Thank you for this song my brother lost his battle with the demons within .PTSD NOT ALL WOUNDS ARE VISIBLE. NEVER FORGOTTEN. Semper Fi
@mrn6206
5 жыл бұрын
Im sorry to hear that brother hope is all well with you my friend
@anastasiar72
5 жыл бұрын
@@mrn6206 thank you. Even after losing James in 2004 it's like it just happened. And finding out after he passed he was a Reconnaissance Marine that brings up a lot of unanswered questions. Semper Fi
@eddiedesiervi7205
3 жыл бұрын
R.I.P. Semper Fi
@garrettsnyder41
3 жыл бұрын
I understand that its been ten years and still i have problems
@andrewsimpsonakareaper9242
2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely I lost my brother to the same reason
@stylinsteven97ps48
4 жыл бұрын
I lost a old high school friend on August 27, 2020. Every day I stand at attention and salute the flag outside my work for him. RIP SRA Levi Chamberlain
@ninawallace1619
3 жыл бұрын
My dad was a navy seal and by god grace he raised me from a very young age. I fought in the British army and now I am a homeless veteran in the UK. God bless our fallen comrades in the past in dreadful front line of duty. Rest ladies and sir's one day we will all meet again in God's kingdom. 🙏🙏❤❤🇬🇧💂♀️💂♀️💂♀️
@ninawallace1619
3 жыл бұрын
I'm a British armed forces veteran and this song helps many civilians understand what it is like to suffer with extreme PTSD from fighting in many war zones. It describes my war based PTSD to a T !! My PTSD effects me so badly that I have tried to take my life on many occasions but this song helps me in so many ways.
@angelwings836
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your service Sir and welcome home, God bless you.
@GITM42
4 жыл бұрын
I lost one of my best friends to ptsd. The one I thought would never take his own life. The man was the one that would make fun of you for crying. Moment I found out I drove 10 hours straight to be with his family. Even though we both were out of the military we still had that brotherhood. I miss you everyday Patrick Merica. Semper FI
@rebeccawhittington9454
4 жыл бұрын
I almost loss my son last year to 22 a day (on my birthday). I pray to God for him ❤ If I could ask y'all to walk away from whatever is your trigger and give so many people who love you a chance to let them talk with you and listen and help. Please understand there are more people who love than you will ever know. I care. I am crying while writing this. Please Love us back and talk to us. Love, a MoM (Mother of Marine)
@lazaromendoza3864
4 жыл бұрын
Felt this so much! Also lost my best friend to Suicide. Semper Fi
@rodclark8366
3 жыл бұрын
I fight with PTSD and I think eating a round. I cannot take theses damn memories but my kids and my wife are the reasons I haven't yet. I've been fighting since 1991.
@daniellooney8878
3 жыл бұрын
If you need anything bro reach out to me,
@michaelstruble9154
2 жыл бұрын
i have been where you are. we do not quit ever, dont let us down. you will make it your family needs you. your brothers in arms will help if you ask, we will cry and get mad as hell with you. just dont let them win never quit
@rgbdoom4800
2 жыл бұрын
We try ... and try... but we can only do so much. It's so hard to ask for help. We just fight our battle alone and in silence because we don't know it another way no matter how hard our loved ones try to help us we just fake it till we make it . Praying for someone to see the hurt in our eyes..
@pixiborth3606
2 жыл бұрын
I'm here for you 😁 disabled firefighter paramedic, suffering with PTSD.
@brailwolf
Жыл бұрын
Days without sleep or eating , the nightmares that never end. Some days I'm fine other days the storm rages within me , I have to stay away from people for the fear of snapping and hurting someone .
@defendfreedom777
3 жыл бұрын
It's been 16 years since I left the war,the scenes/flashbacks/nightmares/memories/smells,and the war has never left my mind regardless of how many counsel sessions or beers I drink,from time to time these memories pop out of my eyes and roll down my cheek,often certain sounds cause embarrassing actions that is humiliating, I have faired better then many others because of strong family support. I am proud of my service to this country and would serve again if called to do so because my country and the freedoms we have are that important to me,may God be with you my fellow veterans and may God help you as God has helped me! When asked when I was in the war I reply every day because your body leaves the physical place,but your mind never does and thus the war is always in you no matter where you go or how far the years have stretched out.
@SgtHawkIII
2 жыл бұрын
It's a life hard to live but it is a special person who lives it. God blesses the soldier with strength greater then normal men
@timothysweeney9874
3 жыл бұрын
To all my brothers in arms we go thru it all but we will survive
@sonofabeachent
5 жыл бұрын
God this is awful the night terrors, the triggers, the pain over and over again. It never goes away.
