TW: mentions of $u1c1de, g0re, 4bu$e, gh0$t$, and neg1ect Note: I don’t own any of these audios credit goes to the original creators! 0:00 - 3:00 Washing Machine Heart - Mitski 3:01 - 8:29 Ashite Ashite Ashite - Kikou 8:30 - 12:06 Community Gardens - The Scary Jokes 12:07 - 14:30 Cotiles - ENA 14:31 - 19:44 Eighth Wonder - Lemon Demon 19:45 - 23:00 I Can’t Decide - Scissor Sisters 23:01 - 25:10 I Deserve to Bleed - Sushi Soucy 25:11 - 28:56 Rolling Girl - Wowoka 28:57 - 33:38 You’re a Useless Child - Kikou 33:39 - 38:59 Ghosting - Mother Mother 39:00 - 41:22 Jealous - Eyedress 41:23 - 46:06 Fool - Cavetown 46:07 - 50:44 My Ordinary Life - The Living Tombstone Thanks for watching
@idilcbn
2 жыл бұрын
wait i know every of them-
@activesocialmenace
Жыл бұрын
Why are we censoring suicide, gore, abuse, ghosts and neglect now?
@Ashley-bc6mq
Жыл бұрын
@@activesocialmenace I think it's because people can get triggered by it sometimes
@Cordelia_Cooke
Жыл бұрын
@@Ashley-bc6mq Bros triggered by Casper.
@Ashley-bc6mq
Жыл бұрын
@@Cordelia_Cooke none of those topics trigger me but it can trigger others
@ghostlyethos
2 жыл бұрын
"I'm the worst person ever. Every part of me disgusts me. The only thing that disgusts me more is you."
@peppermint5117
2 жыл бұрын
ahah i feel this
@emodenki4982
2 жыл бұрын
@@peppermint5117 same
@coffee8383
2 жыл бұрын
DANG- that's not even sad anymore that's just offensive.💀
@haddiemonteiro1057
2 жыл бұрын
"i said in the mirror"
@jajan8400
2 жыл бұрын
@@haddiemonteiro1057 rt
@rayma5294
2 жыл бұрын
It’s quite hard to think so highly of yourself but at the same time hate everything about you, so thank you for making this playlist
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
No problem hun
@Br34dL04f
2 жыл бұрын
I know. Its hard.
@ChirpCollective
2 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@greerdavis4757
2 жыл бұрын
Ugh right no one gets it
@thee-hee8257
2 жыл бұрын
It ain't hard for me, it just feels bad man
@TheFishbowlSyztem
2 жыл бұрын
One reason I hate myself is because I change personality really fast. On a regular day-to-day basis I will often feel below others, as though I'm a worthless accesory to society. However, when I'm praised or insulted (depending on the person or situation), I immediately feel above everyone else and as though I'm an azmingly talented genius who could take on the world. I have really bad problems with identifying if I or someone else is at fault, but if my friend and someone else are having an argument I can easily decide who (based off my morals) is in the right or wrong. Its like I have three perspectives at all times. Perspective one is constantly: "You stuffed up. This is your fault. This is why you're so miserable, you deserve this." Perspective two is: "Both/Neither of you are at (some) fault. Let's look at the full picture." Perspective three is: "It's their fault. You did nothing wrong. You deserve utmost respect. You can't always be wrong." and it's soooo confusing and annoying which makes decision making extremely difficult for me.
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
It’s ok I feel like this a lot too. It’s so hard for me to not feel like the people around me are so much better than I am at everything, but the second I do something they can’t or make a better grade, etc. I feel like I’m far superior to all of them and that I’ve always been better than them no matter what people say and it definitely annoying so feel you on this one. And if they do something that even makes the slightest bit upset, I have to let them know but they I’ll probably not talk to them for a while or break one of their pencils or pens and I hate it so much.
@RandomPerson-ks3ql
2 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way!
@mikaela9799
2 жыл бұрын
I'm kinda of similiar :D it's painful. I think I just have a very VERY low self esteem.
@Ultra_Hyper_
2 жыл бұрын
Man..I easily find people exactly like me on the internet rather than in real life Like whenever ⟟ tried to explain,people say I’m weird or say that it’s just me,no one else feel that Or just quiet Making me feel anxious in some way
@RCCCR0
2 жыл бұрын
Same I also have a hard time knowing whether or not my feelings are genuine
@gaby5524
2 жыл бұрын
i hate everything about myself but i also feel like im super beautiful but ugly at the same time when im in public i dont understand
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
Me too hun, me too
@um4883
2 жыл бұрын
While having bdd, i can relate.
