There's so many layers of pain behind Mitch's words man. It's always so brutal to see how much emotional distress and trauma can blind you from taking the steps you need to heal thus leading to such a lonely and grey point in your life. I hope Mitch finds the peace that he needs.
@thexbitterxendx
3 жыл бұрын
@@nolabets3130 Its always the time. People die when you wait.
@reeenareeena
Жыл бұрын
he's nothing but a clout chasing narcissist who uses everyone and abuses everyone around him.
@Normantime
3 жыл бұрын
"I still DM his twitter now and then, like he's still there" man this hit me HARD
@thomasseveri5577
3 жыл бұрын
@@JonathanS344 Keep in mind bro, it isn't a really a choice you can decide to make neccesarily and you don't really think of how or who it might affect when it comes to ending your life, the asspect or ending your suffering as in depression or hopelessness is all that is considered when in a terrifying state like that.
@FaronGA
3 жыл бұрын
Suicide is selfish, but isnt it just as selfish to say someone should be alive because you might feel bad by their passing? Its like saying someone is selfish because they didnt prioritize you first in their choices, like bruh what?
@JaboodyEnthusiast
3 жыл бұрын
@@JonathanS344 Would you do anything meaningful to save them from their state of mental illness? If you could, then why didn't you do anything before they reached that point? Will you be there to help them build a mentally/spiritually unshakable foundation afterwards? If the answer is no, then you're not in a position to judge a man for permanently ending their mental torture through suicide, one of the most soul shattering experiences to even attempt. Unless you HAVE mentally reached that point before and have seriously acted on it, you will never empathize/understand with the mental state a person is in that pushes them over the edge to leave everything behind. You probably know someone right now who you think is alright who may be at that point where they only have that one thing in this world that seems like a worthwhile reason to put it off for another day. Just imagine how many people only have that one game, one pet, one musician, one book author, or one person that's actively in their life they go back to at the end of the day to just barely keep their mental stability from plummeting to a transcendent place where you go from your normal depressed thoughts of "eh... it could be worse..." to "Does the DEA intercept Nembutal shipments from overseas?". Even down to the oddities that transpire before the attempt like cleaning your room to a surgical level, giving the local kid in your neighborhood that $200 skateboard you put together yourself, the deep pleasure you find from seeing the geese/ducks walk by the local church since you know they have each other to rely on at the end of the day, etc. At the end of the day, the ones they left behind are still breathing. They're still strong enough mentally/spiritually to keep on living for a brighter tomorrow and will take the necessary steps to heal. The same can't be said for the one whose brighter tomorrow was only feasible for them in the afterlife, especially if they were already being treated for their condition before their passing. Jonathan, I pray you do get to experience what he experienced before he left. And when you do, I want you to see someone say "I can't believe how selfish that person is. How could they do that to everyone else". I hope it burns you to your very core to the point where you feel your tongue trying to jump out of your throat in utter turmoil, reaffirming that you too are a failure of a person for considering it. For everybody else however, I wish all the blessings in this world and may peace finally embrace them whether its in this life or the next.
@JonathanS344
3 жыл бұрын
Obviously, there is more to it than just the people you affect, I understand that. I didn't mean any harm when I made those comments, I was simply reflecting on the effects of the act. I know full well that it is deeper than just the effect it has on the people around you. I should've been more clear in my previous comment no need to flip out.
@JonathanS344
3 жыл бұрын
@@JaboodyEnthusiast That is not the point I was making. I deleted my comment because clearly, I wasn't transparent enough. I know full well the effects of depression, I am speaking from a perspective that has been at a true low in my life, however, from looking back at my situation I felt like it is the most selfish thing I could've done. The people around me cared for me deeply yet I was too caught up in my situation to fully see that. I am solely speaking from my experiences and I don't accept at all that everyone feels the same.
@KrillinInTheNameOf
3 жыл бұрын
I listened to this live while grocery shopping yesterday and when Mitch told the story about his brother, I was in tears. This is one of the most powerful things I've ever seen on the internet. Going from the beginning to the end is such a journey. I had no idea who this kid was, but I respect and feel for him so much. Thank you both for being so wonderful and open.
@elliothanson642
3 жыл бұрын
It was indeed emotionally intense for everyone. I had to take a moment and pause the stream feeling all his pain and grief from the trauma of seeing his brother get taken away, the loss of Reckful, etc…. Was not expecting to get that emotional but that is what connects us- our shared humanity. He’s done a lot of work this past year on himself and hope he continues to heal through his music and art. Mitch is a good person and I’m glad I know about him now.
@bs_blackscout
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah the brother story hit me really hard. Especially when he mentioned the (was it Gameboy?) part. That his brother had a save file or something and he did 100% and it was named after Mitch. I just cried a river there.