@kennethsullivan6045
Жыл бұрын
Just kept my 100% due to ptsd the doctor got me with the old slam the door while my back was turned. I jumped and went into fight mode. He said we got ya soildger we've seen enough
@tristinsloan5996
3 жыл бұрын
This hit home. We got home from our deployment and one of our medics took his life. Think about him every day
@jessicacallam3414
5 жыл бұрын
I love this song so much it speaks the truth about what most vets go through when the get home and even when there home the still pay the price. God bless our troops and ARMY STRONG
@tristinmink3017
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for those kind words it's extremely hard adjusting to life back at home because you are no longer the same person you were when you left. I was an airborne Ranger and I came home and it's very hard
@wildbill23c
4 жыл бұрын
Everything back home is different, even though its the same for everyone else, I feel different, I'm not the same, I don't feel like doing anything, I don't go out, I go to work, I come back home, I do nothing other than stuff around the house, I don't talk to people I don't go out and hang out anywhere, no friends, dwindling family left. I felt better being deployed than I do being at home. War changes you,
@therealbucket0311
Жыл бұрын
USMC OIF OEF veteran brother this hits home missing my fallen brothers and sisters until valhalla semper fidelis
@mrkriswalters
Жыл бұрын
Hooked on this. It hits hard and brings tears. Ex-Aussie Infantry “Duty First”
@willmccormack8381
3 жыл бұрын
I’m losing my battle with ptsd music helps me keep fighting
@bryzewillette2759
3 жыл бұрын
Keep fighting friend. You can make it through. I hope you had an Awesome day. Everything will get better, just keep believing, you will be ok.🇺🇸❤
@grunt-0311
3 жыл бұрын
Reach out brother, many of us know the struggle! We get through supporting each other.
@jameswillingham4299
3 жыл бұрын
Don't give up or quit. Reach out to a brother. We got you.
@tristinmink2805
3 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel brother I served in the 75th ranger regiment I was airborne infantry sniper I did alot of messed up stuff and I fight those demons every day. It's hard for others to truly understand what I have done. Self loathing and alcoholism I know em both well keep your head up
@ezzzy6771
3 жыл бұрын
Hey brother I just want to say I feel for you brother im going through the same thing I stopped talking to my family and started shutting everyone and thing out this stuff is real and I'm just now realizing it now im on the verge of getting sent out the army with Combat PTSD , but never give up keep fighting dont give up brother im in the battle with you!🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸
@davidbacchus3673
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, a friend referred this song to me. I'm currently struggling with ptsd depression and anxiety from my deployment. I have lost some brothers during my last deployment and honestly I tried to end my suffering over and over again.
@theww2girl141
2 жыл бұрын
You're not alone sir, I'm not in the military, but I have PTSD after running two bad EMS calls in a row, and its been absolute hell. Sometimes I don't even know how I'm still standing, Thank you for your service.
@firestar5927
3 жыл бұрын
My grandfather had PTSD from the effects of being in Vietnam as a combat medic
@Wubbadubbadubdub
4 жыл бұрын
I saw all the comments and I can't believe there are so many others like me I am sorry brothers and sisters for your sacrifice/struggle and hope at least someone can resolve some kind of life! Hooah ( Army all the way lol ), Oorah, Hooyah and Hoorah to all my brother/sisters!
@shineandre
2 жыл бұрын
Great song. If you suffering from PTSD there is hope and a light to end this silence and darkness. Don't worry I do not recommend AA for alcoholics. I strongly encourage you to find a friend that knows your pain and suffered as much as you do and even more. You need someone who faced death and destruction just like you. One who bear your scars. But one who overcame. No more suffering in silence. No more hiding in darkness. For he was wounded for your transgressions, bruised for your iniquities. The punishment for your peace was on him and by his stripes you are healed. A man acquainted with grieve and sorrow. He did it for me. He will do it for you for free. Confidentiality guaranteed. Mercy you get and forgiveness will set you free. To wipe away your guilt and shame and even your tears. Not to numb but to heal your pain. No longer alone. No need for sex, cocaine or empty bottles of beer. A friend that sticks closer than a brother and a buddy now dead or gone. He fought his own wars, he faced his fears in the valley of the shadow of death he took courage just like you. And when hell and death surrounded his camp, he was captured, tortured and hung on a cross for the sake of everyone else. Did he do for the joy that he knew that others will live because of him. No greater love has anyone than to lay down his life for a friend. He called you friend though in your heart and mind you were an enemy. He did it for you and I. But God raised him from the dead and gave him more than a crown on his head. He has the power to give life to the dead. Whoever believes in him and are baptized will be saved. Whoever fails this mission will pay in hell. How deep, how dark he saw it all just like you. A soldier and a buddy to the end. Yes God's own warrior for mankind laid down his life for love sake. Jesus Christ son of God, the son of man, promised this same life and love to you and I to die and to live again forever in paradise. No more war, no more memory, fear, or depression. The enemy of your soul have been defeated. Come to Christ and he will give you peace and rest. And you know God who is love cannot lie. He is the way, the truth and the life. Whoever has this truth have eternal life living inside them. Amen.