@the_sky_is_blue_and_so_am_I
2 жыл бұрын
I sometimes feel too feminine and too masculine at the same time so i kinda understand
@negativelyinfinity
2 жыл бұрын
@@the_sky_is_blue_and_so_am_I Same idk why or what it means
@the_sky_is_blue_and_so_am_I
2 жыл бұрын
@@negativelyinfinity I accepted my duality a bit more but it still happens so IDK
@ruladon2289
2 жыл бұрын
Being so overly arrogant to make yourself feel higher, while hating everything about yourself. People hate you and you hate yourself, loose loose situation.
@raeicedtea5566
2 жыл бұрын
"I feel like im the worst,so i always act like im the best"
@zototheo2580
2 жыл бұрын
exactly
@yousmell3083
2 жыл бұрын
omg, same!
@negativelyinfinity
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah I relate to that line too
@honeydew1917
2 жыл бұрын
“I hate myself” “I love myself” “I’m useless” “No one is better than me” “Why am I like this” “I’m amazing” “I’m the worst person in the world” “I’ve never met another person that’s better than me at this moment” “I hate my body” “I’m gorgeous” “I want to die”
@yousmell3083
2 жыл бұрын
I can relate
@grey2754
2 жыл бұрын
imma be honest i don’t even understand how sometimes i feel like the worse person on earth and that everyone is better than me and then i can feel like i’m so much better than everyone else and that i’m the best
@applebits8324
2 жыл бұрын
Maybe it's about being really bad at something, but really good at something else? Social skills X intelligence, for example
@bun9138
2 жыл бұрын
Having a fake mask of confidence around others, presenting as tough at school. not even being able to love what I see in the mirror. I don't recognize myself in photos, I don't see me in the mirror. Who is that girl? That can't be me. I will never forgive myself for everything horrible I did as a kid to myself, to others, to animals I loved. I hate myself and I don't want to die but I don't want to live. In the end I was there for them, to comfort them as they went but not when they needed it. I wish my mind was a detective board.
@bun9138
2 жыл бұрын
I hate myself and I know I deserve to for everything horrible I've done. I could never forgive myself for hurting something that only wanted to love me.
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
Hey I’m sorry about you feel that way! If you need to talk you can leave a reply here (I would say send a message but KZitem doesn’t have that anymore lol) you could always reach out to a hotline or professional if that helps too (of course if you can) I’d be happy to talk about your experiences with you if you’re comfortable and I hope this helps at least a little bit
@potatolilly4529
2 жыл бұрын
me.
@kategiecasseus9958
2 жыл бұрын
And I took that personally
@chumon1992
2 жыл бұрын
I feel the same. I try so hard to be perfect for others I think..to cope with my feelings of guilt on myself and for what I've done in the past. But at the same time I feel conflicted and say I dont care or that I dont need them and I'm better than that but. It's all a lie. I'm not better. I do care. And I'm just lost in a swirl of confusion.
@shely_D7vil
2 жыл бұрын
_"Most personality disorders that involve some sort of superiority complex, such as narcissim, actually come from a deep feeling of inferiority and powerlessness which the patient usually drags from a troubled childhood. In my years of experience I have come to learn that it usually just waters down to upbringing._ _It usually starts with a young child who has been exposed to a traumatic situation in which their caretakers severly and regularly misstreated them. And that's when the disorder starts to form. Not in all cases, but sometimes the child will semi-unconsciously start to slowly develope a sense of superiority that allows them to blame all of their pain and suffering on other people, simultaneosuly making themselves feel powerful and in control. This gives the child the comfort that they crave. We might think its counterproductive or damaging, but you have to admit it, in those first years of life, its actually a pretty effective way to pyschologically escape from the subject that might be traumatizing the child, and all the troubling feelings involved._ _Unfortunately though, this thing I like to call "The veil of grandiosity", can become so important for the patient's mental health that they end up stuck with it. They grow up, and that's how they see the world. Nontheless, a veil is still a veil, and mantaining it on its not an easy task at all. The patient usually feels easily threateaned, because deep inside they fear their feelings of superiority are incorrect. Taking the veil off for them is not only an extremely hard task for a therapist, who has to meticulously study the inner workings of the patient's reasoning, its also extremely painful for the patient. In my job as a therapist, is narcissistic patients breaking down the ones that have left a bigger scar for me. You have to keep in mind, this person has probably been carrying on their shoulders some very, very intense trauma that they never even got to reconciliate with, because their way of copying with it just didn't allow them to, and its truly an appalling experience. You just can't help but to feel bad. Imagine having been fighting to mantain this self-agrandizing image of yourself for as long as you have lived, putting everything and everyone else behind if necessary, just to avoid the very real pain that you undeservingly suffered in your first years of life. Its honestly amazing how much pain some humans can cope with without leting a single drop of it out."_ -Quoted from a psychologist that I used to follow on youtube, that reaaally stuck with me for some reason. I noted this down, but its probably a bit different from what he said. This is just the main points he talked about in one of the podcasts where he talks about the patients he has treated and the topics he has studied the most. Thought it might be cool to let you know this info ig? Because in conclusion, it basically confirms that the so called "superiority complex" and "inferiority complex" actually tend to come hand in hand, and its normal to experience both together, since feelings of grandiosity are usually a response to a broken ego. Ah yes also his name is Dr. Kirk Honda if I dont remember wrong
@chumon1992
2 жыл бұрын
I crave attention because I didnt get much as a kid. I got superficial attention. But on the every day regular, I was alone a lot. Had to be my own friend. I get lost on my own head and thoughts a lot.
