This onpened my eyes,no reason to be happy or sad,life is really meanless,life doesnt have the importance as they say
@phantomcyborg5747
15 күн бұрын
FUCK LIFE !!!!!
@Ineedmymorningcoffee
23 күн бұрын
❤
@Julio-j2l
Ай бұрын
Living blind all my life I welcome the darkness to come take me from this illusion
@bascrily
Ай бұрын
Oh
@StarAngel369
Ай бұрын
How the heck am I in hell
@bexiexz
Ай бұрын
always so good
@bexiexz
Ай бұрын
still stunnin
@Parasitosis.
Ай бұрын
29, august, 2024. I have failed half my exams, there is no saving for me, no pity for me, life has become meaningless.
@bascrily
Ай бұрын
How are u😔
@Parasitosis.
Ай бұрын
@@bascrily hi man, i passed my exams fortunately, I am still deeply depressed, hope you are doing good, thanks for caring to respond <3
@ll1vingdollyyy
Ай бұрын
I just wish I was never born, I've been depressed since 14, I'm turning 20 in October and my life is just as shetty, no it does not get better if you're born in a third world country in poverty, I just wish I was never born.
@veryrarechaddoomer32
Ай бұрын
where are you from?
@ll1vingdollyyy
Ай бұрын
@@veryrarechaddoomer32 Tunisia
@veryrarechaddoomer32
Ай бұрын
@@ll1vingdollyyy understandable
@LeeSinJajdaDrakona
2 ай бұрын
Есдинственная скорбь о времени и о друзьях, которых уже не увидишь. Банально, но люди пропадают как и желание жить. Проживание одного и того же дня с неполноценными, которые предлагают успешных успех, подпевал, которые достают последние медные из кармана. Все же хорошо, добивайся чего-то и не ной. Но так никто и не сказал инфантилу, как жить эту жизнь. Секта, группа интересов, коллеги, семья, знакомые в большинстве и есть все то, ради чего мы живем. dsbm сделано как ответвление от black metal, но при этом будто слушаю эмо или же тяжелую готику. Ну, да и ладно с этим. Я опять ничего не понял
@bascrily
Ай бұрын
Да я тоже не понимаю многого🙂
@portofinodoll
2 ай бұрын
I tried to stay
@andrewtsybulko4090
2 ай бұрын
Знаете, жизнь ощущается совсем по другому с такими песнями. В плане, одновременно тебе приятно от такой музыки, и одновременно грустно, на душе печаль. Ты понимаешь, что жизнь не является простой вещью, она сложна и коварна. Тем, кто был ужасным человеком, в будущем достается всё самое лучшее, а добрым, с хорошим сердцем, не остается ничего. У них по факту ничего нет, они пусты внутри
@StarAngel369
Ай бұрын
Truth
@AaronFaust213
2 ай бұрын
This is beautiful
@Ursula_Tinieblas.
2 ай бұрын
I Love this...
@stairwaytomusick
2 ай бұрын
پنسدیدم
@p0r6
2 ай бұрын
This song was already here even before i turned into a pathetic excuse of a human, i was 11 when this song was posted, today was my birthday...
@naku9936
Ай бұрын
Happy birthday to you! Sorry I'm late
@2pac_shakur636
23 күн бұрын
Happy belated birthday!
@Osirisxoffline47
2 ай бұрын
i loive for the suicide warning this music gives me
@brydelantonio9525
3 ай бұрын
she left me and kept telling her not to leave but she's gone now...I loved her so much
@ante4726
14 күн бұрын
same brotha same
@dangalangman7379
4 күн бұрын
I woke up to a normal loving message just for as soon as we got otp she wanted a "break"... I say breaks don't exist if it's till death do us part... she breaks up with me... I try to cope and later she was saying she was sorry and how she missed me... and now I am not knowing if it's even worth trying to keep it together anymore... me or the relationship.
@ante4726
2 күн бұрын
@@dangalangman7379 dont be with her trust me bro you dont need her. Trust me please.