@JSchlotmann
4 жыл бұрын
I’m speechless been going through a lot of tough times since I got home it’s hard to cope even after 2 years I’d rather be back over there. I don’t know how to be here at home anymore so thank you
@dnasty79
4 жыл бұрын
It never stops. Going on 7 years. Stay strong brother.
@wildbill23c
4 жыл бұрын
Its been 15 years for me, it never goes away. Even now I feel like an outsider even at work. I don't have friends, I go to work, I come home. I don't go out to do anything. I have the same feeling of I'd rather be deployed than be back home. Everyone I knew before I deployed, are all gone, moved away, moved on, etc.
@Wubbadubbadubdub
4 жыл бұрын
We never get enough BUT STAY STRONG BATTLE!
@lolajackson1296
4 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry, for my husband it's been 8 years and he still talks about needing to go back.
@vinnyhogan8401
2 жыл бұрын
2 tours and it was like my own head was speaking!!! Great song man!!
@katarinacarlos9251
3 жыл бұрын
Thank You. This Marine relates. Some ghosts just don't like to let go easily.
@grunt-0311
3 жыл бұрын
True that brother, semper fi
@andrewwilliams7965
4 жыл бұрын
Close your eyes and hear the pain. Wake up and the screams never fade. Alone we suffer.
@MultiFirefighter18
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you brother this song helps me
@zackbarnett7488
3 жыл бұрын
Im a combat vet was a sgt in the army. POW MIA
@tristinmink3017
5 жыл бұрын
Everyday I struggle with this I constantly have nightmares intrusive thoughts of death war and chaos. I try so hard to find what helps butt nothing. I will live with the memories that haunt me for the rest of my life and that's a very hard thing to accept
@wocookie2277
5 жыл бұрын
You are not alone brother, it is the price we pay, no less than those before us, but we can go to our graves knowing we were measured, and not found wanting. Evil will only triumph when good men do nothing, you are a good man!
@tristinmink3017
5 жыл бұрын
@@wocookie2277 thank you I was Army special forces I have seen and done things that would haunt people in their dreams a person's mind is not meant for war I know I did it to myself and I try so hard to tell my cousin not to go because he doesn't know. If I had to imagine what hell is like it was definitely what I went through
@thecriticalstatepodcast
4 жыл бұрын
Amazing! Constantly fighting these demons and this song reminded me I’m not alone.
@Wubbadubbadubdub
4 жыл бұрын
Your never alone battle!
@timothysweeney9874
Жыл бұрын
Lost alot of brothers in arms ty for the song miss you slash rest in peace we will see each other again and we will fight evil again
@angelwings836
3 жыл бұрын
This brought tears to my eyes.
@davidford4112
2 жыл бұрын
I am a 4year army veteran sgt ford I met .the love of my life when I got out. That was 1977 .I just lost Muriel
@davidford4112
2 жыл бұрын
Not sure i want to live anymore
@tonsper
2 жыл бұрын
@@davidford4112 I hear you but I do not know what to say to help you. I've been there.😢
@sargehill67rudnick38
6 жыл бұрын
I wish I could take you guys place any day I love you brother
@tristinmink3017
5 жыл бұрын
We fought the fight so you don't have to PTSD is a huge burden. It's one that I will bare for the rest of my life with. All I ask is that you understand us that's all. Understand that I have flashbacks that I have seen human beings do things to others that no one should ever do understand I have instincts that take over when something startles me. Understand that I can't see fireworks without having a flashback. Just understand that I'm not the same person that left but now came back.
@johnhcaliffjr8349
3 жыл бұрын
Reach out Brother's and Sister's CAMP CALIFF LLC All Veterans and First Responders group, US Army Infantry 1981-1996
@williamfahey4712
4 жыл бұрын
Its been 10 year.....sence I left my blood on afganistan soil....and I still can't come to grips with it
@Wubbadubbadubdub
4 жыл бұрын
you never will ! I did my job in 2009 and like everyone else are not given ENOUGH HELP! I wish the best BATTLE!