@tetofu2992
2 жыл бұрын
Explaining what they are
@lou-annoger3549
2 жыл бұрын
Thank u so much!!
@averagepotato1412
2 жыл бұрын
Okay but why do I have traits of both
@tetofu2992
2 жыл бұрын
@@lou-annoger3549 No problem!
@tetofu2992
2 жыл бұрын
@@averagepotato1412 you can have both though! As said in Adler's theory of individual psychology, a superiority complex and an inferiority complex are tied together. He held that a person who acted superior to others and held others as less worthy was actually hiding a feeling of inferiority!
@whatever-zy8pv
2 жыл бұрын
Wow so I seem to feel both but ay separate times that's quite interesting
@liverenjoyer
2 жыл бұрын
yes I hate myself while ideolizing myself we exist
@IceTea-
2 жыл бұрын
I normally have an inferiority complex but as soon as someone complements me or I do something right I feel above everyone else- 💀
@LVL1FVN
2 жыл бұрын
same
@cariendewildt6614
2 жыл бұрын
This... this is just so perfect and that fact kinda makes me sad
@ragealien00
2 жыл бұрын
When u relate to this playlist way too much: 👁👄👁💧
@greydub1414
2 жыл бұрын
basically having a big ego and bad self esteem
@penguingobrr41
2 жыл бұрын
Oh wow !! Could y'all be my people? When something happens that doesn't go with how I currently see myself I tend to quickly change sides. If I think I'm worthless but then succed at something I suddenly think I'm great and vice versa. Lately I got actually sick for several days after crying. Sometimes I feel like hating talented people and assuming everyone who says they did something since they were a child only likes doing this bc their rich parents took them to learn when they were little. Sometimes I think this makes me the better one since I actually like my hobbies because I find them fun, "unlike them", who only continue to do it bc being already perfect at it since they were young makes it super easy and why would you just stop? Sometimes it makes me feel like I will never learn anything new since to be good at it you need to learn since you're a toddler and now it's too late. I'm just talentless and no matter how much I love something I will still be worse at it than people who hate it.
@aves7418
2 жыл бұрын
while hearing these songs it honestly reminds me of oikawa and me. no matter how much you try you can never be better than them. something lacks or many things lack in me and i dont understand what. i want to change myself but im afraid of changes. i want to feel loved but will anyone love me when they see this pathetic side of me?
@chumon1992
2 жыл бұрын
When I feel like this I like to listen to the Smiths' how soon is now. Particularly: "I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does."
@somesortofrat4613
2 жыл бұрын
idk why but i always get so happy when i see the scary jokes in a yt playlist (i love this btw. great job, you have awesome taste!)
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! I try my best lol
@Jojo-zq9xp
2 жыл бұрын
Every time after I did something I am embarrest about, I just hope anyone could see the thoughts I'm thinking. So maybe they could understand. But I don't even understand my self. It's hard. I hate myself. I hate what I do. I hate everything. But still I feel superior.
@Jojo-zq9xp
2 жыл бұрын
Great playlist tho
@peppermint5117
2 жыл бұрын
same
@akysky9791
2 жыл бұрын
I honestly love this play list more than i should because i know all of the songs-
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
BSBSBDBSBDSBDBBSBS
@greerdavis4757
2 жыл бұрын
It’s srsly so annoying feeling like I’m superior to everyone around me and I’m just somehow “special” or like meant to be something more than average yet at the same time I hate myself and feel like I’m the worst person out of everyone around me, that I deserve all the pain I go through and that I am just broken and can never be repaired. And then the constantly comparing urself to others to the point of triggering mental breakdowns or anxiety attacks and then an hour later ur like oh but I’m actually so much better than them idk why they have more success then me it’s weird… ugh it’s like my brain is constantly just screaming at itself
@alisonargayosa7729
2 жыл бұрын
It's so confusing when you're spiraling down into self hatred but at the same time, think that everyone else is worse than you somehow. I don't intentionally judge people, but I've been compared to a lot as a kid. Other parents would be the one to point at me and then tell their child, "Look at her, you should be like her" and then that would just give me an ego boost, so until now I compare myself to everyone and focus on their traits that are worse than mine to feel better about myself. I somehow developed a weird thought when I was younger (what if everyone else are just NPCs and I'm the only real person?) which could've turned into a god-complex had my cousin not talked to me about it. That was the moment I learned that human beings had real feelings, that they felt just like I did. Then I grew up and realized I wasn't special, so I began thinking the complete opposite of what I thought as a kid. Everyone else is better than me. But sometimes, I'd get good moments and I'd feel like I'm better than everyone again, then I hate myself for it because _how dare I have the audacity to think that_ when in fact, I'm worthless garbage.
