Жыл бұрын
@@PearlFirexx but u wanna know what's hilarious. when we TELL YOU TO YOUR FACES you sit and call us crazy and wanna lock us up instead of talking to us and treating us like people. EVERY time I have been honest and open someone is either calling me crazy, or trying to put me away where let me tell you, they put EVERYONE from drugs to just plain suicide in the Usa ive been in paid places to medicaid shit. its ALL THE SAME. the sheets are just a little nicer in the paid places and rooms etc. but they teach u the same fucking excursuses over and ov er and no they dont help. the same excursuses and the same bullshit by people who on their BEST days couldn't handle two seconds in our brains. its honestly insulting sometimes. sorry I didnt mean to go offf on YOU. but thats a little reason why we do stupid shit. bc we literally drive ourselves crazy a LOT of times trying to explain to the "normal" ones how we feel and sometimes we just want to be held. even if we say we dont. we know a lot that you dont understand and thats what's the most messed up part. I can explain this to someone until my hair turns grey but they still will look at me after I have explained the most gruesome way to kill myself and its just the old "oh hey it could be SOO worse why dont ya just cheer up??" ill end it there.. but thats one reason. sorry I didnt mean to direct anger to you.
@cutieOX
Жыл бұрын
I apologize also for my spelling, its late and I have no idea why it kept autocorrecting excersises lol. and others. sorry.
@harmony6308
Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry your mom did such an awful and selfish thing. I suffer with Major Depression, Complex PTSD, Anxiety, Panic Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, and a couple other conditions I deal with depression and suicidal thoughts and ideation but I would never think to do such an awful and selfish thing especially on my child’s birthday…I’m so sorry your mother did this to you it’s not fair. Sending healing and positive vibes. You are a better person unlike your mother so sad you had to experience that. Sadly so many pathetic parents would rather be selfish and narcissistic with their children.
@ioanaadelina2521
3 жыл бұрын
My mom took her life last Friday. Seeing other stories makes me feel a little bit better. Thank you
@jennareaver
3 жыл бұрын
Ioana Adelina I’m so sorry, feel free to message me if you would like to talk about it! It’s incredibly painful, but you’re right- it helps to know you’re not alone!
@hannalind7581
3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤
@VictoriaHarriet
3 жыл бұрын
girl I'm thinking of you, my mum passed 14 years ago, I'm 26 now - if you need someone to talk to PLEASE reach out I'm @evervictoria on IG xx
@ioanaadelina2521
3 жыл бұрын
@@VictoriaHarriet my ig is @ioana.adelina.15 , i will follow you !!
@feefs2139
3 жыл бұрын
Omg sweetheart, I can't tell u how sorry I am. God will heal u day by day, please let faith don't give up. We need you here.
@Drpepper815
9 ай бұрын
My sister committed suicide the day before my birthday in 2002. I have never gotten over the shock and confusion and pain. You are not alone.
@Meggaaaaa
9 ай бұрын
I am so sorry to hear that, I send you alllll my love. it’s a type of pain that never leaves you ❤
@Prometheuspredator
9 ай бұрын
😢.
@Starbuxlvr1313
8 ай бұрын
So sorry for you loss ❤
@chaotic1437
8 ай бұрын
R.I.P❤🕊 I am so sorry for your loss :(
@xindigochildx
7 ай бұрын
So incredibly sorry for your loss 🌸 all my support and love
@robinmaynard1640
10 ай бұрын
My Mom checked herself into a mental health facility every year on the night before my birthday from the time i was 9 until i was emancipated at age 16. I don't remember ever having a birthday party. My heart is with you.
@mmmmlllljohn
9 ай бұрын
So sorry you had to go through that abandonment. I pray that you are o.k. and I hope you had someone to help and care for you. ❤️🇨🇦🙏
@robinmaynard1640
9 ай бұрын
@@mmmmlllljohn thank you.
@dejarogers2576
9 ай бұрын
I am so sorry love! You are the apple of your Father’s eye❤✝️
@cynthiaholland13
9 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry. I'm so glad she went to the hospital instead of going through with the self harm on your birthday though
@PaolaTourGuide
9 ай бұрын
You have to protect yourselves from her illness. On the after life she knows as she loves you still.she wants you to do well
@carolroyal9289
9 ай бұрын
My grandmother, father, brother, and his wife, all committed suicide. So many times, I have told these stories. Keep talking It's healing. You are on your way to healing.
@martinasikk6162
9 ай бұрын
Take good care of yourself and get treatment and support if you need that. Love and best wishes from Sweden. ❤️
@kkrb1212
9 ай бұрын
😭
@x4at197
Ай бұрын
Cowardice clearly runs in your family
@KatieJoMikell
Ай бұрын
@@x4at197 Wow, are you for real? Meanest comment I’ve ever read on the Internet since the invention of the Internet. Congratulations. I don’t know who raised you and who taught you how to treat others, but you are one sick minded human.
@boosociety999
29 күн бұрын
@@x4at197just like having a teeeeny tiny little penis clearly runs in your family.
@JCLO119
3 ай бұрын
This is not your fault in any way. I’m so very sorry you had to go through so much pain. I’m glad you are talking about it. 🥰
@carlgrimeseyepatch27
9 ай бұрын
My heart broke when you said your mom left you alone at 3 years old for 8 days. I don’t even know how to fathom that or reckon with it. You are a serious survivor, thank you for sharing your story!
@gabrielleandrew542
7 ай бұрын
Wow this is terrible abuse
@s33ur3lv3lvly
7 ай бұрын
When she said they were native things made more sense. My jaw dropped, when she said that, then she was kidnapped by her dad.
@New-bw4kz
3 ай бұрын
You think mentioning this to her again makes her feel better?
@ricciwilson588
2 ай бұрын
Write a book it's a good way to get your story out and to get that mental process out and it can help a lot of people. You're a beautiful young lady and you do look really young maybe your books should be called baby face life, lol. You are such a strong young lady and you have already accomplished so many struggles and came through so much in your life and always know somebody else's weakness is not your fault.
@sixthsenseamelia4695
24 күн бұрын
No contact with BPD & NPD mother..... Coming up to my birthday in a couple of days......Roller coaster of conflicting emotions...... Utmost gratitude for receiving a timely birthday gift from you Jenna. 🎁
@dasdabeatjunkie
Жыл бұрын
My mom took her own life a week ago. And seeking out other people who have been through a similar thing really helps! Thank you
@bethanywhite877
10 ай бұрын
Find a suicide loss support group. Worked so good for me. Better than therapy for the long run. Its 7 years later and I still go to help others now. No one tries to change the subject when you decide to share. I find that nice.
