I had serious hallucinations during one of my home detoxing. It was terrifying. Like a long panic attack.
@thcgamer3093
5 жыл бұрын
Relapses are NEVER worth it. I've Relapsed so many Times & EVERY time I Hated Myself for doing so. I can't have just 1 beer, tall boy or 40 without thinking about drinking more. I believe we should eventually plan on NEVER drinking Again. Speaking on my Personal Experience with Booze. Thanks
@sawsickness
5 жыл бұрын
I agree. I keep trying to test it but at 46yrs old and drinking since I was 16 it never gets better. I'm a one day a week BTW but I drink a lot and pay for 2 days afterwards.
@Dan-zn7np
5 жыл бұрын
I was the same way. Once I started with the first one I could not stop. People who drink like this are alcoholics. I have always done this, and I eventually realized how drinking alcohol was not worth it. I quit drinking alcohol last mid October and have not drank since. I know I can stay off the booze because I had been off it for ten years previous. Alcohol I believe is one of the worst nasty drugs there are. It is very cunning, and once it gets it's hooks into you, it is hard to get free.
@thcgamer3093
5 жыл бұрын
@@Dan-zn7np I Hear You. I'm buzzed Now. But In Good Way. Thanks for Replying. Sorry for being 100%
@gratemusic3008
5 жыл бұрын
I'm in that boat too, one feels good, i feel like it is under control, then small wins leads to more beers, then beers turn to Rum or Cognac, and more leads to more days drinkin...then the hangovers make me sluggish, irratable, and sick...the cycle continues. Stay strong, I'm trying to also ✌
@Tommy88-
4 жыл бұрын
I can’t have twelve beers without wanting more even lol.
@paulflint6254
5 жыл бұрын
im using cbd oil, and its helping my anxiety though, it takes 3 days to work, im happy and relaxed with it. Hope others try it, its a safe alternative. Godbless you all.
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
I've only listened to you, Marcus for a half dozen times or so, but you're the coolest cat my friend. You make me laugh out loud you're so spot on.
@1chadmon
5 жыл бұрын
I woke up this morning and my lizard brain was wide awake! My first thought was “I need to listen to Marcus”. Thank you for all you do.
@TalkSober
5 жыл бұрын
lol never thought I would hear that :) thanks
@paulamoors
3 жыл бұрын
Day one again.
@DanielAlvarez-sl6yh
4 жыл бұрын
Alcohol is a Poison to Us. I lost three friends in the last 32 days because they would not or could not see our way of life...
@caprilover6391
5 жыл бұрын
Great show. I luv watching you two blokes talkin sober living.
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
To me an alcoholic going where there's alcohol is like a person covered in gasoline going to warm up by a fire. Here's your sign, lol
@randy918
4 ай бұрын
I don’t know why, but being surrounded by alcohol in stores doesn’t tempt me. Alcohol is everywhere before and after I quit (15 months ago)
@thcgamer3093
5 жыл бұрын
Toddler throwing a Tantrum! Absolutely Love that Comparison. Your the Man Bro! Mind Blown, lol.
@TalkSober
5 жыл бұрын
thanks man… keep on truckin!
@thcgamer3093
5 жыл бұрын
@@TalkSober Hello Marcus, Thanks for Responding. Like you I'm a Wise Man. But, Baffled you know. Anyways, I'm Bounced back & Spirits are High Once again. Thank God. Everyday Lifelong Battle. 'Anger 1 letter away from Danger'. Suggestion- Anger Topic?
@Tommy88-
4 жыл бұрын
It’s spiritually detrimental and ruins our relationship with the earth. It’s terrible being an alcoholic I hated it so much!!!
@sergedenovo2389
4 ай бұрын
Small mind?
@frankwalders
Жыл бұрын
I really like listening to you. I'm 18 months sober, but lately lingering a bit, no worries yet, but these talks really help to stay on course. It's a affirmative. Thanks!