@box-ed6qm
4 ай бұрын
hot
@genophobic
2 жыл бұрын
my inferiority/superiority complexes are so bad i cant maintain friendships with anyone. im terrified that those thoughts that i am the worst are true, so to try and prove to myself that theyre not, i push everyone around me down so that i can be on top. its miserable. i cant stop treating my friends like tools & competition
@Shark-fromspace
2 жыл бұрын
I’ve never felt so confused i feel so powerful yet weak at the same time ahhhh
@revolutionarygoose4665
2 жыл бұрын
I'm sad in a sexy way
@astrobear4205
2 жыл бұрын
this is it. the only playlist.
@that_sarcastic_bxtch7609
2 жыл бұрын
SAKI?!
@jupiterxx4844
2 жыл бұрын
Your pfp 😭😭😭
@ooolyyy
2 жыл бұрын
IKR
@CL0WNP4RTY
2 жыл бұрын
Tbh, nice choice on Cotiles for this playlist. ENA is basically the essence of inferiority and superiority all in one
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
Ikr I remembered that song and it basically screamed “I’m better than you but also not” so naturally I had to put it
@italoo2786
2 жыл бұрын
Well, the "I feel like I'm the worst so I always act like I'm the best" really fits here.
@juniper2748
2 жыл бұрын
This is so good, why does it not have more views,,, I relate so much *sobs*
@user-xj5mz5xu2k
2 жыл бұрын
It makes sense that others experience this too--I'm not unique in any way--but I've never even considered that someone else might be able to relate to having these conflicting feelings. My ego and self-worth growing up were entirely centered around intelligence. I was always the smartest kid in the room and I started to feel like everyone was below me. Even though that ego was shattered when I was exposed to the greater world, I do still sort of struggle with those thoughts. I don't mean to brag, I really don't, but I'm technically a genius by definition (I meet the criteria in terms of IQ and my schools strangely tested me and only me for some unknown reason) and even though I try to make a conscious effort to be modest, that lingering feeling of superiority creeps in sometimes. Especially when I'm angry or frustrated. I really wish it didn't because it makes me feel awful when I realize I'm thinking like an arrogant piece of shit. I don't even think IQ means much. I mean, I'm a massive loser and have accomplished absolutely nothing with my life despite having a pretty high IQ. Feels like I let down all those people who said I was special and expected me to accomplish great things. On top of that, I have an intense self-loathing because of my mental health issues (severe depression, PTSD, agoraphobia) and I feel like I'm the biggest piece of shit on this planet. Shit sucks.
@thebluerose6619
2 жыл бұрын
I understand how you feel. I'm pretty much the same. I was a pretty sheltered kid. Always one of the smart kids and pretty athletic but then the real world set in. I knew I was no longer on top no longer special. I would think arrogant things criticizing people for no real reason saying that I was better or I could do better. I would feel disgusted with my self after and would feel sorry for all that I had said and/or thought. Its hard to get thorugh and can really mess with your self image. Just try to look at people and think about whats nice about them even if you think its lies . Try not to think about the mean stuff and eventually you will eventually start seeing that in them. Over time it will get easier and easier till its second nature. Thinking good about others will help having a better mood and make you over all happier.