@dangalangman7379
Күн бұрын
@@ante4726 I'm moving on. My manic depressive bi polar disorder will mess with me over it for awhile probably. 😩 but I'll make it. Just hope she can without me... literally just used me to cure her depression and learn to love herself basically. Happens to me all the time 🤣 I have a problem with the choices I make in partners. But do any of these women really, truly want a man so dedicated he would die for them? Or do they just want guys who treat them like dirt and sex objects?? I have watched a lot of videos that kind of say almost all females don't truly know what loving someone is. I mean yeah there's guys out there the same but I feel like bc of all these shitty people it's making us good people become non existent do to self ending or just giving up. Or even worse becoming one of them.
@ante4726
Күн бұрын
@@dangalangman7379 Though though. Bro I wish you all the best and that you find happiness because you deserve it.
@ronacord9056
3 ай бұрын
Yes I'm still alive and am 57. I'll be 58 in August. I can't say life is a lot better but I've learned how to cope with it much better. Thank you for checking on me.
@year2443
2 ай бұрын
the thing is our coping mechanisms, glad you're still here, awesome example for all of us.
@Dare_devil_1994
2 ай бұрын
🖤🖤🖤🖤
@yaphet8574
2 ай бұрын
It's August now. Happy birthday. 🤘🏼
@theyeking7023
Ай бұрын
🖤🖤🖤🖤
@bascrily
Ай бұрын
🤍
@portofinodoll
3 ай бұрын
Can't believe i found this again this song has an impact on my life, my scars are healed now but will never be gone i found this song when i was 14 this song healed ny scars because instead of doing it again i listen to this until i fall asleep i still remember everything how my dad hated this song because i kept repeating it on the bathroom but yea im 19 now and this song always feel the same
@BigStronk1993
22 күн бұрын
I wish for nothing but the best for you
@Goreified
3 ай бұрын
I watched my mom die June 7th It was horrible, she was turning purple and everything as she struggled to take breaths in, her oxygen wasn’t working, my whole life has been fucked. My mom felt like one of the only people I had, I was shunned out many many times before. I grew up with my dad on drugs, he’s not anymore, but I worry after this he’ll fall. My mom has had health problems for years, breathing and everything, she also had nasal polyps, her bad breathing was worse after she ACCIDENTALLY overdosed on prescribed pills last year, I had gotten her a stuffed animal chicken squish mallow keep this in mind as she was in the hospital, I cleaned our cluttered dirty home we lived in because I knew she couldn’t, I’d make her breakfast starting a few months ago, things were finally getting decent and we were supposed to move in September, Friday night started like normal, breathing problems and her oxygen wasn’t doing the trick I’ve seen her like this before but remained calm as ambulance came, they always came fast even though we live in the middle of nowhere, but this time she was turning purple and kept repeating I’m gonna die. I told her I was sorry for being a bitch and mean to her as I somewhat held her then walked out in fear, I was yelling to a god I had long lost any hope in and at the operator who wouldn’t fucking listen I told her it was too late, I knew. I could hear my mom’s yells and grunts for air, she kept saying she didn’t wanna die yet and then leave, she was only 49. It’s almost as if I’m cursed, just when things get decent it turns to shit. The year before last I had plans to end it all on my 15th birthday but stuck around to see putrid pile live then got into a metal scene as I’ve been into the more brutal side of the music, that’s how I’ve coped and now I’ve been doing it way more. I barely have friends, the way I always coped had been going to shows with my dad as my mom texted me in between, isolation or just cutting myself which was horrible, I had many bad panic attacks and existential crises my whole life almost, I haven’t had time to grieve, I can’t. I’m not in a comfortable place and everything is so different it still doesn’t feel real I can’t sleep without getting flashbacks or dread that she’s actually gone. I expected her to wake up in the coffin and I still didn’t say goodbye. Just as before I was a pussy, when I came back into the house that night my friends grandpa was giving her cpr, her pants were down as she couldn’t get them up she asked us to get the before her breathing got that bad, there was feces and urine on the carpet, her whole face purple and swollen, she was gone. It was horrible, there’s so much more I remember and her sisters came after I called them, it was a