@Furiac.
3 жыл бұрын
its like a sad movie except its real shit so its so much sadder
@dudemanismadcool
3 жыл бұрын
@@bs_blackscout He spoke about this, in a similar state, on his watchmeblink stream a bit over a year ago (before Reckful passed IIRC). He said the save file was called "I love my brother Mitch" or something of the like. Tore me to fuckin shreds.
@SuperLotus
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah. I don't mind streamers coming on if they actually have tough issues they're dealing with
@procyon.lotor4
3 жыл бұрын
"You have too much living to do to be pretending to live." This hit me like a truck...
@procyon.lotor4
3 жыл бұрын
It's tough when social media companies profit off user screen time/ad revenue. They've designed their algorithms to take advantage of the addiction factor in human psychology.
@leahflower9924
Жыл бұрын
That hit me when I watched the Matrix
@braumski2
10 ай бұрын
Can you explain more what that means
@Nyao35
3 жыл бұрын
As an old Reckful and Mitch viewer, it's impressive how much Mitch has matured. Proud of him
@lastduet4728
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah it's weird to see, as he has really taken time out to mature himself and better himself. Proud of him and hope he does well.
@domjfp
3 жыл бұрын
100% it’s amazing to see ! So brave
@plprooo
3 жыл бұрын
He spoke about Byron and I couldn’t
@reeenareeena
Жыл бұрын
LOL
@KiwiOnTheTube
3 жыл бұрын
This man: I've never heard of him until just now, he's made completely different decisions in life, he looks completely different than me, he grew up in a completely different household and cultural background, he's been dealt a completely different set of cards - but when he broke down in tears and I saw his facial expression, his gestures, the way he tried to talk but couldn't - I've never felt more connected and more related to someone as far as I can remember.
@pvponlink7712
3 жыл бұрын
You can tell Mitch has improved alot the past years, his first appearance with Dr.K has shown how much he has done.
@lookylooks3977
3 жыл бұрын
Yea you can instantly tell how much he's grown
@kokujinblack77
3 жыл бұрын
It hasn't been years, but witnessing how fast people can "improve" can feel like years have past!
@mjdeluxe
3 жыл бұрын
no one will ever know what dr.K, reckful, and mitchy J "the law" did for me with these interviews. I wouldn't be here without them. And ps. mitch, dr.K is right about finding happiness in a mental hospital, and I can attest that falling in love with the atmosphere there is 100% possible. That's the reason I decided to leave this comment. The song "No in-between" really struck a chord with me on a deep level. I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 last year and spent a couple weeks in a mental hospital and I couldn't have been more surprised about how enjoyable it was for me. pss. your EP took me back with the pop punk vibes and the lyrics really hit with me. "up and down with no in -between" basically sums up bipolar 1. I was lying in bed this morning listening to it over and over. thank you for making a great song that feels 100% written for me.
@about823jews
3 жыл бұрын
Bro I feel like this dude doesn't give good advice.. Like hes only good to talk about easy stuff. I've seen it two other times like when people start to get deep with him he tries to avoid to conversation or just completely shuts it down like right here with Mitch. Dude poor guy! He should be getting great advice. Mitch should go get his brother! This is so sad and this dude is totally not helping... Usually when you feel bad about something the pain subsides because of time and because you can't do anything about it. Usually the pain still hurts when you can do something about it. Poor Mitch dude he should go and be with his family. He has to much on his shoulders it's not fair for him. Meanwhile his dad is off god knows where doing Fxxxall it's not right!
@mjdeluxe
3 жыл бұрын
@@about823jews he’s not supposed to give advice
@Njaewin
3 жыл бұрын
@@about823jews i think dr k does very well and mitch does too. Dr k is not there to switch a flip and heal him to full. He shows the doors, which ones he can open, laying a groundwork to help himself, think, like a map designer. Guiding him to a certain point. But the gameplay and the rest, to stay in "gamer terms" is still to Mitch himself. Help others help themselves. Even just talking about it, open the box, putting it there. Finding the right spots, they clearly did! Dr k cant give advices and solutions on a silver plate, if it was that easy there wouldn't be a so much mental health problems going on.
@Ephigy1
3 жыл бұрын
@@about823jews Dr k is not his therapist. This is in a public setting and he sees that Mitch does not want to fully open up to the public due to his inner struggles. Personally I would not want to open up everything to the public if I were a public figure, and I guarantee you wouldn't as well.
@about823jews
3 жыл бұрын
@@Ephigy1 i am a streamer I have been on some of Mitch's streams many times what do you mean? That's why I am giving so much flack here.