@l0sts0ul72
2 жыл бұрын
I relate to this so much. This is basically me right now, so all I can offer is a virtual hug and the advice of: Try and see the good in people. It's helped me to talk to people more, as well as think of everyone, including myself, as equals (or at least more than I used to)
@dreamylin5122
2 жыл бұрын
I relate to this a lot. But sometimes I think to myself: whats wrong with bragging about my smarts when everyone brags about other things (like looks, athletic skills, etc). Like smarts is the only thing I have so let me brag? Why is it that when I even mention my grades without any other comment I am arrogant, but when others talk about their looks they are a "queen" and they can "slay"? Why can they make me feel inferior but when they ask what grade I got and I just state I got an A they reply "pff shouldn't have asked". Like gurl you want me to fail? Haha I am just ranting but holy, sometimes I just think we should call smart people "queen/king" and not base that on confidence and looks alone. Ahh I feel stupid for everything I said
@bleachedpenguin
2 жыл бұрын
I can relate but I’m not even smart or anything by myself I just got everything from my mother
@rafaelazevedo8247
2 жыл бұрын
it's so controversial and yet.. so fitting
@RandomPerson-ks3ql
2 жыл бұрын
I feel like i have these but not to the extreme extent. The reason i think so little of myself is because i got bullied for 7/8-10 years straight and they lived around the corner from me too so the bullying was brought to my street too. After that i now feel as if im worthless and everyone's life is worth more than mine and that nobody shoulf care about me if i die. My self esteem is easily broken too. But this is where the other part comes in. On other days i feel as if I'm the best in the world and better than everyone else and any compliment makes mr think even better of myself (but if you insult me ill get annoyed or ill go back to my no self esteem self. At them times i also believe that if I or someone else had to die it'd have to be them Also i struggle to feel bad for other people (for example, my aunt died when i was around 9 and i loved her but i couldn't cry or be upset about it meanwhile everyone else was. And when i was around 10/11 my mums brother died and she was so upset but yet again i felt nothing) but as soon as somehing happens to me i expect them to care about what happened to me. The way my personality is is so contradicting and i hate it
@Deactivatedsorry
2 жыл бұрын
You’ve just described me too. Honestly there isn’t anything you can do about it tho :/ It really is a fake it till you make it situation.
@StrawberryMika
2 жыл бұрын
EHJAJSA I relate to everyone in the comments a little to much especially with the thing about deceased family members god I hate my brain so much it’s so judge mental all the time and I wish it would stop :(
@c0mface2.08
2 жыл бұрын
This is literally the definition of how I feel everyday. I feel so confident but so mad at myself for it. I feel like my love for myself is just me being delusional. But I continue to play along as if everything is alright. Most of the time I’m actually happy and relaxed but then it just comes into my head asking ‘why are you faking it?’ ‘Why are you so happy and energetic all the time?’ ‘You’re always so tired.’ And then I feel like the worst person in the world. It’s like two different personalities in my head. Positive and negative. Calm and anger. Excited and fear. I don’t know if it’s normal to feel this way but it’s how it goes for me everyday. But this playlist helps me cope a little. Thank you.
@c0mface2.08
2 жыл бұрын
When people see me at my lowest they would tell me to stop the act and love myself but when I do they say I’m full of myself. I don’t understand why they do that. I have mixed feelings about myself and other people all the time. People call me an Angel and then the next thing you know, they call me a sociopath. When I heard the word sociopath as an example of me, I had a full on explosion. I didn’t want to hurt anyone but I did want to at the same time? It’s like split personalities in my head it’s weird.
@arturocruz5263
2 жыл бұрын
X: What kind of music do you like? Me: 12:07 YES
@unknownentity4864
2 жыл бұрын
I have both complexes. This playlist was made for me. Thank You.
@user-hk7en6gs1m
2 жыл бұрын
_"i feel like I'm the worst so I always act like I'm the best"_
@l0sts0ul72
2 жыл бұрын
I'm a smart kid who's good at a lot of things. I know it and I don't hide that fact. But I also constantly feel like I could never compare to those around me. I have no idea where I stand-
@tf_nxy9574
2 жыл бұрын
Honestly i feel like my brain is splitting most of the time because i feel like i above everyone and everything and that people don't deserve to be around me unless it's to praise me but like i also feel like i'm the most worthless piece of shit that has ever walk this earth and that i just dirt that people should walk all over because I'm so useless and that i don't deserve to be around people so i constantly switch between being, a border line narcist and feeling like human scum
@th-wi4kd
2 жыл бұрын
As someone who think's I'm worthless but thinks everyone else is even worse then worthless, I agree with the music chosen here.
@hikk1pilled
2 жыл бұрын
Does anyone else get overwhelmed by 12:44? Just me? Okay.
@ruladon2289
2 жыл бұрын
I get what you mean, quite a lot is happening at once and its hard to proccess. I feel the same
@camille4519
2 жыл бұрын
im gonna be honest i feel guilty for feeling confidence i've done something bad and i chose to forget it. how selfish of me. i've hurt so many people in the past and try to cover it up with being tough. i will never forgive myself
@monoyoukai
2 жыл бұрын
These playlists are more and more accurate, it's scary
@witchezy
2 жыл бұрын
me: I hate myself (sometimes i love it..yea its confusing) but i also feel i'm better than everyone else
@mischievous_loaf.of_bread
2 ай бұрын
sucks to sometimes feel superior to everyone around you in every way. feeling prettier and smarter than everybody else, and then suddenly you start to feel ugly and worthless again. it's so confusing to not know how you feel about yourself you start losing track of who you are, until you look at the mirror and can't recognize yourself.