@lkm3s
10 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry. My husband's mother took her life 11 years ago and it is difficult to cope with. He's created a beautiful tradition for himself though, every year on her birthday he takes the day off from work and spends the day out at a seaside town alone. This year we noticed facebook memories and it was such a cool log of his year after year celebration outings for her birthday. You can create ways to continue having a relationship after they are gone. Adopting things they did that you found funny or useful, such as a saying, or a way of doing something, or a favorite recipe, and days spent to honor them help. As does music.
@bethanywhite877
10 ай бұрын
@@lkm3s tomorrow is the 7 years officially. I always call his mom and we share fun stories. I met my friend in 1984. We were 16. I miss him immensely.
@mpat100
9 ай бұрын
blessings for you
@Helen-vb7pv
9 ай бұрын
@@lkm3sthat is such a wonderful idea! I too have been thru much loss (not by suicide tho).......
@gotsprite6222
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this. My dad took his life on my 5th birthday and my mum took hers a little over 3 years ago, 8 days before my little brothers birthday. I was 18, I’m 21 now. This grief has been the most painful and confusing thing I have ever experienced. As horrible as this is, knowing I’m not alone through this experience brings me comfort. Once again thank you for your story and helping me and many others feel far less alone. Much love to you xx
@MsMaxine306
11 ай бұрын
Wow...I'm so sorry for you. Your comment was posted 2yrs ago but I'm just seeing it. I hope you're doing well. Don't know you but will keep a quiet prayer open for you. Sorry for you loss.
@othersbyuri
9 ай бұрын
Ahh same hope you are doing well and in therapy for those hard days and for your brother
@jovitavillalpando2827
9 ай бұрын
Don’t suffer somebody’s else’s mistakes you ask God to heal your heart
@grietjiejonker7972
9 ай бұрын
❤
@louisefenner495
9 ай бұрын
❤
@hayleygebhart1764
Жыл бұрын
I lost my son last year due to suicide, it’s so hard breaking for the remaining family and friends, I’m so sorry you had to experience that trauma.
@jessieholder513
10 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry about your son.
@karenkloud9781
9 ай бұрын
I am so sorry about your loss 🙏
@TheInnerPact
9 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for what you are enduring…❤
@adsf6033
9 ай бұрын
So sorry for your loss. The boy in your profile looks so much like my son.
@victordasilva5255
9 ай бұрын
So sorry …that’s the ultimate pain
@marsharowaihy6725
2 жыл бұрын
I’m a mother, and let me tell you the pain & SHAME she carried. Not delusional just couldn’t face reality. None of this is your fault, don’t ever think one part of it is, your a victim in this. I love this video. Therapy saved my life maybe it could help you as well, since you e been through so much. Good luck honey ❤️
@DCrane925
9 ай бұрын
We sow being victims and reap being survivors We sow tears then reap joy God bless all of you For we are stronger than we know
@aGrapeInUtero
9 ай бұрын
Delusion is not facing reality 🫤
@aidene5513
9 ай бұрын
She was extremely delusional if you refer to her mother and not yourself. How is telling a 4/5 year old that their stepmother (who raises the kid) That the stepmom tries to rape and kill the father??? She was extremely delusional she even wanted custody back without talking to her 16 year old I'm pretty sure there is so much more she did NOT share with her child. Luckily......
@KantoCafe715
9 ай бұрын
@@aidene5513ya I’m at the beginning of the video but just scrolling the comments and I knew this would be a custody thing, rather than a mother randomly taking her life on her kid’s birthday
@rachelgless3123
7 ай бұрын
Yes! Therapy is a Godsend despite its challenges as well. We get tested a bit in therapy. With great power comes great responsibility. I just try to remember that there are good people in therapy and I believe they MUST DO NO HARM similar to a medical doctor.
@AmazinGraceXOXO1
26 күн бұрын
This is so sad. I'm so sorry. I had a friend long ago, he was only 23. He committed suicide on his daughters 3rd birthday. His whole family and friends were out in the back yard celebrating and he went inside, went up stairs and hung himself from the ceiling. To this day I cannot wrap my head around it. That little girl is now 25. I wonder what she goes thru her mind every year on her birthday. I'm so sorry you will have this reminder every year.
@aGrapeInUtero
9 ай бұрын
There were baby pictures everywhere… that really got me. She really did love you. She just was so sick. She missed her chance and was so overcome with the pain she knew she caused herself. She was stuck under a mountain of issues and didn’t know how to get out.
@susantaylor2533
9 ай бұрын
My mom didn't commit suicide, but she died on my birthday. I can say from my own personal experience that it was harder for me to lose the parent that I wasn't close to, because I not only had to mourn her, I had to mourn the fact that hers and my relationship was never going to be mended. Hope you're managing your own journey.
@Anonymous-kp3jf
9 ай бұрын
The grief of a parent that hurt you hurts more because it's like reading a sad story with an unsatisfying ending. While the grief of someone who didn't do you wrong (done or not done wrong willingly or unwillingly doesn't usually matter) is still a sad story, but at least you got a well-written, proper ending. This is what I think
@Prometheuspredator
9 ай бұрын
😢
@akeilabriana8659
7 ай бұрын
Yes I feel this my mom died a month after my 18th birthday 12 years ago and til this day it still bothers me that we never had the relationship I wish we had and it can never be fixed smh. I have so many mental health issues and issues in general with overly attaching myself emotionally to older women that come into my life that I perceive as a mother figure it’s so hard coming to terms with the fact that I no longer have a mother and never will, there will never be another one like her in my life, the struggle is very real.
@lc4life369
7 ай бұрын
This is so relatable. Its probably the worste thing about my mom dying. She died on christmas 2 years ago.
@JenZ727
11 ай бұрын
My name is Jen and I just turned 43. I had no idea what to expect with this video, but I’m so glad I watched it. I have almost 8 years sober. While there’s a part of me that so wishes things had happened differently between your mom and yourself, I can truly be amazed at the person you are, she didn’t have much to do with the astounding young woman you have become. I had some dark thoughts about her possible motives to win custody of you…. I’m just happy that you’ve grown into who you are.
@coloneltackett8912
9 ай бұрын
Please be patient with yourself. Learning to grow through the trauma you experienced will no doubt be a lifelong journey, but it sounds like you have a great start!! Your story will certainly help many people who have had challenges in the beginning of their lives. You seem to have emerged with a kind, empathic, and positive outlook on life. Your resilience is very impressive. Good job!!!!