@EquiKnox__
3 жыл бұрын
At 58:38 for a few minutes when talking about his brother and mom I can't help but hear Reckful in his cadence. Listen to how he talks it's like he used the way Reckful talked when explaining things as a subconscious comfort to be able to express himself, it's sad and wholesome. He really loved the guy.
@Tehbestestevasss
3 жыл бұрын
Spitting fucking image of Byron right there. Man that's rough to hear. I'm glad Mitch is healing
@meckle8019
Жыл бұрын
That's what I've kept thinking at multiple points in this video. At first I was like, WHO is he reminding me of??? And then I realized it was Reckful...an unconscious thing he probably isn't even aware of that shows how close the two of them truly were.
@joke34
3 жыл бұрын
Mad fucken respect for Mitch. No one would ever share something that deep live. My heart goes out for him. I know he will get better and eventually he will be able to properly take care of his brother and mother. You got this Mitch. Keep it up.
@danielc5988
3 жыл бұрын
Such a good talk. Mitch carries a huge weight on him, I hope he is able to let go off some of his burdens through music.
@CrimsonRayne
3 жыл бұрын
also dr.k is right, going alone made it harder :/
@Versace_sheets
3 жыл бұрын
Holy shit hearing him talk about what he had to go through with CPS and his brother had me in tears. What a horrible experience :(
@JKernx
3 жыл бұрын
I never cry. & that shit broke me down for him. Mitch is so misunderstood.
@doodliedie
3 жыл бұрын
What does cps stand for?
@JL-gr3bs
3 жыл бұрын
@@doodliedie child protective services
@hansonel
3 жыл бұрын
So much pain and grief you can feel it through the screen. This had me crying to the point of needing to take a momemt myself and get some Kleenex. So sad about what happened to his brother- that hit me hard since it brought up feelings of loosing someone from my past also. Virtual hug. Lot's of respect for Mitch on walking away from lucrative streaming and making a career change.
@JustTahmid
3 жыл бұрын
Man this breaks my heart watching this. Struggling to watch this without tearing up. The pain he feels must be immense.
@slumgullion313
3 жыл бұрын
This was the most powerful thing I have ever seen on the internet. His vulnerability is everything. It touched something in me and I cried with him. I hope he knows how impactful it is that he opened up in this way. Love you Mitch! You got this bubba.
@maryfreegirl2029
3 жыл бұрын
As someone with a profoundly disabled sister i can relate to this 100%, what happened to his brother is what I'm terrified could happen to my sister... the responsibility and the powerlessness he feels must be absolutely soul crushing, he has all my respect for getting it out there
@Kaine667
3 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate when Doc asks if he can think. I saw a therapist when I was younger and he would get quiet and all I could think was "am I fucking this up?" It never occurred to me he might have been thinking. Seems silly now, but... One of those small touches that shows a lot of thoughtfulness and care.
@alexandramaclachlan7597
2 жыл бұрын
Exactly this! It's a simple change that makes a huge difference xoxo
@Ethanpariz
3 жыл бұрын
this interview had me in tears, I hope Mitch does well on his journey
@Ethanpariz
3 жыл бұрын
@Cristian Araujo so?
@kipz
3 жыл бұрын
@Cristian Araujo can't help but wonder if you've ever had a single struggle in life that wasn't related to money or if you're trolling
@envapio5806
3 жыл бұрын
@@kipz hes for sure trolling
@dropp3d719
3 жыл бұрын
He's baiting, don't bother with him
@CrimsonRayne
3 жыл бұрын
@Cristian Araujo shut up. Hes human like you
@Polo_Bear
3 жыл бұрын
Man the more I think about it, maybe Reckful reminded Mitch of his brother and his hopelessness of being able to help him correlated to his brothers situation. Must have been soul destroying. Much love to you Mitch, you'll pull through this.
@thugai8150
3 жыл бұрын
Haven't cried as much as I did in a while, while listening to this. Never cried so much at work, which is where I listen to these.
@karlornot
3 жыл бұрын
I love that I can hear Reckful's inflections in Mitch's words. Mitch really carries reckful with him and is working to bring so much good to this world.
@rf21able
7 ай бұрын
Man I don’t know if you’ll ever see this Mitch, but I’m so damn proud of you, and thank you for sharing this. Videos like this really helped me to finally seek help after 33 years of life. Thank you, and hope the best for you and your healing! ❤
@barelystephen
3 жыл бұрын
Wow. This might be the realest conversation on the internet. It's easy to see Mitch is on a journey to better himself and that's just fuckin inspiring. All love and healing to Mitch and his family. Thank you Dr. K for this
@ShiftyShifts
3 жыл бұрын
Reckful was so incredibly important to me, and mitch was too. We forget sometimes the events that took place. Mitch did very childish things, Reckful was mentally unstable. Reckful cutting Mitch out destroyed him. I remember live streams when he would come on and have breakdowns and cry after he and Reckful split ways. I am sure he always thought there was time to fix his relationship, Now he's a very sad individual, I am happy he has found this path.