@deviouscrackers9464
2 жыл бұрын
It sucks I can go from 100 - 0 and back again when I mess up at any point of time
@MelodyWasTaken
Жыл бұрын
This combination of opinions about identity is basically Borderline Personality Disorder in a nutshell. Speaking from my personal experience, I always have both a superiority and inferiority complex, and which one is externalized depends on how I feel at the current moment, and as anyone who knows about BPD is aware of, my mood and emotions can flip like a light switch and go to 0 to 1000. I can have a superiority complex and then say one wrong thing, and then I fall into an inferiority complex for at least a few hours.
@inkspencil
2 жыл бұрын
This is way too underrated, keep up the good work!
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
Aww thank you! 😭
@ashleyhoward3333
2 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@possiblyavian-3820
2 жыл бұрын
I don’t have these complexes but they come close enough to what I feel like, thank you :> it’s hard to express how I feel but this playlist kinda summarized it up-
@willowandchristinewymancha3020
2 жыл бұрын
Kikou makes music that I can relate to so much 🙏🏼 especially useless child
@anobody2755
2 жыл бұрын
Omg- tbh I have always known I had a inferiority complex but there were times I felt as if I was on top of the world and belittled humanity as a whole. I didn’t realize I had a superiority complex to- you have completely opened my eyes thank you-
@zabrieeeel
2 жыл бұрын
I have both a superiority and inferiority complex because I have high grades, I am doing good in school. But that's all, I can do anything but not everything. I'm not the best at everything which is totally fine. But there's just something that makes it bad.
@oaterberg
2 жыл бұрын
this is- just yes- i love this
@onoenion1480
2 жыл бұрын
Tbh as a child I'm that one person you got compared to 😀 I got straight A's, The teacher's pet, popular as fxck, cute as fxck and the model student. That all went downhill tho- I got mad when someone got the same place as me (1st) and felt really angry. I hate it when people boast to me about their achievements but when I did the same I would get mad (and maybe even beat the shit outta them) if they don't listen. Every year I didn't get as much trophy as when I was a child so I just stop bothering to even study. When I got compared to or yelled at, I would unconciously think "STOP. I'M THE VICTIM HERE SHUT UP." when someone is being too emotional or trying to vent to me, I would unconciously think "ew. Stop. It's not even my problem." I sometimes spewed some nonsense I don't even mean and make them cry. It's like in between "I should apologize. It's my fault" and "what the. There's no way in hell I'm going to say such a cringy word like 'I'm sorry'" So yes. I'm a piece of shxt
@greenboy1219
2 жыл бұрын
Your like that one character in that anime , i hate that character but i love the anime
@onoenion1480
2 жыл бұрын
@@greenboy1219 o who and where does that character from? Sounds interesting
@grillbyicon8853
2 жыл бұрын
Bakugou just say this playlist is for Bakugou.
@applebaby1968
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah the poor boy is so misunderstood. There is nothing making it ok that he bullied izuku, but he just wanted to understood and make his mum proud. But never could, I'm so glad that he is friends with the bakusquad and he starts becoming better friends with deku in the newer chapters
@catsock
2 жыл бұрын
i have never had a single unique experience ever, anyways this noise makes me so [cries and thrashes and sobs and rolls of the floor and retches and vomits and sobs some more and claws at my skin and hugs myself better] :]
@felxpog7750
2 жыл бұрын
I spent way too much time feeling inferior, it's time that I atleast try to elevate my ego. I think it's only fair
@izumi2254
2 жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m better then anyone and that I do everything better but at the same time I’m worse then everyone and I can’t do anything right without hating myself for it.
@SilliestGuyofInfo
2 жыл бұрын
It's funny how fast my personality changes based specifically off of what I'm interested in at the time
@kaos3125
2 жыл бұрын
Primero, inicie la búsqueda de diferenciarme a los demás, ver cosas en mi que no esten en otros, No funcionó. inicié la búsqueda de mi mismo, de quien era realmente, daba igual si era casi un clon de la mayoría de gente, solo quería verme a mi mismo y decir "si, ese soy yo", con mis cosas buenas y malas. Ahora se quien soy, pero me di cuenta de que soy muy aburrido y no puedo cambiarlo, si lo hiciera, estaría fingiendo. Cualquiera es mas interesante que yo, cualquiera tiene su historia, sus amigos, su vida... Yo tengo algunas cosas, pero soy tan gris, tan vacío, tan aburrido. Interpreto a otros, me divierto haciéndolo, veo y siento que son mejores, puedes amarlos por sus cosas malas y por sus cosas buenas, pero conmigo, ¿Como alguien apreciaría alguien común, uno mas, un don nadie, alguien que no tiene nada bueno ni malo? ¿Como alguien valoraría una pintura en blanco echa por nadie? Estoy en una búsqueda por valorar me a mí mismo y sigo en esa búsqueda.
@sydneywest9398
2 жыл бұрын
This is the only thing I find that can truly describe me and how I feel below everyone but also higher. The higher I feel at some points is amazing, but I always seem to fall when I’m around them.