perfect week, a perfect day I don’t understand. My family is finally there for me but we were so distant and they weren’t before I guess that also makes me mad but it’s not like they can ignore it now, I’m trying to not cry, if I break down it will be horrible and I worry things will get bad again. Things were so bad I thought I was schizophrenic last year, I don’t have my things and I’m staying at my grandmas with my dad as well as with the same drink who saw my mom die more than me that night since she was over for the week she’s been a great help but fuck my grandma has been rough on me about the house and such even blaming me for a big stain on a bed saying it was period when it obviously wasn’t I don’t think anyone can even bleed that much, I can’t have the things that were in my room and can’t bare to be at the old house, my room was all I had, or felt like it rather it was my things and my grandma told me “no evil things” yeah I fucking know that but that’s half of my shit and her saying it on top of everything else really made me upset. I can’t grieve I feel like I’m going insane, I wake up gasping for air and sad, I’m tired of being sad I can’t take it I’ve been this way for years I thought it was finally better. I don’t want therapy or to be put on pills again that was so bad. And my therapist was shit even though she did try she didn’t know what to do, I’m tired of everyone saying they’re praying or sorry, they didn’t see what I saw, if they did I’m sure they’d stop believing in such a god. I’ve been through so much shit in life if there is a god, I hold so much hatred for it. I don’t know if I even want to continue living, but I know my mom wouldn’t want that for me, we’re getting my stuff and cat tomorrow from that house even if I’ll have to box half of it up, there’s so much going through my head at all times besides my mom dying, I feel weird and unlovable. I regret not being there as my mom took her last breaths or not saying goodbye but it was so unexpected in angered at doctors for always sending her home after steroid shot after steroid shot, she finally got approved for didn’t and was so fucking happy to be feeling better she also had a actual lung doctor appointment after waiting a year, I’m angered at doctors, at people, the world and so much more. My views have been even more fucked now, we won’t even know the main cause of her death because it would have costed more, everytime I think about how she’s gone I get panicked, how she’s in the ground, and how her hands looked as they moved her stiff hands on that same stuffed animal I bought last year when she almost died or I mean she did but got revived and buried her with it. We think heart attack and heart failure but why didn’t they catch it sooner? So many questions all of my panic and dread is coming back I don’t know what to fucking do anymore. Half of my family is religious and I’m not including my grandma that I have to stay with for now because my dad needs me god damnit. I don’t know what to do I wanna cry, I wanna scream and rage but I fucking can’t I honestly want to blow my brains out as I’ve often fantasized doing for years, things were just getting better after years, we were supposed to move in September I don’t understand, this whole thing has made me feel even more lonelier, my mom felt like all I had sometimes besides music. Can’t turn to my dad because he’s just not like that
@VersusArdua
3 ай бұрын
Truth.
@Frank.Angotti
4 ай бұрын
Damn this is the best use of a Donnie Darko line ever heard. Hits as hard as the first time u watch 🤘🏼
@majedaljajeh3171
4 ай бұрын
<3
@fxxksleep.223
4 ай бұрын
This year is my bad year, I was lost one of my best friend i go to college alone and come back home to stuck in my bedroom sometime I love to play guitar and roll joint to smoke it make me feeling back to last year,when i was be student in Highschool.
@Sk8foo
4 ай бұрын
shit is hardt
@Jkd_77
4 ай бұрын
I work out to this
@josephswolin7450
2 ай бұрын
Same
@bodainwonderland8917
4 ай бұрын
I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE
@bodainwonderland8917
4 ай бұрын
I can’t stop listening to this , but it keeps me from shooting the last bag, I’ll keep drinking until I can make it to that porch
@andreweckstein8586
4 ай бұрын
those are happy days with the Happy Days!
@andreweckstein8586
4 ай бұрын
besides you will never achieve the grade of depressiveness,Joy Division achieved 50 years before you.nomatter how hard you try :)
@Renegados862
4 ай бұрын
Ja se passaram 5 anos e a dor ainda continua
@caioandre7176
3 ай бұрын
Comigo é 4
@Parasitosis.
Ай бұрын
@@caioandre7176 comigo é 3
@bascrily
Ай бұрын
Что с вами, ребята?