@creativeideas5985
3 жыл бұрын
Both shouldnt have streamed to begin with. You only can carry others if you can carry yourself well enough.
@stanleyhercules
3 жыл бұрын
man what a good guy. the bitterness of being let down by the world is a tough thing to let go, all the best to him and everyone going through the same thing.
@julesglitter
8 ай бұрын
I know I am two years late on this but I just wanted to tell Mitch if he comes back to this ever, that he already has connected with so many people, music aside. I didn't know him before this, but I won't forget this interview. Bless you on your journey.
@manbearcow
11 ай бұрын
I drop in on these videos from time to time and every time I do I am absolutely blown away by the beauty of the conversations that are fostered.
@HakenMods
2 жыл бұрын
Mitch is such a strong dude, i have so much shit inside myself i struggle with aswell that i havent talked about in details with anyone... i need this aswell... Thank you Mitch for sharing!
@alexandere9928
3 жыл бұрын
I'm so thankfull Mitch was brave enough to share this, on the fkn Internet, for us to watch and to connect. Holy shit, so much respect to him. Hope he gets happy 🙏
@VioletEmerald
9 ай бұрын
These 3 were some of the best talks on this channel, all 3 of them. I mean I've seen almost every single interview they posted to the KZitem, and there are quite a few that kinda compete as also really good. But these are in the top 10 probably. Definitely the top 20. So many are tied as amazing to me tbh. So many stick with me. I'd have to count. This was ridiculously powerful. The pain Mitch is in is so intense to bear witness to. It's kinda like a special case. So many people who have been through so much trauma don't burst into this kind of crying the way he does but it's a special kind of loving soul to be able to feel this much pain about the two family members he loves so much and to not have become truly numb in defense. To still feel so much is something I think some people kinda are a little envious of in a weird way. If he can feel this much pain imagine how much positive emotion he has the capacity to feel too if only he could heal even just some of the hurt and process it. It's just... wow.
@Anmadis
3 жыл бұрын
Respect
@Elitespringwire
3 жыл бұрын
Mitch Jones is a hero for sharing all of this. I cannot believe the level of raw emotion that's here, and if anyone wants to know what it's like to have it hard, and to still succeed and be brave, look no further than Mitch. Respect for this, and respect to Doctor K, his pacing of psychological direction is impeccable. I learnt a lot today.
@blobbb
3 жыл бұрын
holy shit, I've teared up a few times during Dr K's streams, but this was super super real. Thanks for being vulnereable mitch. You're on the right path to healing.
@MrKaidalen
3 жыл бұрын
This made me damn cry like a baby, someone with Clinical Depression, multiple attempts at suicide, chronic anxiety, chronic migraine, no friends. This hit home hard, specially the being the one to carry all the weight, because I take care of my sick mother, I am 29 years old, all my life I took care of her, when none of her other kids have (brother and two sisters)
@omega_shalow
3 жыл бұрын
How are you doing now.? I hope you're doing better.
@jerhms
2 жыл бұрын
I hear you brother
@philj8205
2 жыл бұрын
This was rough to watch in a good way. I can relate a lot to his brother in this story and I think that his brother will welcome him with open arms when he is ready to help him.
@Nej82
3 жыл бұрын
Mitch talking about the song he made is so relatable, the guilt that a person goes through when a friend takes their life, especially when they are so close to them. Its a really hard journey to undertake. Eventually, you learn that you can only help people so much, and how they chose their outcome is up to them, being at peace with the idea that you did what you can to help, and letting go of the inner guilt. Because you will always feel like you could have done more, even if you gave 200% of your being to help them. You can feel that there were better ways, better things to say, better ways to act, how you could have been more reliable or available. Honestly, I look forward to hearing that song. I truthfully hope that he finds the moment of enlightenment which allows him to move past the self guilt, because it sounds like it still is there inside him, and I believe he understands that as well. I wish the best for Mitch
@agosesco7134
3 жыл бұрын
I've cried in almost all of the interviewers I've seen here but this was by far the most powerful one. It's so heartbreaking to know that someone went through all of this and kept it inside and dealt with it all alone. I'm glad he's getting better and I'm hopeful too, he's clearly very strong and an inspiration to me to keep going and be better
@AlanBarrettVideos
3 жыл бұрын
When you show your true self, And become vulnerable, your actually living your strongest reality. Criticism, and insults are passed as a gift. You have the choice to accept the gift or not. Most comments a person makes is a reflection of themselves or for attention in which they lack. If your true to yourself vulnerability doesn't matter because you know the truth. Yet, it may matter if the information they give is something you want to change about yourself causing a conflict inside your reality of who you are vs who you want to be. Love these videos. Thank you, and best of luck everyone on their personal journeys.