@swtrowbridgejr
Жыл бұрын
as a private going into the us military joining a job that makes me be on front lines this hits hard ill bring my brothers back home HOORAH!
@pjpammyj4037
Жыл бұрын
Thank you you g man!!
@Garrett-m3k
4 ай бұрын
Right this very moment me and my wife are struggling because of my PTSD from when I was over seas
@kevinthomas4440
Жыл бұрын
Been awhile since this damn time thanks
@61wshulman
3 жыл бұрын
Great job Guys. Reach in and squeeze the public's heart until they finally have no choice but to embrace our vets, and acknowledge their suffering, which is a long way from over I'm afraid. It's a sin! and someday somehow there's going to be an accounting, (no I don't mean Hell, I mean an accounting....Somehow).
@freddiezarker6933
2 жыл бұрын
I agree and these kids now need to know how lucky they are to be free. I’m a freshman in high school and we don’t even say the pledge of allegiance and I know if we did kids would complain big time and it’s sad. I care about are soldiers I know what they go thru is tough. Thank you to all service men and women.
@yijig
Жыл бұрын
I lost my right leg above the knee in 83. I have paid for my self created demon 's It wasn't until I forgave my self for the damage that created. I have learned to love myself as I am and accept all that is wrong with me was me and getting help with at the VA psych clinic helped let me get it out. These days I'm just a recluse! Here's hoping you feel better
@natedawg6801
5 жыл бұрын
God bless the soldiers fighting for this country! Also the intro image looks like a video game called Black ops haha😅
@dharris8083
2 жыл бұрын
Thank yall this song gave me time to calm down and I'm thankfully bad night
@LarryFowler-sn6wv
5 ай бұрын
I’m going to lose my battle and I know it will be peace when gone. Screw everyone who knows nothing about what we go through.
@nathanieltorres2264
3 ай бұрын
Don't give up are you okay?
@LarryFowler-sn6wv
2 ай бұрын
@@nathanieltorres2264 I did try it and died 12 times but yet here I am with that said I appreciate you but I don’t know if you are a Veteran and have any deployments but anyway is what it is
@johnjones6173
Жыл бұрын
Let's show the love for are would and everything in it much love ❤️ Vegas is number 1 much love 😘
@silviaarellano9919
2 жыл бұрын
I wanted to thank the greatest soldiers of today 2022. I couldn’t say goodbie it just faded away. Miss him so much American soldiers live hope die or revive. Goodbie Goodbie Goodie
@bittercombatvet7501
Жыл бұрын
Survivor guilt OIF 3,5 OEF 10,12
@jerrypowers5763
3 жыл бұрын
great tells truth
@cowboyrick4428
Жыл бұрын
I have ptsd im going to lose my battle
@mrkriswalters
Жыл бұрын
No. You’re a soldier. Find an objective and start walking towards it. Believe me, you CAN walk your way out of your hell. Just make the choice and take that first step.
@theww2girl141
Жыл бұрын
I'm not a soldier, I don't know what its like to be in combat but I have PTSD as well. I've had it for a year now, its absolute hell, but don't give up. I know that, that's easier said then done. Trust me, there's been days where I've wanted to check out, I wanted to put my hands up and say I'm done, I feel like like I'm already halfway buried in the ground, and there are some days I still feel that way. I've felt that just the other day. But I know I can't do it, I live in my first due area, and I see the guys I served with in the fire department almost every day, they drive past me and when I see the faces of my brothers and sisters, I know everyone of them, I already know who's responding to that call and I can't do it to them. I'm still trying to return to duty, I can't serve the community if I pulled that trigger. We loose too many people that way. I believe for military, its 22 or 24 a day. For fire department, we loose more firefighters, from checking out then we do in the line of duty.
@kansascityonline
Жыл бұрын
not if our prayers can stop that.. Lord Jesus, lift up Cowboy Rick and show him your glory and light... Lord, I pray that he shall rise and stand as we know of his hurt and pain. Lord, we need Cowboy Rick. Lord, I pray this in your name. Amen.
@afsoldiernineteen-eighty6496
Жыл бұрын
Wrecked me brother! thank you!!!!