@plaguedocjay
2 жыл бұрын
Sums up my mind with OCD. Anyone else
@GoodElissabat
2 жыл бұрын
Cool, now can we appreciate how KZitem lets us write a whole essay in the comments section?
@zab645
2 жыл бұрын
I hate myself. I did horrible things to my parents, animals. I don’t really have anyone to talk to cz I am embarrassed and most of my friend are much younger than me so when I talk to them and wanted to ask for advice they can’t help at all. It’s worse by the fact that I wanted to be kpop Idol. I imagined what if, what I did in the past leaked on the news. I feel like the worst person on earth. Sometimes I feel like my mistakes is worse than killing people. I always love to dance and sing. Many ppl praise me. Whenever I sing and dance, I imagined that ppl are watching me in my thoughts. But nowadays, most of the time I don’t really do it anymore I just don’t feel like it. Like who would want to support/ be my fans after all I did. Pls anyone help me. It rlly affects my life. I feel so unworthy. I mean like if I happen to be an Idol would people like me?
@zab645
2 жыл бұрын
Also whenever I come back from school, I always go into my room and cry silently. I will always want to hurt myself remembering what I did to others around me. I feel extremely uneasy, anxious, nervous (so that you guys understand). I isolate myself from going to places like family reunion, christmas or anything like that cz some of my relatives know abt the horrible thing I did. I feel very embarrassed. I’ll always try to find reason not to go to the special occasions. Even now I am planning what reason should I tell for Christmas. Should I really get sick till I have to stay in hospital cz some of my aunts know that I’m most of the time lying so to make it real..
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
Hey I’m sorry for your situation, but I’m not sure if asking a comment section is really the best way of seeking help. If you haven’t already maybe try a hotline or reach out to professional? I have done some not so great things myself and blame myself for everything that had happened to my family because of the things I have done so I some what understand, but I think the best thing you can do is seek professional help (if you can) and maybe try and slowly open back up to seeing your family little by little. Start by hanging around the other rooms in the house more and work your way up. This is the best advice I can give you, so I hope this helps even if it’s just a little bit
@zab645
2 жыл бұрын
@@Moo-Moo13 Thank you so much, you don’t know how much this means to me. I will try but right now this is what I can do the most to stay anonymous. Thanks again for the advice😊
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
@@zab645 hey no problem glad to see I can help even just a little bit
@popodumman6816
2 жыл бұрын
Heya! It's me, a random internet person, offering some random internet advice! I just want to say that it's really cool that you left this comment here. While it might be a little too heavy for 'casual discussion', I believe that, by posting this comment, you're saying to the world that you haven't yet given up. You're still asking for help, still willing to fight your battles, you're STILL HERE. And that's amazing. Now you're ready for the next step - getting help from people more qualified than me, a lowly random internet person. But don't fret! I choose to believe that you're strong enough for it. And with the power of a random internet person on your side, there's no way you can fail! YOU'RE STILL HERE. Remember that. And in the meantime, I'll smile at every stranger I see, hoping that one will find its way to you. Stay awesome, fellow random internet person.
@Felvanio
2 жыл бұрын
POV: You're amazing, but everyone's more amazing than you
@odditycat2716
2 жыл бұрын
Dawg I kin Mitsuba Sousuke, Iruma Miu, and Komaeda Nagito. Which, apart from showing that I am incredibly annoying, pretty much means that the title of this playlist was directed towards me as a personal attack. Edit: I already listen to 12 of these songs, good playlist :)
@thefreakasaurus
2 жыл бұрын
pov: the title of this playlist perfectly describes the majority of my family
@emmaleia173
2 жыл бұрын
in every social situation I always end up making some sort of hierarchy where I'm above most people but below others. I'm not good enough to talk to those people but I'm too good to talk to the other people. it ends up making me isolated by my own mind :v additionally, I think I deserve some amount of recognition and get envious of people who do end up getting more recognition than me but I always immediately think, "well that's why I don't get recognition, because I always am looking for it and am outwardly seeking it." idk if either these mindsets are correct or if neither of them are. I'm trying to fix it by myself but it's pretty hard.
@carnidaess
2 жыл бұрын
haha i already know all these songs you silly goose
@ur.left.buttcheek
2 жыл бұрын
I dont have a superiority complex, but this playlist is amazing!
@user-sc6ut1zp3v
2 жыл бұрын
your so underrated.. ILL IMMEDIATLY SUB
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
Aw thank you! ❤️
@odditycat2716
2 жыл бұрын
Where's the "my parents always praised me way too much which led to me feeling/acting obnoxiously superior to everyone else which upon realizing how shitty i am some time around middle school completely collapsed into a horrible inferiority complex and now i can't receive any praise without feeling i'm lying or being lied to or both and it doesn't help that my family still gives me too much praise" gang at?