@TheSandurz20
3 жыл бұрын
Man this was really powerful. I had to pull into a parking lot to cry for a few minutes when Mitch started to open up. I really hope he continues to grow and heal, he seems like such a decent person. You know, I usually don't like streamer interviews but oddly enough this really didn't feel like one.
@levijm890
3 жыл бұрын
Mitch is so authentic, thats why. He's been through so much, almost anyone would be able to relate to him...
@Adventure-of-your-Life
3 жыл бұрын
I think Mitch was also living as a persona and he let that persona die. He started feeling the negative things he needed to feel to move forward. Really appreciate that man. I'm going through similar sh*t
@DreamingConcepts
3 жыл бұрын
Its amazing that only by the way you put things and me reading your comment, makes me feel I'm leveling up.
@JUSTMAR1E
3 жыл бұрын
Hugs to you
@ruigijms
2 жыл бұрын
Sup king, hope your doing well! Sending hugs from Amsterdam, keep your head up.
@Schsean93
3 жыл бұрын
Damn... I only discovered who Mitch is recently and this conversation hits home so hard, I was unaware of the hardships this genuine, beautiful soul of a man is dealing with.. If Mitch or anyone else struggling through things reads this, keep your head above the water homies and take everything a day at a time. I'm right there with you all... we got this. Much love from down under
@Snapahh
3 жыл бұрын
Didn't expect to cry. I'm so happy Mitch opened up about this stuff. I just know that'd been weighing on him for the longest time.
@workman1654
3 жыл бұрын
I was in tears listening to that story with his brother, man, fuck, I just wanted to put my arm around him. I really hope something can be done to get his brother out of that facility, it sounds like hell.
@timegoat_115
3 жыл бұрын
Mitch... You've grown so much. I can see your true self/authentic self so deeply within this video, It is truly beautiful... It made me really happy seeing you push to embrace your true self and not run away from your reality/trauma anymore after such a long journey of building a "success mask." Thank you, Mitch
@flitefulwantssubs402
3 жыл бұрын
Successful mask is a great way to put it. Not sure if you came up with it or if it was in the video, but that will stay with me
@SusejFTW
3 жыл бұрын
What an incredible interview. Mitch you truly are such a strong human being. Listening to your story was a very powerful experience. I wish you all the best.
@ajhandsome01
3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for talking mitch, ik that shit ain't easy but this talk has personally helped me and I am forever thankful
@bnorth999
3 жыл бұрын
Mitch actually is very knowledgeable and I wish him all the best in the future whatever he pursues.
@n00bspanker
Жыл бұрын
Used to watch this guy every day 10 years ago while playing wow. Things change and we grow up man... what a trip
@nezlok
3 жыл бұрын
Not sure if you'll ever see this, but you helped me by telling your story. I'm going to make better choices starting today. I stop running away today. Thank you
@josephscott1236
3 жыл бұрын
I respect Mitch so much for this. There's so much power and strength in being able to sit with what seems like inconceivable pain, for even just 20 seconds. Being able to face that so honestly is powerful.
@MiauHai
3 жыл бұрын
These interviews with Mitch always hit hard. The betrayal, loneliness, being misunderstood, lack of trust & afraid of trusting, yearning for a real genuine connection with another soul.... Even though I'm 10 years older than he is, I 1000% can relate to how he feels in the world. I hope he continues his introspective work & he crosses paths & connects with his kindred spirit. 💚
@user-pl4yq1oc1y
3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for opening up mitch, love to u and ur brother. I have asperger's too and I'm certain your brother greatly appreciates you even if he cant communicate it. It sounds like you mean a whole lot to him. Had a good cry watching this, thanks for sharing
@bt8593
2 жыл бұрын
I had such a bad opinion of Mitch when some of the Reckful+Mira drama was going on. It really goes to show that you never know completely what is going on with people when you see their relationship play out in public. I had to pause this video several times because I understand how heavy some of the situatoins that he dealt with are and it's caused me to understand and respect him so much more than I did years ago. Thank you for doing this, both of you.
@Lyrog
3 жыл бұрын
This talk really reminded me there are people out there who are going through much harder stuff than I am. It's easy to feel alone af with your problems and think you're the only one who's suffering, but that's absolutely not the case.
@gunnare6618
3 жыл бұрын
And this is it Mitch! You being authentic, sharing whats really inside, instead of masking your pain to the world, you get aloooot of love! Im so thankfull for you comming on here sharing this. I get so much affection and empathy towards you, your current and past situation!
@JohnyAngelo
3 жыл бұрын
This might sound bizzare but this talk is in TOP5 or maybe even TOP3 Dr K ever has done.