@gstylez0107
4 жыл бұрын
I'm not an alcoholic, although I've binged on it every once in a while, my real problem has been pills, pills of all kinds. Uppers, downers, opiates, you name it. Ive been on suboxone for four years now and have mostly lived a stable life on it, but every now and then I'll drink, overdo it and wind up so depressed and hungover that I'll continue drinking into Monday to go to work.. I only drink once every other month or so, but even when I only get a buzz on a Friday night with the boys, I feel so depressed afterwards, it lasts for days.. I suffer from treatment resistant depression, it runs in my family. The pills and drugs have always been a means to treat it when nothing else works. I've studied pharmacology and neurology for years, looking for a solution. Searching for something that will help me but without getting me high. I'm currently taking selegiline, the Dr wouldn't put me on it so I buy it myself online.. So although I dont consider myself an alcoholic, I still find this channel useful. These things apply to more than just alcoholism, but mental illness and addiction in general..
@katherinechase3674
3 жыл бұрын
You may have looked into 5HTP already, but if not, check it out. It is legal to buy as a health food / vitamin. From my understanding it puts the brain into a precursor state in order for it to create serotonin. You cannot combine it with antidepressants safely (this can create serotonin syndrome, which is very dangerous). I can relate to wanting a break from not feeling well myself, nor do I consider myself an alcoholic. I kicked pain meds a few years ago, on my own, which was pretty hellish! After about six months I began feeling normal again. It has now been over three years no pain meds. Alcohol has never been my drug of choice, just more the drug that was readily there. I do feel, it is important to be aware of though. I don't like the labeling of addict / alcoholic, nor being powerless over these things. I allow myself one bottle of wine a month these days, and have been doing well for this as a balance point for 3 years also- Take care! Best of luck!
@brendasmith7345
3 жыл бұрын
Alcohol is like a Narcissistic lover!
@Ascension225TarotOracle
5 жыл бұрын
LOVE all of your vids and you sharing your knowledge. My fiancee is currently in rehab for drinking and he is making great strides and I pray the worst is behind us!!!! Thanks so much, for enlightening us!!!
@gratemusic3008
5 жыл бұрын
About a month no booze and soo down in the dumps depressed. No hangovers & so much more clarity, but now alot of people are untolerable and I'm an introvert now, when my $ as a DJ depended on being the life of the party (or one of the vibes people) and i would be a clown, sometimes they would laugh with me, but realizing that many were laughing at me just hurts. This is one of the best channels to help balance life after drinking way too many 💯🙏
@thcgamer3093
5 жыл бұрын
Hey Brother, Thanks for your Comment. Congrats on Your Month Clean Time. I'm doing good actually, I'm 26 days Sober. Feels Good To Feel Good again. Going to Outpatient Treatment. Hope this Message catches you in Great Health & Spirits. Tough Times don't Last, Tough People Do. Take Care & God Bless.
@gratemusic3008
5 жыл бұрын
@@thcgamer3093 thanks too 🙌 Waves of emotions, just working on staying disciplined and remembering what and who are important in life. Appreciate your story and feedback 💯
@thcgamer3093
5 жыл бұрын
@@gratemusic3008 1 Day at a Time. Or in my case, 1 Hour at a Time. Good Luck 👍.
@maudellglenn8940
5 жыл бұрын
Hay Marcus and Terry at work and unable to live stream. I am watching and reading all the blogs. Thanks for your support and your honesty.
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
Alcohol doesn't make anything better. Unfortunately it can make it FEEL better. Unfortunately that's an immature luxury that we cannot afford.
@afanniecraddock9033
4 жыл бұрын
I've been drinking since i was 34 im 48 now ive been through so much crap the shame embarrassment in morning so drink again im fedup now so tired of drinking what youve both said is the absolute truth alcohol numbs.Im afraid to be sober.But I've had so many problems drunk im embarrassment to my family so i just drink again and the cycle continues ive never done anything bad just a stupid drunk.But the shakes and anxiety next morning are so overwhelming i have to stop that.thankyou for being honest.