@travisbarbosa1645
3 жыл бұрын
I fucking crying here thinking about my fallen brothers I hate my life! So many bullets with my name on it end I'm here worst day off my life December 18 2009 west afghanistan
@rosie1964
2 жыл бұрын
The Pain of Loss will ALWAYS burn in our hearts..... it was described to me in a sailing metaphor......somedays sailing will be smooth...But the water will always be there.....somedays we battle a storm......grief , will come and it will back off....use you life to be a testament for your brothers , tell how great they Are !!! Tell of the "good times" , tell of the "hard times" Tell of there love for their country for their brothers, tell of their courage , BUT most of all tell of the brotherly love , whether we like it or not the Bible is filled with truth ......“Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.” - John 15:13 (KJV) DO NOT GIVE UP or what did they die for....for you and your brothers If YOU ARE NOT HERE........ WHO WILL tell of their Bravery .?.?.? it took me nearly 40 years to understand that they made a choice as did I..... nothing I could've done would've changed the outcome....but it still hurts , not as bad & somedays it's a storm but Testify of your brothers.....
@chadgrindstaff6821
Жыл бұрын
You have to believe god needed them more than me
@cherylbarger5042
Жыл бұрын
Today my family gathers for my baby cuzzin. His war is finally over.
@brucenicholson261
2 ай бұрын
I needed to hear this i was close to ending it now i want to stand tall
@FlashBranson27
3 жыл бұрын
PLEASE tell me this is on Spotify
@FlashBranson27
3 жыл бұрын
@@1776Blue nope. Wish I did, though.
@MelissaClaar-y9s
Жыл бұрын
Amazing 😢
@SaorlaDerbail
8 ай бұрын
Army Ranger husband died by accident. My only child gone by suicide. Both of my Rangers gone too soon
@snowyowlz5992
4 ай бұрын
US Army Vietnam-era Veteran here, I am so sorry for your losses. Be kind to yourself. 💐 My wife passed away three years ago from medical complications from childhood trauma from her family. We were married 43 years. May Christ comfort you in these days. Psalm 139.
@edvardbaltic7476
4 жыл бұрын
Ratnik se raspoznaje to su samo naj bolji vet HV-a pozdrav iz Hrvatske-Croatia !!!BB
@raidthroatchopper5668
3 жыл бұрын
My brother was in the military and got deployed came back for 6 months and had PTSD and committed suicide
@supergamergirl1219
3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss
@GARYFRYE-x6d
Жыл бұрын
My biggest ptsd isn’t from Iraq. It is from here. My wife died in my arms. I need help
@pjpammyj4037
Жыл бұрын
Praying for your healing.
@spmoran4703
10 ай бұрын
It's so hard to mourn a loved one . Especially the one that was your tower of strength. I am not going to give you easy answers . That's not me and you would not accept it . But , remember the good days with her . And if you are religious . She left your arms for the arms of Jesus . You will always love her . They never go away really . Live for her. She would love to see you smile and be happy.
@ArnoBach
10 ай бұрын
I will pray for you Bud!
@charliescott1238
2 жыл бұрын
Does anybody know how to get rid of all the images in my head? the ones that wake me up at night. My shrink doesn't seems to know. He just tosses meds at me. Good ol' V.A. God forgive me for what I about to do but I just can't take it anymore. A child died in my arms just minutes after his moma died in my best buds arms. A week later Jeff died in my arms! How do you get over that?!?! I guess I'm just way to f'd up for people to be around. Everybody stays away from me. It's been that way for 3 decades. Jeff was the only person that stayed around. I'm done. Later on y'all.
@Steelheadjiggy07
2 жыл бұрын
If feel you 13 years I still feel like I'm in Iraq same foxhole bro
@AmericanAutonamousQueen
2 жыл бұрын
Well if you're still alive there's hope my Dear brother and Sisters. Ooooaah... There is light at the end of this tunnel please talk to me please let me listen to you. I will not say anything I'm not afraide of you. I know you paid a huge price for my life friend...come here and get your reward your peace. I work with SSS and I am embracing all of you now you're not alone.
@loopylittle88
2 жыл бұрын
please tell me you're still here. my dad took his own life and believe me the pain the ones left behind suffer is unbearable. I know life can hurt beyond what anyone thinks they can handle so if you ever need to talk to someone or vent, pls message me, ill be your person x
@michaelstruble9154
2 жыл бұрын
i know the pain. i have been there, i got past it. you can to. i still rember will never forget, but it getts better if you let it i am far from ok, but i push on. healing comes with time. i still cry i always will but i will go on . the world needs us to help each other hang in there. stay tough my brother
@jameswhitfield6220
2 жыл бұрын
You're not alone. Today is March 7, 2022. 14 years ago, CPL. Jose Paniagua-Morales was hit by a pressure plate IED in Iraq. I can't get it out of my head. But today, I got up and I went to work. That is my tribute to him. And I talked to my wife about it. I just reached out to a friend of mine who isn't a veteran. But he's my friend and he's here for me. Like you have, brother. You have someone. Just reach out and show them you're not okay. They will help us. Just don't give in. Never give in. We love you.
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