@6Haunted-Days
9 ай бұрын
Ummmmm DNA has A LOT to do with who one becomes…..they’re finding this more and more and more….so WRONG her mom has a TON to do with who she is…..
@christinesharland8478
3 жыл бұрын
I'm 62 and still don't do well with people leaving. My mum committed suicide when I was 13. I was so confused, upset, angry, grief stricken and then bullied at school as I was unable to learn. So put in slow classes. Very hard thing to forget. Even at my age I still think of it and have no memories of nice times with her. She been struggling and in a hospital for the mentally ill. I've done counselling work to forgive her but it still really pulls at me and probably always will.
@imelda4jesus
2 жыл бұрын
Sorry my sister so sorry.
@arfriedman4577
2 жыл бұрын
I'm very sorry this happened to you. You've done well for yourself.
@michellelyman7092
10 ай бұрын
good for you for being able to forgive her, I can't do that because I was too hurt and too angry for too long and maybe I could if she could apologize but she can't so now I"m just disgusted by her
@pilsers12
10 ай бұрын
@@michellelyman7092When you forgive is for your own sanity. So you don't have bitterness in your heart. I know is not easy but its necessary for your own good. Pray to God he can give the desire to do it.
@ashleybergstrom8934
10 ай бұрын
She was a victim of her mental illness. In her right mind I doubt she would have wanted to take her life and leave you with years of pain. I am so so sorry. Mental illness affects so many.
@lilkaz95
2 жыл бұрын
My mom took her life a month ago. She was the worlds greatest mother who was happy all the time, and the last person you'd ever expect to do that. But she did. Everyone going through this, it's the hardest thing in the world, my life just a month ago was so great and now it feels like its over - she would have panic attacks sometimes but we never ever thought she would actually do it
@jennareaver
2 жыл бұрын
My thoughts are with you. It must be difficult to unexpectedly lose someone you were close with
@HandbagDiva
9 ай бұрын
Was she in menopause? I got hit with terrible, debilitating depression in menopause. I don’t think it’s discussed enough.
@Patyyy87
9 ай бұрын
Hi. How are you? My hearts goes out to you. After one year, how you feel? You need any help?
@nicoleriser4462
9 ай бұрын
I'm so incredibly sorry. I cant imagine. Jesus wants me to tell you that He loves you so much and is waiting for you with open arms. Google " Fathers love Letter " made from Bible verses to show Gods love for you ❤
@sweety4271984
9 ай бұрын
My uncle hung himself in our garage. My ex boyfriend of 5 years hung himself in jail 9 years after we broke up. We had stayed friends. My cousin killed herself by purposely overdosing when she was only 22 and 4 months pregnant. All 3 had talked about suicide years before they actually did. I begged all of them not to. I don't know what else I could have done. I hate that they hurt so much.
@scrumps101
9 ай бұрын
You treated your mom bad? No. You treated her the way you had to in order to cope. I hope you never spend a minute of your life thinking you treated her bad. You, lady, are a champion. That you even survived your first year of life is probably somewhere close to a miracle. You only know of the stories you were told during your first years of life, I’d bet my savings that there are so many other things you went through that were not relayed to you. I grew up as a daughter to an addicted mom, my entire life shes been an addict. I haven’t spoken to her in 15 years. It’s no wonder you struggled with addiction and mental health issues. You wouldn’t be human to go through all that and not be deeply affected. A mom is the most important role model in a little girls life. You were extremely short changed and that you’ve turned into this beautiful, intelligent, caring and responsible adult is something you need to congratulate yourself on. Allow yourself to feel and falter, you are owed that. While I can’t imagine the intense trauma you’ve gone through I do know that you are kicking ass and breaking cycles. Your mom, while extremely selfish and immature was a very sick woman. Forgiving her is ok, even healthy. You may never know what led her down this path but she loved you as best as she knew how. She just had too many demons to fight to get there. You’re a remarkable woman, so well spoken and articulate. Thanks for sharing your story. Best of luck and much love your way.
@sonyalynn8699
8 ай бұрын
😂😊😊😊
@michellemathers4529
8 ай бұрын
How healing and beautiful it was to read that, even if it wasn't for me. It feel incredibly wholesome❤
@kristinebautz1859
Жыл бұрын
I am so so so sorry 😥 My mother killed herself. She overdosed. She attempted suicide 3 times and it was the 4th attempt that she succeeded. To say this was a trip is putting it lightly. Her depression was a fight EVERY SINGLE DAY. Its been 14 years for me but i still struggle to this day on forgiving her and what her depression did to me. I know that sounds selfish but I'm still finding the correct words when I can find the courage to forgive the whole ordeal. My mom was an alcoholic pill popper. And I loved her very much. It wasn't enough. I tried so hard to take care of her. My dad and sister couldn't take it and left. When she had her 4th attempt and succeeded. She was on life support and the conversation I had to have with my sister was one I didnt want to have, if mom survives, what am I supposed to do? She didnt want to be here and i was so tired of trying to convince her to stop. The promises were all lies and how many years of my life was i supposed to continue to beg her to stay? I'm married now for 9 years. I have my life back but am still traumatized by things that happened during that time. It's one thing to lose a parent to an illness, car accident or whatever but suicide stings like no other because they were not strong enough to stay.
@Lisarubyflow
9 ай бұрын
Some of the most painful moments of my life have been when I really wanted to not be in this life and because I don’t believe in suicide , I literally was hanging on by the skin of my teeth to NOT kill myself. The easiest solution would have been to carry out that suicidal ideation. But, because I DO Love my (3) children more then life itself, I fought, fought that impulse to escape thru death. If anything the pain of not killing myself caused so much more pain then killing myself. I didn’t want to hurt them. So I literally struggled to not follow my suicidal instinct. I pray sincerely that I never hit those lows ever again.