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
You gotta try recovery methods just like I tried all different kinds of alcohol to find my favorite (s)
@brendaporter8749
Жыл бұрын
We Two r awesome 😊. Thanks for putting yourselves out there so the rest of us can have a better understanding of ourselves. Keep up the good work. 🎉
@MegaSleep1
3 жыл бұрын
Don’t be a victim of being a victim. That’s awesome 👏
@paulflint6254
5 жыл бұрын
Missed the livestream , thumbs up for everyone ❤
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
I was so sick with alcoholism that I drank all kinds of alcohol that wasn't intended for drinking, including rubbing alcohol.
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
My license to drink has expired and now been revoked.
@thcgamer3093
5 жыл бұрын
Thanks Marcus. Guess I'm the Guy who can't See it. I know I want It, but my Constant Relapses Say Otherwise. Sorry I missed Todays Session. 6 Days Sober today. My Past is Fucked up! Is Why I End up an Angry Drunk. I'm Nicest Soul & Citizen when Sober or High on THC. I Respect your Knowledge.
@grace4976
3 жыл бұрын
By the grace of God I’m living a life worth living without alcohol. 2 yrs 10 months 2 weeks and 1 day. I was in such denial that I had a problem. I thought I had the shakes in the mornings because of caffeine in coffee. 🤣😂
@ananda_miaoyin
3 жыл бұрын
If you are watching this, you may not be an alcoholic but you are concerned enough about it to want to kick. I was never heavy, just regular - two or three times a week. A six pack or wine. For twenty years. It started to have a cumulative effect and I am way to athletic to want the bullshit that comes with it. Even once a week was getting old. Feel like shit the next day, get nothing done. Cannot even rock a good yoga sesh after a night of ANY alcohol. When I was younger and in the military, yeah...we drank like it was our jobs. Now I am on the dark side of the 40´s and own a metaphysical store and teach yoga, meditation and reiki, etc....spiritual life. Alcohol has no place there. Totally shitcanned it. Good luck all!
@meme-qn4uv
5 жыл бұрын
i would like to know why an alcoholic keeps saying im fine when they arent. my mom is 75 and has been an alcoholic ever since i can remember. she drinks for months at a time now instead of weeks. ..she keeps sayin im fine dont worry but we do. we have tried to get her help and she says no she doesnt need it . when she ended up in hospital with 9 broken ribs they told us we cant get her help till she says yes to it. she is not able to live on her own she is weak and frail. my dad makes her meals but she hardly ever eats. she has depression meds that her doc keeps giving her that make it all worse. we keep telling her we want to sit in on her doc appointments but she wont allow it. she has switched docs 3 times now because we have gone behind her back and told the doc she is an alcoholic. I just want to help her but i dont know how. she keeps saying im fine im fine and locks herself in her room for weeks at a time. Does she really believe she is fine?
@caesar349
4 жыл бұрын
Kyra Mierke - first off, I’m so sorry to hear your story. Second- this is a deep subject too much to reply on here. If you want you can email me
@grace4976
3 жыл бұрын
Have you tried Alanon?
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
Alcoholism is awful except when you can convince yourself that it doesn't because you have consumed enough of it. UNTIL the disease progresses so far that you cannot drink enough to believe the lie. I would black out and vomit and even lose consciousness nearly dying a number of times. It's just SO SAD. Sometimes I still want to just sit down and have a good long cry for the me that I hurt so deeply for so very long nevermind my family.
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
Can you address how and why alcoholics often go from drinking to food addiction, to shopping addiction, to gambling addiction, etc. I am concerned that I seem to obsess and overdo it with one thing after another. Help! Lol
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
I can relate to the sit and cry listening to music. Omg 😳😱 Wasted time and suffering and wrinkling my skin. Lol
@mariorudnicki7527
5 жыл бұрын
I get drunk every friday night in club is that fckn alcoholism.?
@TheDerekmenard
3 жыл бұрын
I relapsed a year and a half ago after being sober for 5 months and it’s out of control . I’m so full of shame and guilt. My daughter just turned 9 and she sees me drunk all the time and I feel horrible . I’m 46 I’ve been drinking since my early teens . I feel like I’m going to die . I lost my job because of covid and this year had just ramped up my drinking . I’m at my wits end .