@yousmell3083
2 жыл бұрын
right here bro!!😃😃😃😃😃😃
@KweenOfKonfusion
2 жыл бұрын
why'd you have to call me out like that fam? I'm feeling so attacked rn /j jk jk but really, you just described my entire life in a nutshell 😀🥲🙃
@applebaby1968
2 жыл бұрын
I have BPD which is kinda rare (well to the extent of my research says) but it really sucks cause my emotions turn into personalities and they switch really fast and I can't really control it. I hurt alot of people and I don't want to, but I'm not in control. My personalities go from angry to happy to sad to angry really fast
@KIMS_kiM
2 жыл бұрын
POV: you have an inferiority complex but cover it with a superiority one only for it to become real
@majamay78
2 жыл бұрын
Omg this just got recommended to me and like 2 hours ago my guidence Councillor confirmed I have a inferiority and superiority complex which I was really confused about how that is possible but they explained it to me and how I have them and yeah, so this is perfect timing lmao
@notfriendly4377
2 жыл бұрын
this just my playlist tho XD thanks for putting them in one video
@emocloset
2 жыл бұрын
thats... me, thank you for making this playlist.
@laylette4017
2 жыл бұрын
The title was killer enough, and then I heard Mitski. It was over from there
@photofreak9190
2 жыл бұрын
I never did anything bad but I'll never forgive myself
@odditycat2716
2 жыл бұрын
THE GODDAMN *_M O O D ._*
@floweyflies8400
2 жыл бұрын
This playlist makes me feel safe yet put out there, I feel understood with the fact that I will never be better than people who were better than me from the start but yet In so many ways im better but The only things about me that people notice or point out are the bad things, no matter how hard I try at school, with people and with making friends someone always makes it seem like its useless and theyve done it for years. I feel safe looking at these comments because I feel like a lot of people struggle or are struggling with feeling like they arent good enough to be considered or remembered by some.
@mx.smiley6382
2 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU FUCKING HELL I NEEDED THIS
@maxmaniac5548
2 жыл бұрын
My new favorite playlist... 💗✨
@haiiooo3858
2 жыл бұрын
Underrated asf hot damn
@tayva4977
2 жыл бұрын
This is perfect for the story I’m writing, also relate a lot
@ooolyyy
2 жыл бұрын
literally perfect choice for music
@daedoon320
2 жыл бұрын
i relate to dis alot thank u mwah
@coco_puffyz1919
2 жыл бұрын
You know when you try to make yourself superior to others or act that your above them in order to hide the fact your extremely insecure and hating yourself and sometimes you make fun of other people's insecurities to hide that fact
@grac3lina
2 жыл бұрын
love ittttt
@beanpie9616
2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes i go after people that don't even know me, but I know everything about them and scare them away with it.. just yesterday I went to military practice with my dad and he only yelled at me and punched me in the car. When I had my rifle I shot that target like it was my father. The drill Sargent is going to wonder why I'm so good with violence against others..
@foockedurmom
2 жыл бұрын
Wait I get it now-
@JupiterLivee
2 жыл бұрын
Finally one of these playlists that I can relate to
@t0ast314
2 жыл бұрын
its not that i think I'm better than everyone, i just have to act like it so i don't feel like I'm the worst person alive... and think that i shouldn't live
@zaranwhite6796
2 жыл бұрын
Didn't know I needed this...
@Moo-Moo13
2 жыл бұрын
Omg aaaaa stop you don’t know how nice that made me feel- Thank you 😭
@RenRakowski0806
2 жыл бұрын
"I punish my body cause it's not good enough for me" and "Sypathy and love we can extend to someone else but it's harder when you have to love yourself" I have never related to song lyrics so much before
@Randoo-sh
Ай бұрын
the thing is i don't act as if i was the best even when alone i can feel superior to others like i can shift from "i'm a disgusting and useless being" and "no one can compare to how amazing i am"
@kyokokirigiri7233
2 жыл бұрын
“You’re so good at art!” *im better than anybody else at art. Everybody’s art sucks, I’m the best. I have to be the best* “Look at ____ art!” *someoneisbetterthanmediedieidieimworthlessicantevendoanythingrightisuck*
@elliehub1692
2 жыл бұрын
Don't really have either of these, I just know that one moment I'm queen of the world, literally a goddess. And the next I'm the scum of the earth, absolute garbage. I dont act upon my feelings or manipulate others for my own selfish desires. It's just an attitude I have.
@no-kp2kx
2 жыл бұрын
Idk this Is exactly how i feel. I am not diagnosed and i will never be but everyday i hate myself so much and at the same time think so highly of myself... Its so weird
@golddino7574
2 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or is anyone else just laying there 12am just vibing to these beats
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