@kc3450
9 ай бұрын
I have 3 daughters and I tried to take my life. They are all my angels and fill me with unmeasurable Joy. They have been my entire purpose since they were born. The reason I tried had everything to do with my partner and the lack of support I got from him. I can always feel when something is “off” with one of them but I was told it was nothing and I was worried about nothing. That coupled with silence from him and his family singing his praise and acting like he is perfect and so are they. Being told you are just so lucky he married you does nothing but damage any sense of worth I feel. There is much more I can’t explain. But the day I tried was the breaking point where all of my feelings about something bad happening to my daughter were confirmed and my husband still trying to sweep everything under the rug telling me I was the one causing the problems came to a head. I felt like I was the problem. No matter how much I tried to have open conversations with my daughters to create a safe place for them to feel loved regardless of everything and letting them know they are more important than EVERYTHING in my life I felt as though I had completely FAILED. I LEGITIMATELY felt like they would be better off without me in the picture. I never wanted to hurt them but I felt like everything I did hurt them. I couldn’t face one more minute being a failure even though I was giving them everything. I simply wasn’t good enough to be a Mom. I took every pill I could find in our house and got in the bath tub. Some how my husband found me and called EMS. At the time I was so angry that he brought me back. Since he didn’t respect me and I was never good enough for him, his family and his religion. I have since tried to stop caring what he thinks about my relationship with my daughters and how I choose to have hard conversations in order to avoid misunderstandings and miscommunication. I know I have caused my daughters to have deep trauma and I will never forgive myself for that. But those precious angels I am allowed to call my daughters will never go a single day without me telling them how much I LOVE THEM. NOTHING will keep me from trying to support them how and when they need. The relationship with my husband still leaves much to be desired. He has emotional damage but can’t see it. I pray every day that he will be able to get in touch with his inner child and do the work that needs to be done to heal him. In the mean time I wait.
@Ann65.
9 ай бұрын
@@kc3450. ❤❤❤
@maryannreyes9324
Ай бұрын
I also tried to commit suicide and feel horrible about it. I took pills and blacked out and tried to off myself. I know I remember feeling trapped and could not handle my ocd and anxiety. I also felt everyone was better off without me even my kids. I grew up with a mentally ill mother and it was hell. Even though it doesn’t seem like it mental illness is an illness. It’s a fight for your life sometimes.
@xscarlettxo
3 жыл бұрын
i lost my mother to suicide on September 8, 2020. These videos make me feel less alone, we got this.
@lisabumgarner1301
9 ай бұрын
So sorry for your loss. { Plz stay strong }
@Brackish09
9 ай бұрын
That’s a day before my birthday.. I’m sorry for your loss man.
@Prometheuspredator
9 ай бұрын
😢
@gh0strayyy
7 ай бұрын
that’s one day before my birthday. i’m so so sorry
@emigambino10
Жыл бұрын
This was an amazing story and you are an outstanding story teller
@christinemerritt974
9 ай бұрын
Yes.. Excellent story teller❤
@brendasherwood9389
7 ай бұрын
except for the bad language. Sounds alot like what my 3 sisters and I went through.
@christinemerritt974
7 ай бұрын
@@brendasherwood9389 the bad language is a release valve from abuse.
@Sky-to5fj
7 ай бұрын
My mom took her life two days before the start of my senior year in high school. It’s been a year and a half and I still hurt like crazy. Noone in my life really gets what it was like to live with mentally ill mom, even if I love her to pieces. Thank you for sharing your story, I’m sure it’s going to help many people to not feel alone.
@gloriabebop5313
9 күн бұрын
Yes you are not alone❤
@LexiRae7
9 ай бұрын
My Dad committed suicide on my birthday, I can empathize with your plight. Love you
@Namnu.
9 ай бұрын
Sending you a virtual hug❤ Life is tough
@kuroneko7022
9 ай бұрын
That is so awful! That’s the last thing he wanted you to remember about him?😢
@Starbuxlvr1313
8 ай бұрын
I’m so very sorry for you loss ❤
@sarahleetaylor
2 жыл бұрын
One of the things you said in this video really jumped out at me: I want to do something good with all the bad that has happened to me. If I could condense my desire in life, it would be that exactly. I hope you do much more good with all the bad things that have happened to you.
@Amanda.Marie40
9 ай бұрын
Wow your dad rescued you! He is a hero!!! Your bio mom did this on purpose on your birthday she lived a bad life and couldn’t fix it and it’s not your fault!! Never ever your fault!
@traciw.6044
9 ай бұрын
My step brother's mother did the same thing on his birthday. He turned 13 that day and woke up and found her. Many years later he's doing good, married with a kid, he seems happy.
@Ava-km7tl
8 ай бұрын
Check up on him. Appearances aren’t always what’s really beneath the surface
@diosadeamore
3 ай бұрын
My heart breaks for him...... Im glad to hear he has a steady love in his life.
@supershero4351
2 ай бұрын
It's too easy for abusers to abandon their children and let other people raise them and have all of the responsibility, then later the abuser casually strolls back crying wanting custody, after the child has already been raised, and claim to want a "relationship"...but, all they Really want is to keep victimizing their birth child. These are evil people and should NEVER have another opportunity to abuse again. She did the right thing by refusing contact with that monster of a birth mother and at least stopping the abuse from continuing. So horrible to put this child through so much and the abuser gets away with it. Not enough is done to protect children from psycho parents. I feel very bad for depth of everything this young angel must have gone through.💔😢 It was very brave for her to make this video. Prayers go out to her.
@michelerenem
11 күн бұрын
omg shut up. You don't know this person, nor do you know her mother. You sound so stupid calling them evil. The only person sounding evil here is you. Oh good grief, after one look at your video, yeah........ You just comment on random videos to get attention.. 417 videos and only 324 subscribers. LOL. I get it. No one in this story is "evil"... Maybe you are. How dare you call this girls mother evil.. You only know what she has shared in these videos. You sound like a major douche.
@ericachitwood2465
10 ай бұрын
I know this video is three years old at this point but I'm just came across it. I just wanted to say I think you are a beautiful young woman and the strength that you possess is inspiring. I hope that you are doing well, flourishing, and at peace. Most of all I hope you are happy.
@darienkeay5819
9 ай бұрын
This story feels eerily similar to my life. When my dad finally got custody of me and my brother, when we were younger, I slowly pulled away from her and really stopped talking to her for most of my life. We were friends on Facebook and she would repost my photos but we really didn’t talk. I am now 27 and two years ago she passed away from an overdose. My dad over the years, fell back into addiction, and ended up homeless and passed away last year from getting hit by a car. If anything, I have learned what not to do with my children and how beautiful life is without addiction. So sorry for the trauma caused with your birthday. ♥️
@Prometheuspredator
9 ай бұрын
😢
@fifilafleur5555
2 ай бұрын
I had a sister who attempted suicide the weekend of my wedding vow renewals. It was my first time to have a real wedding and I was so excited. She & I had a fight several months before and I have always thought she picked that weekend to ruin that special time for me. Family were calling my phone & answering machine to give me the news that weekend… but thankfully I didn’t get the messages until we were home from our trip. Otherwise, it would have ruined my only day to be a bride. The rest of my toxic family refused to attend or even acknowledge our wedding. I have a very very unhealthy family “cult” who have never supported me on things that bring me happiness & joy.