@jaredcherry7593
3 жыл бұрын
What other ones did you like?
@moonie11355
3 жыл бұрын
This video is so powerful. I realized how weak I am. The feelings that are killing mitch also kill me, but on a smaller scale. If those feelings are slashing a big hole in mitch's soul, then a small hole is stabbed in mine when listening to mitch. From this new found awareness, I realized I am not as strong or could be as helpful as I thought I was. I feel more put in my place and limited. At the same time, I feel very blessed to have found this new found enlightenment. Much gratitude to this video and for DR. K for being strong to keep taking all those stabs whether big or small. I found out how weak I am and how strong DR. K is.
@kir4017
3 жыл бұрын
Bro I feel for him so much, what happened to his brother wasn’t his fault despite the fact that he was forced to go through with it (all alone and against his will mind you). how can someone at such a young age understand how to avoid such a shitty situation let alone navigate it, simultaneously while focusing on his career, severely ill mother, struggling brother and broken family…. Jesus no wonder he’s been so hurt for so long- I can’t believe his father just dipped when he needed him most in that situation … I hope that he’ll be able to reach out to his brother and care for him, and I really hope he’s able to find peace with his past and understand that’s the past molds you but the present makes you- the mistakes that he has made don’t define him, but what he learns from them do. I wish him the best of luck on his journey.
@rani5083
3 жыл бұрын
You don’t know how many people you’re helping through these videos. Thank you Mitch for you’re vulnerability and thank you Dr. K for everything you’re doing.
@JeysCZ
3 жыл бұрын
fuck man, as a person with an autistic brother myself that story was the scariest thing I have ever heard. It hits so extremely hard.
@niallblackburn8160
3 жыл бұрын
I’ve never cried over another persons emotions before. I thought I was a psychopath, thanks guys. My self esteem is temporarily fixed haha
@happyclam1266
3 жыл бұрын
That's an absolutely wonderful reply, Niall. I agree--Mitch thawed an iceberg today.
@xqcumber1664
3 жыл бұрын
I wouldn't call that psycho at all :)
@niallblackburn8160
3 жыл бұрын
@@happyclam1266 thank you. Yeah, poor guy
@niallblackburn8160
3 жыл бұрын
@@xqcumber1664 thanks :)
@looweegee252
3 жыл бұрын
@Michael some psychopaths are so insane they suggest wildly negativistic and defeatist things like: "All people have some narcissistic tendencies" and "there is no treatment for narcissism" Might as well tell a drug addict "Everyone's doin' it, man! Besides, it's not possible to become sober." If a therapist was recorded saying that they would be in court.
@eminemilly
3 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of my brother going through mental hospitals and now a permanent facility. It sucks so bad and I relate to my family not really being there for him, it's mainly up to me. Feels like they gave up on him at 17 when they made him a ward of the state. And the meds don't help he needs his family.
@xLuky
3 жыл бұрын
WOW! This really hit me hard, I hope mitch reads this, I don't really know what he's gone through, but I have had similar experiences that made me feel the same way. Hearing him talk about this actually makes me feel more normal, so thanks mitch.
@toodths
3 жыл бұрын
That half an hour after 55:00 felt like it lasted hours and it’s so unbelievably powerful
@Kwansmusic
3 жыл бұрын
Love is not a victory march but a cold and broken hallelujah...being vulnerable feels excruciating but exquisite.
@reiniergonzalez2185
3 жыл бұрын
Had to pause multiple times to compose myself watching this. Thank you for the honesty
@patrickstar3557
3 жыл бұрын
Please keep doing this with Mitch, i think a lot of People can relate with him and he also really needs it, in the past i thought he ist just a weird clowny guy, but now i fully understand him.
@mailboxxy
3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing Mitch. We're here for you. I believe in you and I think you can save your brother.
@brettrigby2602
3 жыл бұрын
I hope Mitch knows what he did here was marvelously powerful. He's a remarkable [person with a beautiful soul. I hope he and his brother can reunite and find their peace.
@jerrikt.b.7551
2 жыл бұрын
This is the best video so far from Dr.K. - Dr.K, your amazing, and you to together just made me think there is hope for my own life. Sitting here crying while I write this. I just wanna do something with my life, where I can help people that are struggling with these things like Mitch and myself. It's 07:17 in the morning, and I haven't slept all night, watching this video, cause it makes me feel like life has meaning. Thank you, both of you. To you Mitch, I love you. Even though I don't know you IRL, I love YOU. When you open up, and your real, that is making my life meaningful, cause I feel like I can relate so much to everything you say.... your so strong
@thehari75
3 жыл бұрын
I cried with Mitch the whole time cuz similar things happened to me.