@grace4976
3 жыл бұрын
I hope you heard something you needed to hear today. I’ll pray for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@danhemsworth7488
Жыл бұрын
Nailed the whole relapse thing, it doesn't feel that great and the regret is almost instant.
@davidmiller2534
5 жыл бұрын
That’s wear I am at now getting the trouble
@marystele1197
2 жыл бұрын
First of your videos l have watched. Very informative, positive and down to earth. You are both good presenters. Also good to see men doing this kind of channel. Dont want to sterotype but men still have a problem opening up. You are very good role models. Keep up the good work. 👍🕯🇬🇧 x
@dylanappenfeldt2442
4 жыл бұрын
YEP, congratulations Terry
@sergedenovo2389
4 ай бұрын
Why are they constantly describing what everyone of us already know. Their advice is: ‘go see a doctor’
@dylanappenfeldt2442
4 жыл бұрын
It's just a camera dude, your phone works. Think much?
@dylanappenfeldt2442
4 жыл бұрын
Did you even have friends? Probably Not
@sawsickness
5 жыл бұрын
Weekends kill me. Theres not much to do around here.
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
When the sun comes up, WHAT am I going to do, when the sun goes down WHAT am I going to do, lol. Lord have mercy. I hated 10 seconds sober!!
@andrewdornan587
4 жыл бұрын
I can't eat I wake up and I shake until I have a drink I have a strong urge to just drink all the time, even though I dont want to... what do I do dude
@psalm91.777
4 жыл бұрын
Hi have you watched fit recovery he has some ideas God be with you it least you can admit something is wrong and need help that's hope right there.my husband won't admit it but I think I will lose him if he doesn't stop.
@katherinechase3674
3 жыл бұрын
I would get some medical help right away! That's what healthcare is for, any doctor in the profession for the right reason will be glad to help!
@soberholic
5 жыл бұрын
Hey Marcus, love your channel, it helped me alot at the beginning. Would love to work with you sometime, hit me up if you’re interested. thanks bud
@grace4976
3 жыл бұрын
I appreciate your name! 😄
@soberholic
3 жыл бұрын
@@grace4976 Thank you, I’ve found becoming addicted to being sober alot more fun than being addicted to alcohol lol
@grace4976
3 жыл бұрын
@@soberholic Amen!
@dylanappenfeldt2442
4 жыл бұрын
Terry is simply a fool not to leave. My God
@katherinechase3674
3 жыл бұрын
You mean AA? I have not heard of any criticisms he has had of it?
@lastdays6344
2 жыл бұрын
Day 1 again
@bvdatech1
4 жыл бұрын
It really does suck
@dylanappenfeldt2442
4 жыл бұрын
Later
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
Marcus, what do you do for a living, if I may ask?
@bazzahggh1477
4 жыл бұрын
Help
@christinemurphy4367
3 жыл бұрын
I'm going to go drink (or whatever) just because someone thinks I am anyway is so damn ignorant in my opinion. It's like saying I think I will smash my own head in a door just because the door was going to close anyways, lol So stupid.
@barbarahennessy4942
5 жыл бұрын
Great info but your videos are to long, trying to get sober and newly sober attention spans are short
@katherinechase3674
3 жыл бұрын
Break them up-
@blakeallsup4345
5 жыл бұрын
Because you want to Marcus talks to f****** much and pisses me off
@dylanappenfeldt2442
4 жыл бұрын
Dude I just unlinked this and unsubscribed because you look like a second away from the liquor store
@invertedreality4473
5 жыл бұрын
Drinking rocks!
@TalkSober
5 жыл бұрын
it did rock for a time... then it stopped rocking and I was the one rocking myself to sleep everynight wallowing in a self made pitty mess my life had become. not worth it for an alcoholic.
@caesar349
4 жыл бұрын
Talk Sober well said.
@psalm91.777
4 жыл бұрын
@@TalkSober that's my husband s life right now but he won't admit it
@katherinechase3674
3 жыл бұрын
Keep kidding yourself as you descend into that black hole...illusions at best-
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