@matthewturley4156
3 жыл бұрын
The positivity in these comments restores my faith in humanity after the terrible year we have just had, hope you are doing well Jen, hugs 🤗
@catherinem3427
4 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear that thoughts are with you ..my mum took her own life 2 years ago it's a struggle every day glad ur sharing your story xx
@jennareaver
4 жыл бұрын
Catherine m thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️ strength with you xoxo
@hannalind7581
3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤
@catherinem3427
3 жыл бұрын
@@hannalind7581 😊♡
@chrishere4272
10 ай бұрын
Glad your Dad took you with him that day. Bless you
@susanbrown4137
10 ай бұрын
He had no right to, there are other ways, he broke the law.
@AS-yz2iz
9 ай бұрын
@@susanbrown4137He probably saved his daughter's life.
@jennareaver
9 ай бұрын
@@susanbrown4137 he didn’t break the law, he had just as much of a legal right to see me and take care of he as she did. She’s the one who kept me from him illegally until he was granted full custody officially.
@Naturefan354
9 ай бұрын
@@susanbrown4137A loving biological father had no right to see his own child?? But the neglient mother who had an active drug problem did?? 😂 I seriously hope this was a joke
@susanbrown4137
9 ай бұрын
Wasn't there any court orders in place when he took you
@CrustyUgg
9 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss and for the life you lived. I was a heroin, fentanyl and crack addicted escort for many years. In 2019, I was arrested and sent to prison and when I got there I found out I was pregnant. I've been sober ever since and can't imagine NOT being a loving, clean, responsible mother to my son. He saved my life!!!
@TheRainbowGal
9 ай бұрын
Good for you ❤ that’s incredible and I’m so glad you are both well
@CrustyUgg
9 ай бұрын
@@TheRainbowGal thank you beautiful 🥹
@lydmch2770
8 ай бұрын
That’s so awesome
@brittneymartinez5257
9 ай бұрын
I am 5 years clean from heroin. I got clean when my daughter was 2 but in those two years I put my daughter in very dangerous and horrific situations. After getting clean, to this day, 5 years later, I still struggle with that guilt and I’m with her everyday. Addiction steals years from you. So when she sobered up enough to realize the damage she had caused, it was probably unbearable. That shame and guilt is what eats addicts alive. As a mom I empathize so deeply with your mom. At the same time, I feel and empathize with you too. I can only think of my daughter and how unfair my life choices were, and it’s no excuse addiction or not. Although I am clean this is a raw and real reminder of what can happen if I ever choose to pick up again. Thank you for sharing your story! You are going to help heal a lot of people! May your mom rest in peace and may you continue to heal!
@nolagirl7082
9 ай бұрын
As an addict who has basically abandoned my son when he was younger, I can tell you that birthdays are always super hard. Coincidentally my son and I have the same birthday, so it was even harder because it pretty much ruined my birthday forever! Each birthday that comes along, I’m always so sad that I can’t see my son. I wonder if anyone’s making him a cake or what kind of birthday presents will he get. It’s already such a shitty day for me.. but it’s also MY birthday. And then I feel super guilty for wanting to go out or have a little bit fun. Any time friends or family give me a gift, a card, or try to celebrate at all, I get this huge rush of guilt that comes over me! So I eventually just stopped doing anything for my birthday. It’s a somber day and there’s really nothing to celebrate. But even if we didn’t share the same birthday, it’s still a very hard day. It’s the day that you gave birth to your beautiful baby. And somehow between addiction, trauma, and loss, you fucked up as a parent. And somewhere out there in the world is YOUR child and today is their birthday, and you can’t be apart of it. You lost that right because you fucked up.. it’s a very hard pill to swallow. It sounds like you have a lot of compassion for what your mother went thru. There’s nothing like walking in someone else’s shoes to give you a different perspective. I’m so glad that you are doing better with your addiction. And don’t ever feel guilty that you never reached out when you were older. It sounds like she put you through a lot of trauma and it’s a natural human reaction to wanted to distance yourself from the cause of that trauma. Thank you for sharing your story. Just reading the comment section, it sounds like it will help many people! Everyone needs someone to relate to, and you were super relatable and a great story teller😉
@Indigirl48
9 ай бұрын
So raw. So honest. You brought tears to my eyes when you said what you did abt standing in someone else’s shoes. Prayers for you both.
@Bbydoll90
9 ай бұрын
Your comment made me cry😢 heartbreaking. So sorry you're going through this
@ChasingRainbows67
7 ай бұрын
This showed up in my feed and I was reading the comments. I came across your comment and I want to let you know that you're not alone! I was the shoe that you were wearing. I hate it, but can't change the past. I'm just now 26 year's later able to get to know my daughter and now a grandson. It's so very difficult and hard to swallow sometimes. I'm just grateful to be able to be a part of their lives now. God Bless you for sharing, because I can totally relate to you.
@jessicastead2791
5 ай бұрын
This is my story in identical format. I got myself together eventually. But really, it was too late. I failed my children. And whilst they are fine and live very happily with their stable and affluent father - the grass had grown over, and they don’t really know what I am for now. I see them when they want, but it’s always awkward. It’s all about pain management now on for me. Birthdays and Christmas are these - as you brilliantly put it - ‘somber’ events. Addiction is a cruel business. I recovered many years ago, but the effects of it are lifelong. I have beautiful relationships with my friend’s children and am adored by my godchildren, which is amazing but painful it’s own way. My sons have no idea how I sparkle on my own out there! God love us all. Xx
@Wijewels
13 күн бұрын
Sometimes, the most selfless thing a mother can do for their child is to stay away. You took the hurt for his good. You put his needs before your own. Give yourself some grace. The fact that you feel guilt means that you have a good heart. My only suggestion is to consider writing a letter letting him know how much you thought about him and that you stayed away to give him the best chance in life. Give it to his family with the request that he open it or not... his call, no strings attached.
@MrSoldierperson
9 ай бұрын
Your mom was in a sad, sad state of mind. She was suffering. She felt no other way out. Not her fault either. May she have peace 🕊️
@robinmaynard1640
10 ай бұрын
I'm 63, so I'm speaking from experience. You have great skin, please take care of it.
@rayray5662
24 күн бұрын
She has beautiful clear skin
@traciemarie6718
3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing. Drugs mixed with mental health mixed with truma is a hard road. Your very brave to tell your story, one day I hope I Can!