@lunaf4247
3 жыл бұрын
"The most beautiful art is created by the most painful life" holy shit
@stefanka7950
2 жыл бұрын
so much respect for mitch, i cant even put it in words
@ReddRewka
3 жыл бұрын
Dr. K and all of the personalities that interact with him in this format are doing really impactful work here. It's very impressive that they can do this in front of so many people. It shows us that it's okay to open up and it helps us understand our own situations as well when we can compare our own lives to the lives of the people that go on Dr. K's show. Thank you so much Dr. K and all personalities that collaborate with you!
@friendlyanders9225
3 жыл бұрын
This was incredibly surprisingly profound from Mitch, he really seems to have learned a lot and grown up so much in the last year or so
@isaaccardin
3 жыл бұрын
I'm terrified of going to therapy. Every person I've ever gotten close too or opened up enough to share my weaknesses and vulnerability, the very next thing they do is use it against me. Talking to a therapist feels like giving the enemies free bullets to shoot at me.
@kingfisher9553
3 жыл бұрын
There are a lot of people in the world who have nothing until you give them something and then they turn it against you. They are pathetic. Some of them are therapists. You have to keep interviewing therapists until you find the right one. Pretend you are the employer and you are looking for the right employee. You could even make a "job description" (not to show to them, but to have in mind). Don't take it personally if they also have a "client description" and tell you they don't think you are a fit. You'll find someone and you may be surprised at who they are when you do. For me, the best was a retired ballet dancer who was a disciple of a famous Indian guru. I do not resonate with "famous Indian gurus" but she never tried to push that and what she did have, like Doc K has, was an understanding of how important spirituality and art were. My "job description" was totally filled to overflowing, but it didn't look anything like I thought it would. I found others after she retired and none were as good as she was . . . but each one served a purpose.
@simpeljay7710
3 жыл бұрын
You’re only struggling now so you can give more wisdom and have better peace of mind in the future. You will have a better sense of self than most other people. Things will come with good karma and patience. Things happen for a reason and god is fucked in the head if he’s real but how could we ever understand that if he was real
@TheMosquitoHunter
3 жыл бұрын
I won't go in detail of how therapist won't do that because they are licensed and shit, that's true but that's not the point. There's a difference in lowering your defense and getting stabbed because you did not see it coming, and there's a difference in getting stabbed knowing that could happen. In the latter case, it means that you take responsibility for your pain and embrace it, if it will come. Lowering your defenses is not a mistake, it's the basic stuff that we all need to do in order to connect with others. If you get stabbed, it's not your fault: you must do what you gotta do, there are no other ways. If bad stuff happens, then you will be prepared for it. We must shift from "what if this bad thing happens?" to "if this thing happens, then I will do A. If it doesn't work I will do B, C, D etc.". It is the only way to progress in life.
@Darkdevil1584
3 жыл бұрын
i hear your pain and im sorry the people in your life would betray you like that, but i still strongly urge you to get therapy
@nicktwolf
3 жыл бұрын
It's not because a therapist can't tell people what you tell them. The only time they can say anything is to the authorities if you talk about offing yourself, harming others, things like that. Yeah, it's a scary thought, but it can help. You don't have to open up about everything right away. There are crappy therapists and good ones, you just have to find the right person.
@thebenjiguy
2 жыл бұрын
I believe people overcoming their pain together is the most beautiful sight in humanity
@KommissarKong
3 жыл бұрын
Duuuuude the authenticity of this dude and the pain he shared resonated so welllll with me I'm so glad he opened up. My absolute favorite interview now. Hope he finds a good therapist and double hope he hits me up if he feels lonely again :D
@zacharycieszinski5465
3 жыл бұрын
this guy is a real human being, thanks for having him on
@GrippeeTV
3 жыл бұрын
“I still DM his Twitter like he’s still there” I lost my best friend Jesse suddenly and abruptly(you can find videos featuring him on my channel and see what kinda kid he was)his “parents” had him cremated, took his ashes, and took all of his belongings and I haven’t heard from this since his wake. He didn’t even get a funeral. It was like he disappeared overnight. I know exactly how you feel, man. I message Jesse’s Facebook like he’s still there, all the time. I’ll call his phone and leave him messages, let him know how I’m doing, etc. you’re not alone brother. Keep on fighting the mental fight.
@hollyhope3546
3 жыл бұрын
Wow, this is the 1st time I've cried while watching a Dr. K interview. I struggle with the feeling that there's no place for emotional intimacy now, so it was cathartic just to be able to watch Mitch be vulnerable and know that others are connecting with him. I hope he makes good progress!