@hanuush
5 ай бұрын
i am at the my darkest point icant find my self there is nothing but little kid crying alone seeking help icant reached the kid idk why kids crying so hard loud i am losing my self i wanna be truly happy just
@ClutchboyzHQ
5 ай бұрын
why does it have to be this way😢
@sonjablomqvist7052
5 ай бұрын
Loistava 🤩🖤 kappale 🤘
@Staseek13
5 ай бұрын
Читаешь комментарии под этим видео...
@jonathanmiller3318
5 ай бұрын
6 more likes and it’ll be 666.
@Chad_Fuckhammer
6 ай бұрын
Ya'll niggaz in the comments need Jesus
@Salvator_Satanae
4 ай бұрын
Jesus will not help
@Chad_Fuckhammer
3 ай бұрын
@@Salvator_Satanae uh…. how tf would you know? coming from someone who probably can’t even manage to hop in the shower on a regular basis I’m thinking ur probably not the expert on what someone you don’t know will or won’t do. ya’ll DSBM people smell like armpits, jizz and cheez wiz
@Chad_Fuckhammer
3 ай бұрын
@@Salvator_Satanae Well I guess you’ll never know if you don’t ask Him
@Salvator_Satanae
2 ай бұрын
@@Chad_Fuckhammerur the most pathetic excuse of a Christian I think I’ve ever seen, no wonder non-religious people hate them so much
@dowooss
6 ай бұрын
صدك عاجبكم؟
@majedaljajeh3171
3 ай бұрын
اي
@ВіталійКоренівський
6 ай бұрын
nothing matters we die alone thats it we just die die now, go beck to forever sleep -
@lamelama12
6 ай бұрын
This is what I listen to at full volume and smile at people who pass my little desk in my little corner in a little office and just smile at those who pass by as I wonder what there skull would look in my little room in the little apartment in my little town in the middle of nowhere and that little smile
@PiroKUSS
4 ай бұрын
how edgy
@lamelama12
4 ай бұрын
@@PiroKUSS okay so I'm guessing that you know the person or people producing this enjoyable arrangement but I was overly curious about the piece and find it very provoking in the sense of sounds to paint to a catalyst for creativity in another medium I hope I didn't offend you with my unoriginal sarcastic reply. now go take a nap wake up and restart your though process oh by the way kyuss is a worthy listen you seem young so many facets of self expression I appreciate them all.
@PiroKUSS
4 ай бұрын
@@lamelama12 ok edgelord
@lamelama12
4 ай бұрын
@@PiroKUSS oh there you are miss or Mr of the macabre lift the veil over you expose yourself to reveal your cynical self anger is good righteous is a flaw were all the same things time changes if time was real you are the only one to determine your reality nothing real everything has been predetermined for you and you have to determine your truth everyone has their own be brave enough to see what reality is its nothing its like trying to catch air with a butterfly net .
@PiroKUSS
4 ай бұрын
@@lamelama12got any more pretentious shit under ur sleeve?
@raphaeldlc
6 ай бұрын
Funesto vibe's 🖤🍷
@wandersonsousa1663
6 ай бұрын
Sim o Black metal depressivo me salva da depressão 🤘🏻🖤
@goxxxxxxxxxx0
6 ай бұрын
I've been wishing to die since 8 yo, now I'm 23 and I cannot wait more, the 90% of the day I'm thinking about kms but I think I would never be so brave to do it... Well, at least not sobber.
@take.me.to.h3ll
6 ай бұрын
24/7 thinking bout kms im turning 18 in like 3weeks and I'm so done with everything. It wouldn't come this far if my family wouldn't be trash but it is what it is..dealing with bpd, depression, anxiety, (childhood)trauma..what is the sense of living? Anyways, I hope ur ok and keep going xx
@gabrielabrahao4383
7 ай бұрын
I read the comment section and i feel less lonely.
@neddeldelaney2813
7 ай бұрын
How are you doing today my friend
@gabrielabrahao4383
7 ай бұрын
@@neddeldelaney2813 miserable :)
@gabrielabrahao4383
5 ай бұрын
@@neddeldelaney2813 not great :)
@CCDDofficalRespawn
Ай бұрын
@@gabrielabrahao4383 random dude here, how are you doing today?
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