@chattykathyasmr7018
9 ай бұрын
This was the case in my situation
@angelbasham6631
10 ай бұрын
My husband took his life two days before my birthday when i was 6 months pregnant its been one of the hardest things my children and i have been through its devastating im so sorry youve had to go through this 🫂
@fridayhuff2101
3 жыл бұрын
I'm here trying to learn how to help my husband. His mother committed suicide 2 days ago.
@sibyllewalker8777
9 ай бұрын
Please, just be there for him. No How-could-she or Why-did-she questions. They can't be truly answered. Take care of yourself as well. All the best for you and your husband.
@A78cts23
9 ай бұрын
My husband's mother did the same 15 years ago it is difficult every year but in different ways, don't ever ever ask when he will get over it because that is never. Love to you both ❤
@CynLG
2 жыл бұрын
My own daughter did not speak to me for over a year. She had to protect herself. Her sanity. I understand.
@jacquelineblackburn4668
3 ай бұрын
You'll probably never see this but none of her actions were your fault. She obviously had so many issues that you could never fix. Change your birthday, it really is just a day. You can pick from 364❤
@susankindy5209
3 жыл бұрын
I have battled depression and anxiety for decades. I am a mother of four children ages: 34, 19, 17, & 15. I also have been through substance use disorder and have been free from opioids for 6.5 years. There have definitely been moments when I have considered suicide. My mum. has end-stage Alzheimer's and last winter it was almost more than I could bear. The only thing that prevented me from killing myself was the thought of my children and the trauma that would put them through. I loved. your story and am so happy you found room to forgive your mum for the many mistakes she made. Part of me hopes she knows and is somewhere smiling right now. Keep vlogging! This was a very inspirational share. Thank you! Sue
@brendadrumm9708
3 жыл бұрын
Oh sue love you please keep going I've lost my daughter and son yr half apart 42 and 32 you have to keep going you don't realize how precious you are it's who you leave behind x
@annar269
3 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU FOR SHARING. IM BATTLING FOR MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. THANK U FOR HELPING ME SEE CLEARLY TOO
@passionme8915
3 жыл бұрын
@@brendadrumm9708 o
@ginacool9207
2 жыл бұрын
It's ok to put yourself first and take your self very very seriously. You are more than your kids, but they need you to take yourself seriously, put yourself first, and treat yourself as if you, are your own parent. You must finish, what you were put on this Earth to do. This is a message, I got from God when my 16 year old died. After I held him while he took his last breath. I am now supposed to give it to certain angel mom's and other women I feel pulled to give it to. You're one of them. You need to take yourself VERY very seriously.
@karencarter8029
Жыл бұрын
WOW! Man, she could have picked any other day of the year ! WOW! I can’t imagine….. prayers girl … you are AWESOME!
@theresawebb8064
9 ай бұрын
I think she obviously chose that day, because she couldn't take the estrangement anymore, she had issues YES indeed, but having her friend drive by her daughters work to see her, shows how she longed for connection, I personally wouldn't want to live without my kids. THIER grown and I'm a christian, but if one of my grown kids died, which is kinda like estrangement, I'd be ready to die, I died when my kids were young in surgery and got brought back, asking Lord to let me raise them and not die in icu with lots of problems, well their 30s now, and when Lord ready for me I'm ready, this world's a mess..i hope you have a great life and can get peace closure whatever u need. ❤
@feliciaboston6365
9 ай бұрын
@@theresawebb8064that’s just because you’re a good parent but bad parents don’t care
@boredweegie553
9 ай бұрын
your lack of compassion is astounding..😡👌👌
@TaphsAJ
9 ай бұрын
@@boredweegie553as a child with abusive parents whose had a mom intentionally ruin every major event/birthday and also tried to attempt on my birthday, no. They are entitled to be upset. yes the mom has her own feelings and struggles, HEAVILY. But you’re also a person as well and you’re entitled to the hurt and confusion that you feel. Even the parent knows, despite struggling, the hurt that they will cause. There is no way around it. You have to acknowledge yes they were struggling but it is still a choice. This is not a light subject and you will have very strong hard emotions. You will do things and feel things that most people consider immoral, it is just how it goes.
@Th3Voic3s_
9 ай бұрын
People don't always plan their suicides. Sometimes it's out of impulse. Even if she planned it, she clearly was going through a lot, No1 really wants to die, but sometimes it's just a better option. It's not her mom's fault that she struggled...
@taya0324
2 жыл бұрын
"ready to do good with the bad that has happened" - Jenna Reaver ❤
@isabeliselvmo9929
2 жыл бұрын
Lost my mom a couple of days ago, thank you for sharing your story, this helps❤️
@lisadunphy41
8 ай бұрын
How you doing now hunny xx
@caitlincremen2084
3 жыл бұрын
My mom took her life when I was 8 and I had a really abusive father. One thing I’ve learned is the pain never goes away you just learn how to live with it
@nickaayyylaaa._marie6651
3 жыл бұрын
My mom took her life 2 days ago. Im 14 and i dont know what to do I’ll never have that motherly bond
@Zanati_Thaziri
3 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry to hear that Please start strong✨💗
@estefaniaanaya6354
2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. My mom committed suicide when I was 16. I’m 28 now and I can assure you, this will get less painful with the years. You’ll have to be very strong, and very few people in your life will understand what you’re going through (because this grieving won’t last for just a specific amount of time), you’re gonna feel lonely as hell many times. But I can assure you that you’ll be able to enjoy life again, and be happy again. Please be patient, and please seek help if you need to, you don’t need to carry this load on your own. This was not your fault in any way.
@ZFern9390
9 ай бұрын
❤
@caitm8209
9 ай бұрын
I hope you are doing well now and have had a support system to help you process what you have been through. ❤
@heelzrule-ln1jb
4 ай бұрын
Im so Sorry for loss....