@clicklink123
3 жыл бұрын
if I can say one thing that I learned from this talk is that sometimes a loved one has to die to save that person who they [the person who died] loved the most. Weather it was a brother, a friend, wife, or parent. Those things are what fundamentally shape our lives. Love this channel. Can't recommended enough.
@nicoesposito8758
3 жыл бұрын
This was really powerful stuff. Mitch is a great man for opening up like this.
@ogracer
3 жыл бұрын
this was so intense. best wishes to mitch and his family.
@denisakaraskova7392
3 жыл бұрын
i didn't expect to cry today and not like this but Mitch , man , this hit me hard and you deserve all the hugs and support in the world.I believe in your new found journey and you don't have to walk alone.I am sure of it and believe in you.
@cooperdodd9788
3 жыл бұрын
Hey Dr. K, around 42:30 you said things were getting worse without Mitch really saying that explicitly. I find that you do a lot of active listening, so I am interested as to why you said that? Great channel-love your content. -Aspiring psychiatrist at Albany Med
@sparklystuff8741
3 жыл бұрын
We are not alone...we're just scared because of our past experience and keep seeing the world only through a wounded experience. Letting true friendship touch you, and opening up for love is difficult but worth it. We can love ourselves enough to accept help.
@HagobSaldaldianSmeik
3 жыл бұрын
i didnt know Mitch. but his story made me cry the first time in idk years? that "picture of lonelyness"...i thought i have some gallery, but i cant top it. my condolence!
@moonflare7070
3 жыл бұрын
Cant take you seriously knowing what your pfp is from jesus christ bro why
@katesomnia
3 жыл бұрын
I really, really appreciate how candid Mitch was. Authenticity is hard to maintain when the perception is that you're only as valuable as the content you create. This interview was a breath of fresh air in our current climate of unregulated crypto gambling streams. When you look at top tier performers, they have entire teams of professionals managing every facet of their lives to ensure long-term success (and success =/= happiness as evidenced by this interview). There's a small percentage of streamers who will make it big, and when they do, the path isn't linear and the career isn't sustainable without external support (mentors, managers, family, and friends with your best interest at heart). Power, money, and success can be overwhelming, especially for a young person trying to find themselves... I definitely don't miss being in my 20's.
@Blackwell0102
3 жыл бұрын
True :(
@sebastianh.1090
3 жыл бұрын
Unregulated? Those casinos are all licensed and are perfectly legal in most countries.
@katesomnia
3 жыл бұрын
@@sebastianh.1090 Hey man, you don't have to make the argument that they're legal to me. Tax season comes every year, so save your energy for the IRS if you're American or the CRA if you're Canadian. 😊😊
@philippecote8571
3 жыл бұрын
So much love and respect to team HealthyGamer for all the AOE healing but as much love and respect for the people who open up like this for everyone to see/hear.
@sobot_
3 жыл бұрын
Dr K said Yo this is monumental.
@shroomso4430
3 жыл бұрын
he always saying that.
@sobot_
3 жыл бұрын
@@shroomso4430 He is also picking up slang. We have converted this boomer
@mavvos
3 жыл бұрын
yo
@cdmanjak
3 жыл бұрын
This is why you never judge someone on outward appearance until you sit down and really talk to someone you won't realise how much people from all walks of life feel just as bad as everyone else
@caseycoffman9692
3 жыл бұрын
Mitch. This IS authentic. Maybe I'm nobody, but I'm watching. I feel some of the pain you feel, and I emapthize with you. Vulnerability hurts but you have to look inside and allow people to help for you to heal.
@darkwonderzz
3 жыл бұрын
mitch connecting like never before. total respect bro.
@catvssnake6639
2 жыл бұрын
very proud of mitch I hope he continues to succeed.
@Aarron-io3pm
3 жыл бұрын
Mitch, thank you for sharing, I felt the intensity of your emotions extremely powerfully and I wish you well. Also, Dr.K, you guided Mitch like a true gladiator
@cccsss123
3 жыл бұрын
I cried when I watch this as well as Reckful's video. I have no idea who are they but what they gone through really.. RIP Reckful. All the best Mitch, your music is insanely awesome
@calestaiezu214
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this with us. It took a lot of guts, man. I'm ugly crying.
@itzallai2397
3 жыл бұрын
I am usually very emotionally stable, I pay attention to how Dr.K deals with people and their emotions. They way he talks and explains things to people even through their emotions. I'm usually able to disconnect from my hyper empathy and focu but holy fuck...this one has me crying HARD
@itzallai2397
3 жыл бұрын
Had to come back to rewatch this, this time unemotional but academically. Dr.K is unbelievable at what he does. They way he checks, analyses, reads and reassures. Incredible.
@againsthegrainx7556
3 жыл бұрын
This guy seems so open and authentic and honest, definitely an inspiration for me in terms of what’s possible for a man to express in our world
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