@user-wb2yv7ll9d
10 ай бұрын
This is such a sad story. Thanks for sharing, it's good you're doing well and have good support. Your birth mother was a very troubled person and deserves compassion despite her huge mistakes in life.❤
@Indigirl48
9 ай бұрын
Ty for sharing. Ty for being so candid. You never really know what someone else is going through. 😢
@kasspwns
4 жыл бұрын
Sending you love. Thank you for being open and vulnerable with your story. ♥️
@jennareaver
4 жыл бұрын
kasspwns thank you girl it means a lot to have you watch 🥰
@victoriaaydelott6187
9 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. You had a rough start…but luckily, your dad & Step mom seemed to provide you with the love & support you needed. Breaks my heart that your birth mom couldn’t be there for you. You have so much potential though…you’ll do just fine
@oliviachetcuti225
9 ай бұрын
I don’t know why you randomly popped up on my youtube feed but I’m really glad I decided to watch your story. I wish you only the very best in life. Love from Australia. 🇦🇺
@kkrb1212
9 ай бұрын
Same idk why it’s pushing it out so much later but glad I watched
@Starbuxlvr1313
8 ай бұрын
Same here! She’s such a strong young lady! ❤
@Brandi75804
10 ай бұрын
You are so very loved , valued, and appreciated. I’m so sorry 😞
@craigbirnie4152
3 жыл бұрын
Just wanted to say how well you told this story and how nice it was to see how far you've come since being born with the odds stacked against you. I haven't personally lost anyone close to me (I'm 30 this year so I count myself lucky in this regard) but I appreciate you sharing your thoughts and feelings on what happened. It seems like you have a great sense of self and what you want out of life, I wish you a long and happy life. All the best from the UK!
@1weazy291
9 ай бұрын
You are very brave for sharing your story. I can tell you are strong and this has made you who you are. Thank you for sharing and I wish you the best that life has to offer!❤
@virginiasummer2619
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for your video, it is so valuable to so many of us who have also had to live through the aftermath of our loved ones death by suicide. I hope you will find peace. You are a courageous young woman. I’m sorry that you have had to suffer through this.
@MariaOSullivan42
6 күн бұрын
My mom did something similar except she was older and obviously I was too, I begged her not to do it. She wasn't speaking to me for over a year and I begged her not to let herself die without speaking to me . With my brother's assistance she did what I begged her not to do. My brother called me after she was dead. This was ten years ago . We were close all my life up until a fall out we had when my dad died and she moved to another state with my brother and refused to speak to me for a year and that's when my brother called me and told me she was dead. I asked if she said anything about me , or to tell me anything before she died, and he said "uhhh no".
@dustindunlap
3 жыл бұрын
First, thanks for sharing a really difficult story. I've watched A LOT of "confession/storytime" videos here on KZitem and most people who make video content for the first time struggle talking to the camera in a normal, casual way. You are really good at telling your story and making it engaging and I really hope you make more videos in the future, because I think you have a lot of things (good or bad) to tell about your life and your perspective. Keep it up!
@idraculaa
9 ай бұрын
This was an incredible story to watch. Your outlook on life, after having gone through all of that - it’s nothing short of inspirational. Thank you for sharing 🤍
@urtheeyesoftheworld471
9 ай бұрын
You are an incredibly strong and powerful woman! Thanks for sharing which I know is healing in itself and also helping other people.
@sandswanch
2 ай бұрын
I’ve been looking at videos on this topic and this is the only one I can watch, thank you for sharing your story. Sending much love and peace to you lovely person 🕊️
@gilbertocolorni
7 ай бұрын
I felt happy when you mention that you had your father and a nice step mom supporting you on that moment. Me looking you now (on this video) can see a sweet girl, strong, very beautiful, that was clearly able to digest all that on the best way. Move your live forward!
@VonSolo5
2 жыл бұрын
Wow. I was riveted to every word. So glad your father rescued you and that your stepmother was a real mother to you. You are a strong force of nature 🙌💖 wishing you a wonderful joyful healthy life.
@xindigochildx
7 ай бұрын
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss 🌸 sending all my love and support
@Dmtcbh
9 ай бұрын
I’m so proud of the bravery you have in sharing this video with the world! You are an amazing storyteller and quite possibly could be saving lives and giving others so much hope that they wouldn’t find without this wisdom and just overall healing that you are going through. I’m certain that you will still find difficult days happen here and there and I pray you give yourself grace on those days! Regardless of how her story ended obviously she loved you and I hope you are able to find peace in that! Sending you so much love!!
@izzykay_0621
3 жыл бұрын
Seeing other stories make me feel better, like im not alone. After i was born my mom started doing heavy drugs, she left me when i was 8 months ols. I had 3 older siblings, my d dad was in the hospital with West Nile when my mom left. She took all our money and left us kids alone. After that, i didnt see my mom again until i was 3. I had no idea who she was because she left me before we had a bond. Afterwards, i saw her every Tuesday and Thursday until 3rd grade. My 3rd grade year, i was 9 and my sister was 14. My mom was driving us to her house that was 2 hours away from my dads. Weave been to my moms house before. 8 minutes away from her house, she was arrested in front of me and my sister. She was arrested for child endangerment and heroine possession. I didnt see her until 3 years later. I wasnt allowed to call her in jail either. At this point in my life, i forgot i had a mom. After she came out of jail, my dad let her see us kids and her 2 grandchildren for my sisters birthday. She was turning 17, at the time i was 11. About 2 weeks after i saw her, she committed suicide. She did that 10 days before i turned 12. That broke me. She promised she would be back to see me soon. Im now 14 and i miss her every minute of everyday. I havent felt truly happy since i was 11, that last day i saw her. I feel so broken and numb, i miss her
@healingIRT
9 ай бұрын
You have to be able to find power and purpose in this life that isn’t situational. Find your morals values & ethics AND CLING TO THEM! FIGHT FOR YOURSELF HONEY, even when you’re tired, and especially when you have no idea what you’re fighting for ❤
@Ava-km7tl
8 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I hope you are in a better situation now ❤
@savagebyotch8791
10 ай бұрын
Baby Girl, you brought me to tears with your story. My heart hurts for you, but at the same time, I find you utterly Amazing and Beautiful!! You might have had a rough start, but you seem to have built yourself up and pieced back together perfectly... 😭 Your Mom sounds like she was battling her own demons with addiction and that has no reflection on you. I'm so sorry that those issues trickled down onto you. It's good to know that your Dad and (Step) Mom were both there to support you and gave you options for your own future and you chose the right path. Glad to hear that you have gotten past your own addiction issues and are in a better place in your life. You're so intelligent, Beautiful and seem to be a lovely person... that chapter of your life doesn't define you. I'm so happy that you can turn the page and start a new one. May you have so many blessings in your life from here on out!! Sending Love, Hugs and Prayers your way! 😘🙏🏽 Thank you for telling your story, you're an Amazing person. 💖
@Mandalynn_Bay
9 ай бұрын
My mom killed herself after an argument where i laid out all her abuse, and all the horrific things she said and done to me.
@moto3433
4 ай бұрын
Her child must have been her drive in life. And when she was told how bad she was at her last purpose in life I suppose she felt she had no other purpose and her job on earth was done. May she rest in peace 🙏
@jeam1
Ай бұрын
Disregard the idiot who commented on your thought. All kids who have been hurt by their parent offload on them exactly like you did. That is NORMAL. Your mother’s response was NOT NORMAL. It was sick. You did nothing wrong
@mayxoxo3278
16 күн бұрын
@@moto3433 dawg wtf
@MariaOSullivan42
6 күн бұрын
Your mom was a very selfish person. My mom did basically the same thing. I Posted a comment about it in this comment section. I'm sorry she did that to you
@Mandalynn_Bay
6 күн бұрын
@@MariaOSullivan42 hugging you, I am sorry. Walking that path really hurts and sucks. After she died, I had no one left in my family, and I was never able to build a family.
@mistysedillo1696
10 ай бұрын
You are such an inspiration for many! It's amazing what you had to overcome ❤
@MsSmokeNmirrors
10 ай бұрын
This is so sad. What she did was not ok but what a sad ending for someone who clearly still thought about you up until the end.
@xdesiringxflightx
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for having the courage to share your story.
@nancyscheer
10 ай бұрын
You are a bright young lady. Sending many prayers your way. Much love
@Tinkerginamama
7 ай бұрын
You’re very wise and well rounded. You portrayed this story very well and for all you went through it’s amazing to see where you are today. You could have chosen to go down bad roads too and you’re making changes and that’s amazing. I went through a lot too in life and it took me till I was 35 to get to the wisdom you have now. It gets better so keep going.
@nspoinky187
3 жыл бұрын
I feel so bad for you gurl. Stay strong ☹️
@sandid1712
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. It helped me immensely just to hear that someone else knows what it’s like to have a shitty childhood and how much it spills into our adulthood. I just wish it didn’t happen to you.
@jennareaver
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for that! I wish stuff like this didn't happen to anyone, but you're right, it's comforting to know you're not alone and that other people understand what you're going through.
@kaylavarela7215
8 ай бұрын
Just wanted to click on immediately and say I’m so sorry for your loss and I’m glad we found you on KZitem to hear your story and listen. We’re here for you. ❤
@lynnesse6516
9 ай бұрын
Spoken so beautifully, so sad, but you now take lots of positives from your journey. I really enjoyed watching. x
@nikelindstrom4176
3 жыл бұрын
You remind me of my daughter ❤️ just want to say that I love you sweetheart and wish you the best for all that lies ahead of you! You have an inner strength that will help you along the way and I will always keep you in my heart❤️
@suemoo22
10 ай бұрын
You’re a wise, beautiful young lady. I’m sorry for what you’ve been through. Praying that the rest of your life is wonderful. ❤️
@cindygraham9180
Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing yourself and your story. Great things coming your way for sure ❤. You could really use your experience to help others, which I'm positive that you probably have already. I love how you don't sugarcoat. Stay beautiful and blessed ❤
@lauracampa1838
9 ай бұрын
So sorry for all the bad stuff you have been through. I admire your strength to not connect with her when growing up. It was a great decision because it was better for your sanity. Glad you are working through the trauma of her suicide the right way. You are wise, strong and resilient. Praying for your healing.
@sabrina.natalie
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for being so vulnerable and transparent. I’m really looking forward to watching more of your content. If you feel comfortable, I have some video ideas for you. Can you possibly talk about how trauma has impacted your life and how you’ve been able to cope or deal with it. (I’ve also dealt with traumatic experiences, and I love to hear your perspective) - and if you can talk about how your substance abuse started, how you met your husband, etc - essentially, I would love to take a deeper dive into your life journey. You’re so beautiful, inside and out, and you’re very articulate and easy to listen to. It feels like I’m just sittin’ down chatting with one of my friends!🦋
@donnaatteberry3640
7 ай бұрын
Please don’t stop speaking your story, for yourself and others. You’re an ambassador for how to survive. Also, just in general, you’re so well-spoken. I hope that you experience every joy.
@daniellebabe1
9 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss… thanks for sharing your story
@user-mp8pb2wc5d
8 ай бұрын
You’re so sweet, this was a great video to watch. Thank you for making it & sharing your story! Bless your journey!!!❤
@julietv3863
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much you just saved my life I don’t use drugs or alcohol but I do have major depression and suicide over my youngest child isn’t worth it. Thanks b
@RationalNon-conformist
10 ай бұрын
Have you had your hormones looked at? Have a full thyroid panel done and make sure you eat well, it can truly help with depression. Get some Vit D, B vitamins from liver and red meat, etc. I truly hope you are feeling better these days.
@SkinReVibe
2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. Watching this and reading the comments really make me reconsider committing suicide. I would never want my daughter or my son to feel any type of guilt/resentment/confusion etc because of a decision I chose to make. Thanks again! Definitely keeping you in prayer. I’m so sorry this has happened to you especially on your birthday
@noelc2
9 ай бұрын
❤ stay strong ❤
@prettypinklady5145
4 күн бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss! I am happy to hear that you are working through the trauma that has occurred in your life at a young age. I am also happy to hear that you have a wonderful mom and dad that raised you with love & a husband that is by your side! God bless you & your family!
@susiejackson-sw4rf
9 ай бұрын
You are such an amazing strong young woman! Thank you for sharing your story! You have helped more people than you'll ever know! 🙏 ❤
@ninijellybeanie6853
9 ай бұрын
Such a mature and well spoken young lady. ❤
@ashtonkyledewet3517
3 жыл бұрын
thanks for your story and how you told it. means a lot to me, im in the worst episode i have ever been with my bipolar and your video just took my mind off some terrible shit im thinking about.
@pinkoceanflower3045
9 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry that this happened and especially on your birthday. My deepest condolences.
@susanne4028
9 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry to hear your story. What a difficult start you had. Drugs are so terrible. I wish you all the best.💜💜💜
@jacks316
9 ай бұрын
Jenna 🎉 happy birthday your so beauttiful ! And this entire community is here for you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@Lisa-pi3ve
9 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story with us❤.sounds like your mother may have had some serious mental health issues to have said and done the things she did . I’m so sorry this has happend to you ,hopefully you find some peace and healing . ❤
@lorikahl2710
9 ай бұрын
You are such a brave, smart, and wonderful person. It’s amazing how you have handled this. Thank goodness for your “parents” for watching out for you and raising you right. Take care 🤗
@daniellahijabi5719
9 ай бұрын
This randomly showed up on my recommendations 😢 I'm so sorry this happened to you ❤ congratulations on your healing journey ❤️
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